The lemonade and dark chocolate blended in her mouth, the bitter and sour taste blended in her mouth, more and more similar to the feeling of vomit, and the taste made her a little nauseous.

She pressed her chest, adjusting her breathing, suppressing the feeling of wanting to vomit.

Hao Ze sensed her control, and hurriedly took the things in her hand and opened mineral water for her: "Blame me, you vomited and gave you sour before, isn't it very uncomfortable again......

Ye Jiajia took a sip and swallowed slowly, feeling much better.

Hao Ze wiped the corners of her eyes and mouth with wet wipes again: "Your face is still so bad, do you want to go to the hospital to have a look?" ”

There is no blood on the pale face, and the person who is weakened is really weak.

"I'm fine, it's just that psychology affects physiology." Ye Jiajia vomited this time for no reason, she was really frightened by Li Ruike's actions, although that face is no longer the gentle appearance in her memory, there is always a kind of purity, and now there is only ugliness.

"He didn't do anything, or didn't have time to do it, but that physiological reaction made me ...... Let me ......"

She began to tell what had happened, deliberately avoiding sensitive words, she didn't want to irritate herself, and she didn't want to dirty Haozer's ears.

"Bastard!" Ozer scolded again, "Don't let me see him again!" Otherwise, I will fight him so hard that he will never be able to get up again! ”

There was no violation, but the harassment was already unbearable for him.

He finally fully understood what Li Ruike was referring to when he said the strange things at the dinner table, and what those things that should be done included.

"Shameless! Dirty! Vile! Scum! Haoze, who has always been rational and gentle, sent Li Ruike four greetings in a row.

Seeing Hao Ze so excited, Ye Jiajia was very relieved, happy, and sorry, leaned on his shoulder, and said something meaningful: "You know, before college, I have always been trapped in my infatuation with him, and I will always imagine various plots, thinking about what I can do to get a little bit of his care and like. ”

"Maybe I've watched too many silly and sweet idol dramas, and my mind is full of unrealistic fantasies, what is waiting for a miracle, what is a long time away from reuniting two lines of tears, and drunken him and the ......like"

"Isn't it particularly ridiculous?"

She later felt that she was too deeply poisoned by romance dramas when she was young, living in stories and living in her own fantasies.

"Even if I later knew that he blocked me, knew that it was impossible for two people, and knew that we were not even as good as strangers, there was always a trace of fantasy. It's not so much that I love him, it's better to say that I love him in my imagination, and I can't bear to be my imaginary self. ”

"In the first three years of college, I was attracted to others, but I was a person who resembled him......"

"Fortunately, I met you, because of your appearance, I began to let myself jump out, no longer stuck in the cycle of grotesque, and felt what it is like to be in love."

"But he appeared again, I hated him, avoided him, disgusted him, somewhat wanted to draw a line with the past, I don't want to let myself fall into the pain and struggle of the past, let alone return to fantasy, I don't want to lose you, I don't want to lose the happiness that is already in my hands."

"I also slowly found out that there were some problems with his people, and gradually changed from pretending to be cold to really being like water."

"And today's incident proves that I don't feel anything about him at all, the body's reaction is the most honest answer, I resist his approach, I resent his breath."

In the face of someone you don't like, holding hands and your body will instinctively refuse, let alone further intimacy?

Ye Jiajia discovered a point a long time ago, and gave herself proof today.

She wanted to tell Haozer that she would never be involved with that person again, that she would never have anything to do with that person again, and that there would never be a so-called rekindling of old love.

Ozer understood, believed, and was distressed.

He held her face and said very seriously: "Jiajia, you are mine, you can only be mine." ”

Sincerely, sincerely.

Ye Jiajia was firm, moved, and fell.

She suddenly wanted to give him another birthday present: "I can do it whenever you want." ”

I want it, I want to give it.

Does he want to? Ozer asked himself.

He did.

Can he? Ozer asked himself again.

He wasn't sure.

Ye Jiajia read his answer and his contradiction from his evasive and can't help but look straight into his eyes: "Today is your twentieth birthday, we can celebrate it in a different way." ”

"I ...... No......, "Ozer still has a heavy burden.

Ye Jiajia knew his worries because this was not the first time.

"Adults have the ability to be responsible for their own choices and actions, but they don't need to be responsible for the choices of others. If you always associate love with the invisible future and indistinguishable responsibilities, then wouldn't life be very tiring? ”

She doesn't like the constraints of rules and regulations the most, and hates to bind the known present with an unknown future.

Hao Ze was moved by what she said, but he still couldn't let go of it, he swallowed his saliva, turned around and opened the textbook: "I...... I...... I still have a few more chapters...... No, I haven't finished reading it...... That one...... Hmmm......"

Use review as an excuse to choose a book rather than a girlfriend, I'm afraid I can't find a few as far as I can see.

Ye Jiajia felt more and more that Hao Ze was very cute, so simple and cute, that she made herself like a big bad wolf who wanted to eat Little Red Riding Hood, like an old boy who wanted to pull a young man from a good family into the water.

"Okay, you read, I'll wash my face."

"Hmm."

It's true that she washes her face, but there's more to it than that.

called Ye's mother first, moved out of Mo Ling's subject and told Ye's mother that she would not go home until late for a meeting at night, Ye's mother complained a few words, and told her to pay attention to keeping warm, and there was nothing else; After that, she booked a seat at the Western restaurant she went to last time, and even ordered the food in advance, and when the time came, she just went directly, and the waiting time was saved a lot; Then she booked a hotel room next to the restaurant, fantasizing about a good night, and at the same time not forgetting to study how to tell if there was a camera; Finally she went to the bathroom to wash her face and make herself look refreshed.

She deliberately kept an extra bottle of cream in her bag, so she didn't need to let hand cream help this time. Looking at herself in the mirror, her blood color has recovered a little but she still looks a little weak, and this weakness just weakens her strong aura, and she has a little more sick pity, which is too suitable for tonight's date.

When people look white, they will really become beautiful, no wonder people say "one white covers a hundred ugliness".

She packed herself up, got in her mood, and passed by the vending machine on her way back to class. An item in the corner of the machine caught her attention. She had already walked past but stopped to think for a few seconds, stepped back, and bought a box.

Things may not go that far, but it's easier to feel at ease if you're prepared.