Chapter 46 Zihao Goes to Jiayue's Difficult Road
After Zihao and Jiaxin and Jiayue read Siyu, they walked downstairs, Jiaxin walked in front, Zihao and Jiayue walked behind, Zihao gently pulled Jiayue's hand, and wanted to invite her to watch a movie together, Jiayue shook her hand and said with a smile: "On the street, don't pull and pull, it's not good, you have something to say." ”
Zihao smiled and said, "There is a blockbuster movie today, let's go to the movies together." ”
Jiayue said: "This Beijing theater, when is there no blockbuster movie? Every day, the key is that I still have to read today, you bring me to watch the children, I have to make up for the delay at night, how many books I have to read every day are planned, I have to become a knowledgeable person before I become an old girl, otherwise, I will be looked down upon. As she spoke, she got into Jiaxin's car, and Zihao couldn't say anything.
Zihao watched Jiaxin's car take Jiayue away without a trace, only then did he get into his car with some frustration, and was about to start the car, he saw Qingmei's car driving over, probably also came to see Yushu and Siyu, he hurriedly got out of the car, waited on the side of the road, Qingmei parked the car and pulled Huzi over.
Seeing Zihao's listless appearance, Qingmei smiled and said, "Zihao, why don't you go up?" ”
Zihao said with a smile: "I just came down, I asked Jiaxin and Jiayue to come to visit Siyu today, and made my position clear to them, but Jiayue was still lukewarm, I called her to go to the movies, she didn't go, took her hand, she said that the street was not good, and shook my hand away." ”
Qingmei smiled and said, "It's still early for you, she's still angry with you, you have to show your sincerity." ”
Zihao said: "How can I show sincerity? ”
Qingmei said, "Are you stupid? How can you pull your current girlfriend to see your ex every day? Didn't you pour salt into her wounds? Your problem is not here, after the full moon of Siyu, the eyebrows and eyes are more and more like you, hurry up and think about it, whether to tell a lie, or confess to her, to see if she can forgive you. ”
Zihao said: "As long as you confess, Jiayue and I will be completely finished, and we will find a way to get the best of both worlds." ”
Qingmei said: "You just confessed to her that Yushu cried and begged you to do artificial insemination, and you agreed as soon as your heart softened, see if she can accept it." ”
Zihao nodded, only to say this there is still a glimmer of hope, he said goodbye to Qingmei, and drove to Jiayue, and when he got to the gate, he didn't have the courage to go in, so he had to drive back again.
The next day happened to be Saturday, at three o'clock in the afternoon, Zihao bought a bouquet of roses, went to Jiayue, knocked on the door, Jiayue's mother opened the door, saw that it was Zihao, and whispered: "In her own room, she is reading, you go." ”
He went directly to knock on Jiayue's door, Jiayue opened the door, and saw that it was Zihao, still holding roses in his hand, so he smiled and said, "Zihao? Is it Yushu's birthday? Bring a bouquet of roses with you? ”
Zihao said embarrassedly: "Jiayue, don't joke with me anymore, this flower is for you, I wish you a happy mood." ”
Jiayue smiled faintly and said, "I can't remember when you gave me roses, how can I remember to send this useless thing today?" ”
Zihao smiled and said: "It's useless to put this flower elsewhere, but it's useful to put it here, you see that your house is full of books, so I will help you plug it in." He found the vase and put the flowers on, in the past, Jiayue would have been happy to arrange flowers with him, enjoy the flowers, and give him a few kisses, but today Jiayue sat back at the desk and read.
Zihao arranged the flowers, sat down on the sofa, he saw Jiayue reading, he also picked up a book casually, as soon as he saw that the title of the book was "Red and Black", he looked forward from the place where Jiayue opened, and after a while, he was attracted by the plot in the book, he watched for more than an hour, Jiayue suddenly looked up, saw Zihao, and said: "Zihao, you haven't left yet?" The flowers are here, and you have planted them, why don't you hurry up and see your son? Thank you for the flowers. ”
Zihao said: "I want to ask you to go out for a walk today, and you can't read all day long, you have to rest." ”
Jiayue smiled and said: "Time is running out, the internship period is almost over, I want to hurry up and read it!" You came here because Yushu was lonely taking care of the child, right? A man has to learn to endure loneliness, and he can't go without a woman for a while, if so, you should marry Yushu so that you can be together every day, so as not to run around. ”
Zihao walked up to her and whispered: "Actually, I'm here to tell you today, from today onwards, I won't go to Yushu anymore, and I love you wholeheartedly." ”
Jiayue smiled and said, "It doesn't matter to me whether you go to her or not, what are you telling me to do?" You've told me before that you've loved me with all your heart, but when have you done it? As long as she calls you and you run away, so, don't say anything to me single-mindedly, when you're lonely, you can come if you want to come, sit and go, but don't take flowers or anything in the future, I'm not rare, especially don't tell me you love me. ”
Zihao said: "I will definitely be able to do what I say this time, please believe me." ”
Jiayue said: "I said you don't say such things again, it's useless to say it, you go, I'm still very busy." ”
Zihao stood there without a sound for a long time, Jiayue looked up and found Zihao standing there silently crying, tears rolling down his cheeks, if Jiayue had been very moved before, he would have cried with him, but now, when Jiayue thought of his countless tears, he had to tighten his teeth and say ruthlessly: "We men, when will we learn to cry?" You see I don't cry now, what's the use of you crying? ”
She went to get a towel and handed it to Zihao and said, "Here, quickly wipe away your tears and go!" The manly man cries and is ashamed. ”
Zihao saw her so cold, so he wiped away his tears and left without saying a word.
