182. Memories of Sadness
"You must get out alive, because I still have my aunt...... My father, they would die of pain without me...... You're not going to survive, you...... Xingyue, I hope you can live for me, help me take care of them, let them spend the rest of their lives in peace, if you can, treat them as your relatives, this is my only wish...... I hope you can promise me! ”
The teardrops in the palm of the palm could not be contained, overflowing and flowing, the cold dew breath was fragrant and fragrant, mixed with the heat of spiritual blood, so that Ling Xingyue could no longer bear the pain.
The moment he lowered his head, the mark of the flame between Ling Xingyue's eyebrows loomed again, and it seemed to be even more obvious.
"No, what kind of bullshit story is this!" Ling Xingyue's voice was dumb, I don't know if it was too painful or too dizzy, Ling Xingyue actually said evil words.
"Lan Keman, listen, I don't care who told you this bullshit story, forget it all, you said that it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes, I still think that it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes!"
Lan Keman was not annoyed, nor did he defend himself, he just gently pulled Ling Xingyue's palm and continued to whisper in a weak voice:
"Xingyue, I used to have a long, long dream, and the self in the dream didn't seem to be from this era, although I can't remember exactly what it was, but it seems that in that dream, I know your ......"
Lan Keman slowly fell a little, turned his head to the side slightly, pillowed in the crook of Ling Xingyue's arm, slowly closed his eyes, and whispered:
"It's strange that I still remember some scenes and fragments in my dreams, and they are ......very clear."
"Ling Xingyue, you have to live."
"Ling Xingyue, let me recite to you a book I remembered in my dreams, okay? I especially like it. ”
Ling Xingyue listened to Lan Keman in shock as she told the past when the two of them were together, she couldn't breathe in pain, and listened to Lan Keman's whispering sluggishly:
"When I rest in peace
I want you to live
I'm waiting for you
May your ears continue to listen to the wind
You can smell us
The fragrance of bamboo leaves that we have loved together
Wait until then
May my beloved
You're alive
Because of this, it is more splendid and fragrant."
Ling Xingyue hugged Lan Keman, who was already dazed, and kissed her forehead while choking and muttering:
"You've read it to me before, Man'er, in your dreams, do you remember?"
……
Suddenly, the clear scene and the last words of Ling Xingyue flashed through Lan Keman's mind and ears like thunder:
"You've read it to me before, Man'er, in your dreams, do you remember?"
"What does this mean?"
Lan Keman woke up suddenly, did Ling Xingyue mean by this that he actually knew about the mysterious dreams I had had? Or is he completely present in all the dreams I have? So is he the man in the dream?
It seems that there are several nights, Lan Keman has dreamed of similar scenes, especially the night when he was rescued by Ling Xingyue from the Runyu Wall Cave, Lan Keman's dream was extremely clear, it seemed that there was a bamboo forest in the dream, there was a woman who was very concerned about herself, and there seemed to be a small living creature at her feet, or even the crooked arms, just like the little spirit fox now, which could make herself very happy, gentle and joyful at that time.
That sense of reality, the moment Lan Keman woke up, he seemed to have the illusion of "Zhuang Zhou's dream butterfly", and it seemed that in an instant, he felt that the scene in the dream was real, and the moment he woke up, he was dreaming.
It wasn't until her mother Chu Lian sobbed and grabbed Lan Keman's thin wrist palm in surprise that Lan Keman completely woke up, but it turned out to be just a dream.
But the real emotion of a woman in the dream when she called her name earnestly seemed to be still in her ears, and Lan Keman stretched out her palm and subconsciously wanted to snort and touch her feet, just because the feeling that it seemed to be a cat and seemed to be another small animal was vaguely snuggled at her feet, which was very clear.
When Lan Keman reached out, he found that his other hand was already tightly held by his mother Chu Lian, and he was just lying in his bedroom tent covered with a brocade quilt.
And now, Lan Keman once again clearly remembered the last words that Ling Xingyue said to himself before he passed out, could it be that the person in the dream, he didn't even remember one of them, he said that when he was in the dream, he read the same poem to her, but Lan Keman couldn't remember it anyway, there was Ling Xingyue's face in the dream, even if it was one of his figures, Lan Keman had never encountered it.
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Lan Keman stretched out his index finger, middle finger and thumb fingertips to touch his forehead, only to find that he was sitting in such a stunned and stupid manner, and he had already taken the back of Xiaoyu's hand placed on his forehead as the tip of his eyebrows, and pinched it.
"Miss, what's wrong with you? Is it a fever? Or is there something wrong with the body? ”
Xiao Yu carefully touched the palm of her hand and the back of her hand alternately on Lan Keman's forehead, while touching her forehead with her other hand, carefully contrasting, and delicately feeling the temperature between Lan Keman's forehead.
These days, Lan Keman has been too busy, and Miss's body has not been very healthy, but don't suffer from the wind cold anymore and get sick.
"Xiaoyu, what are you doing?"
Lan Keman found that the fingertips he wanted to pinch his eyebrows actually pinched the back of Xiao Yu's slightly cool hand, he was taken aback, reached out and took Xiao Yu's cool palm off his forehead, looking at Xiao Yu with a puzzled face, because he didn't know what Xiao Yu was doing, he returned to a puzzled and sluggish look on his face.
Xiao Yu saw Lan Keman's stupid appearance, and her heart jumped with fright:
"Could it be that these days, Miss has experienced too many things, too messy, coupled with the fact that the main mother is seriously ill, and Miss is serving her closely, so she has tired and sick? She seems to be back to her old stupid self? If so, how? The Snow Maiden is above, you must bless my young lady, don't anything happen?! ”
Thinking of this, Xiao Yu hurriedly slapped his lips a few times, what was this nonsense, Lan Keman also called out his name clearly just now, wasn't it? That means that the young lady should not have something mentally wrong again, or just daywalk elsewhere, it is also possible.
"Miss, are you alright? You have been sitting quietly like this, Xiaoyu called you for a long time, and you didn't respond, can you hear me? Would you like a sip of tea? ”