Zeng Hua understands the truth, and knows what to do, but she just feels uncomfortable, as if someone is holding a blunt knife and slashing her heart one by one, although it does not cause death, but it also hurts.

"Eldest sister, I understand, I am, just a little... Zeng Hua did not continue to say the following words.

In her previous life, she didn't dare to walk in front of him because of her inferiority, but in this life, she finally mustered up the courage to approach him, but she was deterred by her age.

But after all, he was an infatuation in her heart, entangled in the infatuation of two lifetimes, Zeng Hua shed sober tears, and they were also tears after waking up from a dream.

"It's just a little unwilling, just a little can't figure it out?" Zeng Rong sensed a warm current passing by his chest, and hurriedly took out a silk handkerchief to wipe it for her, and continued: "But so what? The way of the world will not change because of your unwillingness because you can't figure it out, what we can do is let go when it's time to let go. ”

This can be regarded as a clarification of the relationship between the two, but at a critical time, Zeng Hua was cowardly again, she didn't dare to admit that she was obsessed with Ouyang Si, nor did she dare to admit that she was the former Zeng Rong, in short, at this moment, she didn't want to recognize Zeng Rong, she just wanted to defend herself.

"Eldest sister, I didn't have to figure it out and I wasn't unwilling, I, I just, I just felt sorry for you." Zeng Hua said eagerly.

In fact, she is indeed not incomprehensible and unwilling, on the contrary, she is very content, God has let her live a new life, and in this life she no longer worries about food and clothing, and relatives are no longer indifferent to each other, one by one they all care for her, if there is really any fly in the ointment, that is, she feels that she is ashamed of her eldest sister, and feels that she has robbed her of the happiness that should have belonged to her eldest sister.

Because if she hadn't changed her core, she would be Zeng Rong, and the eldest sister would still be her Zeng Hua, so she could renew her relationship with Xu Jing in this life.

Take a step back? Even if the core is changed? If it weren't for her, it wouldn't be bad to marry Ouyang Si with the eldest sister's talent? Surely happier than that prince? That prince is disabled, not to mention, there must be a bunch of wives and concubines? The eldest sister has a low background, can't she have a high position? You can only be angry.

Therefore? Zeng Hua's words were not said casually, it was her true feelings, Ouyang Si entered Beijing this time to come to the eldest sister, if the eldest sister didn't enter the palace? The two of them can definitely make it.

"Sorry for me? What do I have to regret? "Zeng Rong didn't turn a corner for a while? Obviously talking about Ouyang Si, why did she become a pity?

"Oops, it's a pity anyway." Zeng Hua didn't want to say it too clearly, and rubbed his hairy head in Zeng Rong's arms.

No matter how young she is, she understands one thing? Is the eldest sister or her? They all have nothing to do with Ouyang Si.

"Things in the world can be perfect, and it's normal to have regrets. Remember the words of the eldest sister? There is no hurdle that you can't get over, you're only nine years old? Listen to the eldest sister? Read more? Reading makes people wise, and many things you can't figure out can be answered from books. Zeng Rong no longer asked the reason, touched Zeng Hua's head, and said.

"Really? The eldest sister reads a lot of books, eldest sister, do you regret entering the palace? Zeng Hua finally asked this question.

Zeng Rong thought that Zeng Hua was asking about Xu Jing, thought for a while, shook his head and said: "I don't regret it, I believe that everything is the best arrangement, and all I can do is to live every day well and cherish everyone who has treated me well." ”

Everything is the best arrangement, Zeng Hua silently read these words, tears welled up again, for him, maybe it is the best arrangement, for her, but not necessarily, the obsession of the two lives, how can you say let go?

That night, the two sisters had their own thoughts, and they didn't open up their words after all, but this time it was not because of Zeng Rong, but because of Zeng Hua.

Zeng Hua's reason is very simple, that is, she doesn't want to admit that she has a bad idea of Ouyang Si, at least at this moment, she doesn't want to face this, and when she really lets go and no longer cries when she talks about him, she may have the courage to mention this past.

Zeng Rong and Ah Chun entered the palace in the afternoon of the next day, and after entering the palace, they first went to Cining Palace to pay New Year's greetings to the Queen Mother, came out of Cining Palace, and then went to Qianning Palace, the emperor was not in Qianning Palace, saying that he went to the Imperial Garden.

When Zeng Rong heard this, he was about to turn around and leave, but the eunuch on duty suddenly stopped her and asked her if she wanted to go to the Imperial Garden.

It turned out that the little eunuch said that the emperor has always kept a straight face these days, and he has no appetite for the New Year, and only half a bowl of porridge was used for breakfast today, which made them all silent one by one, for fear of making any movement and being disciplined.

Therefore, when the two little eunuchs on duty saw Zeng Rong coming back, they seemed to see a savior, because Zeng Rong had coaxed the emperor to be in a bad mood several times before, but Zeng Rong went home from the palace this time.

"Got it, I'll go to the Imperial Garden to find him." Zeng Rong originally planned to go to the Imperial Garden to find him.

But what surprised her was that the emperor was not the only one in the imperial garden, but also Zhu Wu and Zhu Min were there, the father and son and a few young eunuchs were skating on the lake, they tied two round wooden sticks with a long board, and the long board was covered with a sheepskin mattress, and then people sat on the long board, each holding a stick as a help, one by one playing happily, how could there be a little sadness?

Seeing Zeng Rong, Zhu Xu looked at the sky, only to find that it was not too early, so he slid towards Zeng Rong, and a eunuch ran over to help Zhu Xu, Zhu Xu threw away the tools in his hand and asked Zeng Rong when he would come back.

"Go back to the emperor, Shen Shijin Palace, go to Cining Palace first to pay New Year's greetings to the Queen Mother, go back to Qianning Palace, and learn that you are here, and the next official will come here." Zeng Rong replied.

Zhu Xu raised his eyebrows, and there seemed to be a smile in his eyes, "Oh, you mean you haven't gone to Chuhua Palace to see that kid yet?" ”

Zeng Rong didn't understand the other party's laughter, and his intuition was a little cold in his back, but he still bowed down and replied: "Back to the emperor, no." ”

"What did you bring into the palace today?"

"Back to the emperor, the lower officials kept it in mind, and they didn't bring anything to eat this time." Zeng Rong is telling the truth, she has happened so many times, she really doesn't have the courage to do this.

"Huh? I don't know, when did I speak so well? Zhu Xu gave Zeng Rong a cold look.

"Back to the emperor, if you don't speak well, can you still find someone who can speak well in the whole Great Zhou?" Zeng Rong didn't know where he offended the other party, and he changed his face too quickly.

"If this is what you say, I would have been able to sit back and relax. It's a pity that you are all in front of you and behind your back, and you all fool me as a fool. ”

This was a bit serious, Zeng Rong didn't dare to take it, and followed Zhu Xu a few steps tremblingly, only to see Zhu Xu suddenly stand still, and ordered someone to call Zhu Heng and go directly to Qianning Palace.