There are two graves, one on top and one on the bottom, one is piled high, and the other is only short and flat and one and a half arcs.

Kwon Qinghua took the incense from the Renwang Mansion, lit three sticks, bowed three times, and stood in front of Yunsheng's grave.

He pointed to the ground on one knee, and covered the grave bag with a few handfuls of soil in his hand, and finally when he covered the fifth, two strings of tears burst out uncontrollably, and all kinds of past scenes flashed in his mind, although it has been more than ten years, but it seems to have happened yesterday, he can even hear Yun Sheng's milky voice and say to him: "My mother was originally going to feed me at home, but because of you, her milk ~ water is only enough for you to drink." But I'm not mad at you, such a well-crafted child, who can not like it when you see it? And your mother gave us a lot of silver, which was enough to treat my father. ”

He also asked Yun Sheng what kind of illness her father had at that time, but Yun Sheng couldn't understand, so he didn't ask again.

Later, Yunsheng's father died, and Yunsheng was half a year old, and he would cry when he thought about it. When she cried, he persuaded her, persuaded and persuaded her, Yunsheng didn't cry much anymore, and the two children played better and better.

Yun Sheng often said, although I am not much older than you, even if I am one day older, I will be your sister. You grew up drinking my mother's milk, and now I don't care about robbing me of my milk to drink, but when you grow up, if you don't recognize me as a sister, you have to give me back all the food you stole when you were a child.

At that time, Concubine Li didn't care much about him, and he grew up freely in the palace. He saw a guard enter Concubine Li's room, and it took more than half an hour to come out. I also saw a foreign minister sitting on her couch, holding her hand and talking.

He didn't understand it at the time, so he asked the nurse why there were men other than his father sitting on his mother's bed. The nurse was so frightened that she hurriedly covered his mouth and told him not to say such things again, because he couldn't say it again in front of anyone, and he would die.

Later, Concubine Li's dormitory did not let him get close to him, he was arranged in the side hall, accompanied by the nurse every day, and waited peacefully until he was fifteen years old to live outside.

There were a few more times later, he saw the nurse and Concubine Li arguing, it seemed that the nurse persuaded Concubine Li to something, Concubine Li didn't listen, shouted and scolded the nurse, and even wanted to drive the nurse out.

But the nurse didn't leave, and when she coaxed him to sleep at night, she said, "If I go, it will be too difficult for your child to be in the palace." With such a mother, something big will happen if you are not careful. At that time, I don't know if I live or die, she deserves it, but you are innocent.

Later, when the East Window incident happened, he was also a little older, and finally understood what those who entered and exited the concubine's bedroom from childhood to adulthood were for.

He hated Concubine Li so much, but there was no way to change everything.

The nurse quietly sent Yun Sheng away, he knew about it, but he didn't say anything. Because he hopes that Yun Sheng will go, leave this place far away, go away and fly away to live a free life, and not be implicated in these things and lose his head.

But the nurse can send Yunsheng away, but she can't send herself. In the end, he died with all the subordinates in the palace, and he was also named the king of dust by his father and sent to Guiyue to be exchanged for protons.

The past is vivid, so far away, but so clear. He knew that he would never forget these things in his life, and those who had appeared in the past would also spend their lives remembering. It's just that the love owed can't be paid off, whether it's the nurse's or Yunsheng's, you have to owe it to the next life.

It's just that if he really has a next life, he doesn't want to meet them again. The best ending is to be okay with each other, and then, never to see each other again.

The people from the Nioh's Mansion left first, and went to find a craftsman to come to the tomb tomorrow morning, and they also had to go to choose the stone tablet. They wanted to leave a carriage for Quan Qinghua, but Quan Qinghua didn't, he said that he wanted to walk, walk from dark to dawn, and see if the moment the sun came out, whether the world would really be illuminated.

Huzi followed him all the time, and when he went down the mountain, he looked back, and at this glance, he saw that Concubine Li's small tomb was too small, and the wind was strong, and a gust of wind blew over, and the soil was blown away a lot.

He said to Quan Qinghua: "Look at it, the tomb below doesn't seem to be very stable. ”

Quan Qinghua told him: "If you are not stable, you are not stable, she was not stable before she died, why can she be stable after death?" Don't look back, it's finally over, and if you look back, the dead will die in vain. ”

Huzi didn't understand much, so he followed him silently anyway. Compared with the second uncle and second aunt who hated him, this fourth highness was much kinder. Although the things I experienced this night were a little terrible, with the scene of my father and mother in front of me, I felt that the experience of this night was not too difficult to accept. It's the big names of the three highnesses and the four highnesses that make him a little in a trance, and until now he hasn't thought too much about what the word "highness" represents.

At the foot of the mountain, a girl in a white dress led a white horse and stood far away, as if waiting for them.

Huzi was taken aback by her, because the girl's face was too white, and the sky was hazy and bright at this moment, and the atmosphere looked very weird.

