Chapter Ninety-Three: A Thousand Miles Say Goodbye to Xinyu Affectionately

We will never get rid of the fate of character, although Zhang Qianli was born in a remote minority cottage, but his ancestors are patriarchs, in his bones flow a similar to aristocratic pride, he will always feel that others around him, for him, for him to contribute, is a matter of course, he has always thought that a good life will come automatically, so, he lives very passively, and some of his classmates at the same level have become leaders; Some went to the sea to start a business and became a boss, but only he was still an ordinary reporter at the age of thirty-seven or eighteen, except for going abroad to earn millions of special allowances as a dangerous war correspondent, almost nothing.

When he meets the rain of his heart, it is the best favor of God for him, and it is the best opportunity for him to get married, but he always has a lot of ideas, and for a while, he wants to fall in love with Beilin; For a while, I felt that Xinyu was not beautiful enough. Of course, he couldn't decide to marry Xinyu soon, and repeated delays were not only caused by his lazy character, but the most fundamental point was that he had always been uncomfortable in his heart that Xinyu was not a virgin, in his hometown, that night when they shared a bed for the first time, he found that Xinyu was not a virgin, and he no longer regarded Xinyu as precious, and later, beware of Xinyu making him make a choice, he resolutely chose Beilin, subconsciously because of this reason.

Later, when chasing Beilin failed, the reason why he turned around and wronged himself to recover Xinyu was because he felt that only Xinyu was a little stupid and willing to be friends with others. He has also participated in blind dates many times before, those girls are worse than the other, one is more demanding than the other, think about it or the heart is reliable, and there are no such and such requirements and conditions.

Xinyu suddenly forced him to get married, and the reason why he was hesitant was that he thought that Xinyu was afraid that he didn't want her anymore, so he deliberately dragged it and forced Xinyu to make greater concessions, and the underlying idea was whether Xinyu was worth marrying, and he was still very conflicted.

Later, Xinyu said that he wanted to marry someone else, and he thought that Xinyu was scared, so he didn't really think about when to get married at all, because he felt that it was good to have Xinyu to serve him.

It wasn't until Xinyu asked someone to move things that he understood that Xinyu was telling the truth, and at this time he hurriedly changed his words and said that he would get married immediately, but Xinyu had already made up his mind and no longer listened to his. They are living together, and they don't have a marriage certificate, so he can only watch Xinyu leave.

On the fifth day, he looked at the dusty living room, messy rooms, and piles of dirty clothes, he remembered that Xinyu was good, he sent a message to Xinyu, expressing his miss and reluctance to her, the message could not be sent, and Xinyu had blocked him. He knew that he had completely lost his heart, so he cried bitterly.

Therefore, he received the wedding invitation sent by Xinyu through the courier company, he felt very painful, but all the mistakes were made by himself, he cried again, and still participated in Xinyu's wedding in person. It's an explanation of the year and a half they've been together.

The newspaper knew that Xinyu was married, and the groom was not Zhang Qianli, and many colleagues showed a look of disdain, and he felt very depressed, so he proposed to go abroad as a foreign correspondent, and the newspaper leaders were anxious that they could not find anyone to be a foreign correspondent, and when they saw that he took the initiative to apply, they immediately approved it.

After he had collected the things in the house, he bought some covers and covered the sofa and bed. He contacted Xinyu through Yushu, and hoped to meet Xinyu before leaving, Xinyu asked Xinbao what his opinion was, and Xinbao said: "You have been together for so long, there is nothing to meet with him." ”

They met at the Yellow Rose Cafe, Xinyu saw that Zhang Qianli was much thinner, much older, and had gray hair on her head, she couldn't help crying, but Zhang Qianli comforted her and told her not to cry and live a good life. Then, he handed a bank card and the house key to Xinyu and said, "You know that I don't have anyone else to ask for, please help me pick it up, I will find you to retrieve it when I come back, I can't come to pick it up, please give it to my parents." ”

Xinyu cried and said: "Don't say such things, you must come back, I am still ready to worship the child to you as a son!" ”