Jiayue's mother saw Zihao leaving in tears, so she hurriedly came to persuade Jiayue: "Jiayue, you have to stop in moderation, don't overdo it, he really ran to Yushu's side." ”
Jiayue said: "Mom, you don't have to worry, Yushu won't marry him, he will marry a few months earlier, I just want to hold him back, let him also be in pain and pain, and live a few days of tears." ”
Zihao came home in tears all the way, he put himself in Jiayue's shoes, Jiayue did the right thing, he saw that Jiayue had closed the door of his heart, he didn't believe anything Jiayue said, and he no longer connected with his feelings, very sad.
He suddenly wanted to write a letter to Jiayue in the most traditional way to express his most sincere apologies to Jiayue, he searched around and didn't find the stationery, so he designed a letter paper by himself and printed it out, he found a gel pen, he hadn't pinched the pen for a long time, he felt very rusty, he wrote a letter to Jiayue.
Jiayue:
Hello! Originally, I wanted to call you "dear", but I was afraid that you would be disgusted, so I called you by your first name.
I was originally an introvert, but I met two good women: you and Yu Shu, but unfortunately I love Yu Shu, but Yu Shu doesn't love me; You love me, I used to love you enough, caused you great damage, when I woke up, determined to love you wholeheartedly, I found that the door of your heart has closed, the bridge between you and my heart has collapsed, I believe you must have suffered, just like I am in pain now, if I pester you now it will be a second injury to you, so, I will no longer come to disturb your life.
Yesterday, I finally mustered up the courage to tell you a fact, but I found that you no longer care about anything related to me, so I will tell you with the help of letters: In the second month of your absence, Yushu said that IVF and artificial insemination will cause harm to the child.
Since this incident, my heart has not been at peace for a moment, I have always thought that I am sorry for you, but I don't have the courage to say to you face to face, tell you today, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I don't ask for your forgiveness, but I will finally be honest with you.
Love is a very beautiful and precious thing, but she doesn't belong to me Lu Zihao, fortunately, you are still ice and jade, I believe you will find your true love, and you will definitely find someone who truly loves you! I bless you forever!
Love is too tired, too bitter! I am determined not to say "love" again, but to forget the word "love" forever.
Best wishes!
Former lover: Lu Zihao
Zihao found a piece of pink cardboard and made a beautiful envelope by himself, put the letter in it, and sealed it with glue. In the middle of the front of the envelope is neatly written: Jiayue received.
As soon as he saw that it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night, he went to bed, but he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, and the beautiful image of Jiayue was always dangling in front of him.
At nine o'clock the next day, a courier called Jiayue's name, saying that there was her letter, Jiayue received the letter, she saw that it was Zihao's letter, she saw that the envelope was so beautiful, she thought that Zihao would confide in her about the pain of lovesickness, or, to show loyalty, she smiled and carefully cut open the envelope, took out the letter and read it, she was angry, sad, and shocked, she was angry that Zihao carried her back, and finally did what she was worried about; She was sad that Zihao had hidden her for so long; What shocked Zihao was that he decided not to love it.
Jiayue read the letter three or four times and cried three or four times, she originally wanted to go to Zihao immediately and tell Zihao that she loved him, and she forgave him for everything, but later, she calmed down and thought about it, and immediately became angry, Zihao This is a demonstration to her, Zihao's subtext is that I did it wrong, I want to kill it, you look at it, anyway, I'm not afraid, because, I quit the game.
Jiayue thought to herself: "You think too well, I want to quit the game, no way!" Jiayue took out a pen and wrote on the back of his envelope: "Return, rewrite!" She tucked the letter in its original envelope and sealed it. She called Zihao and said coldly, "You come to get your letter." ”