Quan Qinghua also looked forward, paused, and then walked forward without hesitation, until he walked in front of her, only then stopped again and called: "Senior sister." ”

Huzi also recognized her, and said in a daze: "You are the sister of that day?" ”

That night, Wen Yan held Quan Qinghua's hand and told him not to meddle and let the woman go. Huzi remembered her.

Ye Wenyan smiled, stretched out his hand and rubbed Huzi's head, "Is it okay to follow the Fourth Highness?" Did he bully you? ”

Huzi shook his head stunned, "No, Fourth Highness, he treats me very well, it's just ......" He turned his head to look at Quan Qing's painting, thought about it, and still said what was in his heart, "It's just that Fourth Highness himself is not very good." Sister, you know the Fourth Highness very well, right? Then you talk to him, and he might get better. You go in front, it's okay for me, I'll follow behind. ”

Ye Wenyan nodded, "What a sensible child." But you're walking alone in the back, aren't you afraid? ”

"Don't be afraid." Huzi didn't have any expression, but his gaze was a little more determined than before.

"Okay." Ye Wenyan patted him, "Then follow behind!" Rest assured, we've got you covered. She stretched out her hand to lead the horse, but the reins were taken by Quan Qinghua first. She didn't say anything, turned around and walked in the direction of Lin'an City.

Quan Qinghua walked side by side with him, and after walking for a while, he knew that there were secret guards behind him, but not following them, but following Huzi. He put his mind at ease and asked Ye Wenyan, "Why are you here?" His Royal Highness asked you to come? ”

Ye Wenyan shook his head: "He didn't let me come, it was my fifth sister who wanted to get up all the wine buried in the Renwang Mansion and move it back to the General's Mansion, I couldn't sleep, so I went with her, and I didn't know what happened until I arrived at the Renwang Mansion." She turned her head to look at him and asked, "Are you really happy with this ending?" Will you regret losing your mother like this? ”

Quan Qinghua asked rhetorically: "Will you regret losing your father?" ”

She laughed, "That's different, it's not a way to die, whether he is dead or alive has nothing to do with me." ”

He heard what she was saying, and cast a questioning look, but she avoided it. He didn't ask any more, but instead answered her previous question: "I don't regret it." I gave her a chance, and the third brother also gave her a chance, but she finally chose her own path, and tonight's ending is the end of her path. She killed Yun Sheng's mother, and it was natural for Yun Sheng to take revenge. ”

At this point, he paused, sighed lightly, and overturned his previous words: "It's not Yun Sheng who wants revenge, Yun Sheng is just for me, I can't be selfish enough to blame Yun Sheng for all her death." ”

"Yunsheng is your nurse's daughter? The Third Highness said that she was a very difficult woman. ”

"Well, it's not easy." Quan Qinghua nodded, "It's a pity that I can't help her with anything, and I still watch her die in front of me." What I regret the most tonight is that I didn't let the people from the Renwang Mansion ask for the imperial doctor, if the imperial doctor arrives first, maybe I can save Sister Yunsheng back. When I was a child, I robbed her of her milk, and she could only eat rice cereal, and I didn't have time to repay this kindness, but ten years later, I robbed her of her life. After all, I owe them to their family, and there is no way to pay it back after all. ”

"Do you still hate Concubine Li?"

Quan Qinghua shook his head, "I don't hate it." When people die, the lights go out, she gave birth to me, I will give her the last ride, and I will not see you again in the next life. ”

"It's just that she's still sad because she didn't tell you sorry until she died, didn't she?" She smiled at him, although her face was pale, the smile of the first beauty in Lin'an was still very good. "Actually, you don't have to be too sad, everyone has their own way of life, you don't understand why she doesn't care about your future, and she probably doesn't understand why you don't care about her feelings.

In fact, in the end, it is worth discussing the issue of whether a mother is responsible. Senior brother doesn't have to think about it, because there are so many irresponsible parents in this world, Concubine Li is not the only one, and she will definitely not be the last. ”

She looked back at Huzi, "Just like that child's mother, isn't that what she looks like?" It's just that you are the emperor's son, so you have been affected more than him. But if you look at it aside, you're no worse than him. What is not is a home, what is affected is a lifetime, the life of the prince is not nobler than that of the commoners, and the life of the commoners is not inferior to the prince. In front of Yijiazi's Shouyuan, no one can live one more day than anyone else, so you are not the worst. ”

He laughed, "Are you comforting me, or are you scolding me?" ”

"Neither." She lowered her head and thought for a while before she said, "I'm actually here to learn from the experience, I'll come to see what the state of the child who was cheated by the mother is, and also see what kind of mood you feel after the matter is resolved." After taking the scriptures, go back and ponder them, and when I encounter similar things in the future, I will not be caught off guard. ”

He paused and looked at her puzzled, "You?" ”