Chapter Thirty-Nine: Idealizing Life into a Bubble Dislocated relationships are difficult to get back into place

"We have accepted your information and resume, please keep the phone open after you go back, if you pass the interview within a week, we will call you" "Sorry, your major does not match the subject you want to teach, your materials will be left in the personnel department, if necessary, we will contact you later......" Shi Lei's daily life is constantly looking for a job and being rejected, Shi Lei from the beginning of pride, to the later desire to work, into questioning himself, this series of changes made him very anxious.

"You're back, how is it today, is the job search going well?" Sun Xiaoxi, who came home from class, held his mobile phone, turned on the TV, saw Shi Lei coming back, turned his head and looked at Shi Lei with expectation, this expectant look made Shi Lei more stressed, but he didn't want to erase Sun Xiaoxi's hope, let alone destroy his heroic image in front of Xiaoxi, so he could only lie: "Yes, don't say that the few schools I went to today are really good, but I have to compare and see which one gives more money and which one has more development, after all, we are now two people's struggle, if you want to gain a foothold here, I must choose well!" ”

"I'll just say that your previous worries are superfluous, this Shenzhen and Shanghai are both big cities, you can live comfortably in Shanghai, and you are also teachers, how can you not find it here?" Sun Xiaoxi got up, walked in front of Shi Lei, hugged Shi Lei's neck, and said sweetly: "During this time, you have worked hard, I believe that after you find a job, our life will become more comfortable, and when your baby and I finish graduate school in the past few years, I will definitely earn a lot of money, and I will help you share it, all we need now is time!" Shi Lei looked at Xiaoxi's innocent cheeks, and couldn't help but sigh, it has been so many years since graduation, and their youth has obviously passed for so long, but this woman is still so beautiful and lovely, if he can really be his invincible knight, how good it would be!

The two drank some red wine, had dinner, looked at the scenery outside the window and couldn't help but imagine the future: "We must have our own home in Shenzhen in the future, no need to rent a house, and have to fight wits with the landlord, looking at other people's faces to live, dear, what do you say, what will we be doing at that time?" Sun Xiaoxi's words, let Shi Lei think deeply, in fact, he has not told anyone, originally in Shanghai that the job of a physical education teacher, he asked for a long time to get the interview opportunity, and then happened to meet a leader with a temper, serving tea and pouring water to laugh and play with a long time, before getting an internship opportunity as a teaching assistant, and then caught up with an employee to resign, he said so bad that he stayed, and this is Shenzhen, a new starting point, brought him unprecedented panic, now he is confused to not know where the future is, is he worthy of imagining the future?

"Shi Lei, what are you thinking? You said that our future will not be as beautiful as I imagined, you have to have confidence in us, our future will be very good" Sun Xiaoxi's bright smile made Shi Lei feel a trace of temperature, this smile made him feel stable and warm, and secretly made up his mind that Sun Xiaoxi must live a life of abundant food and clothing: "Xiaoxi, our future will be bright, I will definitely let you live a good life!" You have to believe me" Sun Xiaoxi nodded and said, "I have relied on you for the rest of my life, how can I not believe you?" ”

At night, Shi Lei watched Xiaoxi sleep deeply, she was so petite and snuggled in the crook of her arm, as a man, how could she make her beloved woman uneasy because of her anxiety? He decided to broaden his horizons and no longer only look for a job as a teacher, for the immediate rent, Sun Xiaoxi's tuition and their living expenses, Shi Lei must find a high-paying job in the shortest possible time.

Shi Lei and Sun Xiaoxi are like this, one has been defeated and defeated again and again in the ocean of knowledge, and the other has broken through the iron shoes in the search for work, compared with Shi Lei, Tang Likun's life is much more comfortable.

"This exhibition, our vice president Tang's move was not only praised by everyone, but also established the image of our optoelectronic technology people in the media, I didn't expect such a move, but also in disguise to drive our company's sales, this person's character is very important, to be able to pay attention to every small detail, care about everyone around you, is the real general's style, see this little Tang do so well, I will be able to retire in two years, then everyone will have to listen to Mr. Tang's words!" Hearing the general manager say that this position is his, although he was secretly happy in his heart, he said implicitly: "Don't say that, general manager, you are still young and can work for more than ten years, and this position is still the most suitable for you." ”

When Tang Likun spoke, Dai Xiqian always looked at him affectionately, and he always subconsciously avoided it when his eyes met, but he didn't know that in Dai Xiqian's heart, as long as Tang Likun was always smooth, this was her greatest happiness.

"Xixi, I'm back" Tang Likun put forward a request to live together in order to get closer to Pan Xixi, but he was not sure, because the last time he was with Dai Xiqian, he had been discovered by Pan Xixi, and he also said that he would break up for this, and after a long cold war, this request seemed to be a little abrupt, but unexpectedly Pan Xixi agreed, but put forward a request for two people to live in one room each.

"Oh, the rice is on the table, it's already a little cold, let's eat it" Xixi, who was manicure, had already prepared a meal for Tang Likun, and Tang Likun immediately sat down at the table and enjoyed Xixi's food.

"By the way, I'll take a photo" Xixi ran over, took a photo of Tang Likun who was eating and the food together, and then sent a circle of friends, Tang Likun didn't know how many times he was photographed, at first he thought it was an expression of Xixi's love, but through observation, he found that these moments of friends were sent to attract Jia Siyun's attention.

"If you can't forget Jia Siyun, you can go to him, don't take me to covet other men, for such a long time, what kind of love I have for you, you should know it in your heart, I don't need a woman who doesn't love me by my side, you go!" Tang Likun felt that he had been insulted, this woman had worked hard for so long, if her heart was not on her body, then Tang Likun could only admit it and let her go.

But what Tang Likun didn't expect was that he originally wanted to play a drama where he was hurt and forced to break up to fulfill the other party, but was interrupted by Pan Xixi's words: "Let's get married, dare you marry me?" ”

This woman is the person he has been fantasizing about marrying for many years, he has never really gotten her, and now he actually talks about marriage, Tang Likun's desire tells him that he has no reason to refuse if he agrees to Xixi, just like that, the two of them are engaged, although before deciding to marry Tang Likun, Pan Xixi was sending a message to Jia Siyun, but received the news that Jia Siyun was in love, and the blood instantly rushed to his head, and he said the words of marriage to Tang Likun, but the days will not stop because of the momentary impulse, Soon friends and guests found out about their marriage.

"Are you really getting married?" Dai Xiqian's message lay quietly in Tang Likun's mobile phone, Tang Likun always looked at it every once in a while, but he didn't think about how to reply.

He often asks himself, "yes, am I really ready?" ”