Zhang Qianli asked in surprise: "You mean you are pregnant with a child?" ”

Xinyu said: "Artificial insemination, it's been two or three months, you must come back, I really hope that my son can call you godfather in person." Promise me you'll come back! ”

Zhang Qianli said with tears in his eyes: "Xinyu, everything is to blame on me, I deserve to die!" ”

Xinyu said: "Don't say that, our struggle can not change the world, it can only be ourselves, what the world can give us is never what we want, when we get old, we will completely lose ourselves, this is fate." I hope you and I can see through this, happy life, what is the key to a happy life? That is, we don't have to live too seriously, and we don't have to suffer for things that we haven't had. ”

Zhang Qianli stood up and was about to leave, Xinyu said with a tearful smile: "Just leave like this?" Don't you want to hug me one last time? Zhang Qianli came over and hugged her tightly, burst into tears, and finally kissed her on the forehead, and whispered: "I must come back and listen to the child call me godfather!" He resolutely turned to leave, and Xinyu cried for a while before going home.

When Xinyu returned home, Xinbao saw that her eyes were red, he knew that Xinyu still had feelings for Zhang Qianli, so he pretended not to see it and poured a glass of water for Xinyu.

In the end, Xinyu almost told Zhang Qianli that he had a child, but she held back for the sake of Xinbao and her future life, but she suddenly decided that the future child must recognize Zhang Qianli as a godfather.

The reason why Xinyu cried in the face of Zhang Qianli, who was about to leave, was not only emotional, but more importantly, she felt a little guilty, for Zhang Qianli, it seemed that reconciliation was a conspiracy at the beginning, especially when she was pregnant with a child, she didn't tell him the truth, I don't know if Zhang Qianli knew that Xinyu was pregnant with his child, and she still didn't have that attitude towards marriage? Could it be a completely different ending? This is like she artificially set traps for Zhang Qianli, so that Zhang Qianli can choose by feeling, and the decision condition is that he loves her enough to pass the level again and again, the biggest misfortune is that Zhang Qianli just doesn't love her enough, so he chooses the wrong one after another.

She put Zhang Qianli's bank card and key into the drawer of the large closet and locked it well, which was an opportunity for her and Zhang Qianli to meet again in the future.

Xinyu married Xinbao, and soon artificial insemination, which touched Jiayue a lot, after she reconciled with Zihao, they went out and went into pairs, Zihao loved her very much, whenever she saw her beautiful, she always kissed her beautiful face, and did not dare to make any further moves, he was afraid of angering Jiayue, but Jiayue often hoped that he would have further actions, but it was hard to say.

Many times, especially after Zihao drank wine, he always sent Jiayue back to sleep at night, he would always lower his head and say, "Jiayue, you better go back to sleep!" You're so beautiful, I'm afraid I'll make a mistake again! Many times, Jiayue wanted to say, "I want you to make a mistake!" But she just couldn't say it.

On this day, Jiayue's mother celebrated her birthday, Zihao bought some gifts to send, her mother made a table of dishes, and the family sat together for a meal, looking at a pair of children, there should be a girlfriend with a beautiful girlfriend, and there should be a boyfriend with a talented boyfriend, Jiayue's mother and father were very happy, so they smiled and said: "You four children are very good, your parents are very satisfied, when are you going to get married?" ”

Sun Lin said obediently: "I listen to Jiaxin, you can get married whenever you want." The old lady smiled and asked Jiayue, who said that the two old men were very happy to hear Zihao, so they drank a few more glasses.

Jiayue said that Zihao went home alone and she was not at ease, so she accompanied Zihao to go home, and when she arrived at the door, after Zihao got out of the car, Jiayue also got out of the car, Zihao didn't let her get out of the car, and let her go back the same way.

Jiayue smiled and said, "I want to talk to you and go back." ”

After Jiayue washed, she went to Zihao's bed despite Zihao's obstruction, urging Zihao to wash up quickly, and she had something to say to him.