Volume 1 Educational Reform Pilot Zone 0197 Chaos and Eternity
Feige's body was wrapped in pitch-black scales again, and even the horns and tail grew back, and it seemed that he was not ready to let go of Anne, who had come to save him.
Hmph, is it useful to repent at this time? I, my mom has been hurt so much, I will never forgive you! Never forgive each and every one of you! Never! I never!
Its eyes were full of malice and resentment, and it stared greedily and ugly at Anne, who was struggling to approach it in the air.
From the moment Jima's father walked out of his mother's room while buckling his belt, he was completely determined that even if he gave up everything including his past, humanity, and life, he would give back the humiliation and pain he had suffered tenfold, hundredfold, and thousands of times to everyone.
But at the same time, deep in its heart, a force can't help but be born, which is continuing to impact the black box that sealed its past.
After all this experience, its hatred for Anne will indeed fade a little.
After all, compared to those who fell into the well and took advantage of the fire to rob, compared to the despicable way of Jima's father who took advantage of the urgency of a mother's beloved son to cheat money and sex, Anne is just indifferent and ruthless.
Born in a civil servant family, he should have known that in the adult world, indifference is never the most terrible, but a smile is!
Noticing the rock-like determination in Anne's eyes, and then watching the rocks hit Anne's body one after another, and Anne insisted on bloodied, or rushed towards herself, the impact in Feiqi's heart became stronger and stronger, and it was gradually difficult to suppress.
"What's going on, what's going on?"
Feige's voice couldn't help but be a little "whimpering".
Tears glistened in its eyes, and its scales shattered and dissipated into chaos, revealing its white skin. The most obvious thing is that its horns and tail are slowly shortening.
Finally, when a branch pierced through the dragon qi on Anne's head, cutting a piercing wound on her beautiful cheek, there was a "boom", and the seal in Feiqi's heart was rushed away by the involuntary trace of distress, and the fragments of good memories came like butterflies smelling flowers.
Feige's eyes blurred uncontrollably.
Tears overflowed his eyes and were carried away by the strong wind. Along with the countless beautiful pasts that have been sealed, there is also the humanity that he has been sealing.
"It's all like this, what am I thinking! Waste, waste, you waste, you useless waste, ahhhh
Feige buried his face in the rough dirt as if he hated himself, rubbing it so hard that it was all bleed.
When he found that it was useless, he tried to wipe it with his tail, but the tail was completely gone.
Then, a tragic picture that could not have been seen flashed in his mind, and tears flowed even more violently.
It turned out that after learning that the large and small companies of "Tiewei 3" still used liberal arts grades as a recruitment condition, his poor mother, who had been severely injured physically and mentally, finally couldn't bear it at all.
Not only was she deceived into her body in vain, but even the things she asked for at the expense of her dignity were actually unnecessary, and how could she, who had always been arrogant, endure such a stupid result like a fool.
So, as soon as Feige went to participate in the training camp, she sat in her bedroom for a long time, and then broke through the glass without saying a word and jumped off the 30-story balcony.
What Fei Qi saw was his mother's shattered body lying on the cold concrete floor. An arm and a calf have long since flown somewhere. The ever-spreading bright red was particularly glaring.
And why he saw this scene that made him desperate and heartbroken, naturally it could only be secretly driven by the will of chaos.
Even, Chaos Will deliberately made him feel the pain and struggle of his mother before committing suicide.
Chaos Will deliberately let him know that his mother with a strong personality actually chose not to die with Ji Ma's father in order to prevent him from being retaliated by Ji Ma's family in the future. In other words, it was for him that her mother chose to end her miserable life alone!
Feige cried bitterly in an instant:
"Mom, I'm sorry! Mom, I'm sorry for you! Mom-"
Anne, who had finally approached Feige, was stunned when she heard this, and hurriedly continued to increase the thrust of the thrusters, and wanted to quickly hand the spacesuit in her arms to the crying Feige.
"Feiqi, don't be afraid, wait a minute, it's right away, it's right away, you catch it quickly!"
Surprisingly, Feige is not completely depraved by heart-wrenching pain and guilt. Suffering is a trial, a mixture of darkness and light.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! It's all because I'm too selfish, it's because I've always only cared about myself, so I didn't notice the pain in your heart, I'm sorry, Mom, I'm sorry, my son is sorry for you, I'm too selfish! ”
As he spoke, Feige suddenly repented and secretly made up his mind.
He didn't have time to care about his tears, a finger pulled out of the soil and stretched out like a vine to Anne, with a soft electric glow on it.
However, he didn't want to take over the spacesuit from Anne, but wanted to use his last strength to protect Anne. Although no one apologized or repented to him for his misfortune, he was willing to first repent deeply for his selfishness and the many sinners he had committed.
"No, Feiqi, leave me alone, leave me alone, take it quickly!"
Anne was stunned again, and from the familiar gentle eyes, she noticed something unusual, and hurriedly shook her head. And Feige didn't want to explain or pray for anything, just silently prepared to set his soul on fire according to the forbidden law he had stolen from the black market.
By igniting his soul, Fitch can wrap Anne in a special degaussing air mass and send her back. Not only was he confident that he would allow Anne to penetrate the walls of the vault without damaging it, but he also had faith that Anne would not be able to refuse.
"No, no, no, Feige, don't be stupid!"
Anne shook her head with joy and heartache, tears also overflowed from the corners of her eyes, and her heart was moved and self-reproached, which was extremely complicated. She deliberately dodged Feige's fingers, but Feige just smiled and stretched them out, looking like they were about to wrap around her body.
At this moment, Feige suddenly felt that the darkness here at the moment was actually brighter than the bright white day a while ago. He couldn't help but smile bitterly:
"I didn't expect that the forbidden technique that was going to be used for revenge was finally used by me to save people, hehe, it's a bit ironic!"
The heart, which had been stirred by hatred and boiled for a long time, finally calmed down slowly.
Even in a barren space, it is impossible for atoms to force all the way straight as they want, and sooner or later they will be forcibly deflected by the gravitational pull of planets, stars, neutron stars and other celestial bodies, and even captured, crushed, and reduced to energy by the incomparably powerful gravitational pull of black holes, not to mention after being pulled by gravity to the colorful and colorful ground.
Once life comes to the earth, it is impossible for life to be without twists and turns, and it can even be said that there is no wonderful life without twists and turns. Pain has never come from the twists and turns themselves, but from the inability to overcome them. Every time you overcome a twist and turn, it can actually bring some joy and growth to people.
Now, Fitch, who had just overcome the greatest pain of his life, had once again achieved a gratifying and tremendous growth, and even the electric light on his fingertips became more and more powerful.
Mom, I'm sorry! I can't avenge you, but I can't be so selfish anymore! Mom, I'm sorry, I love you, but I love her too, I still love her! Mom, I'm sorry, I still can't let her go!
Feige recalls with some sweetness every night in the past when she abandoned martial arts and studied for Anne before the high school entrance examination, and every happy day when Anne promised him to confess after being moved.
The time when he and Anne were just in a relationship was the happiest and best time of his life!
He looked at Anne's beautiful face wet with tears with some nostalgia, and wanted to leave this cruel world with at least a little good memory.
But the question is, will the Will of Chaos be that simple?
What Feige couldn't see was that in the distance behind him, there were many boulders that suddenly burst into dense cracks.
Then, just as Feige's fingers were about to catch Annie, and at the moment when Feige was about to ignite his soul, a boulder roared and smashed into Annie, pressing Annie into the boundless sea of dark stars.
Fei Qi froze for a moment, and his heart, which had finally warmed up, fell into the cold dark void again!
He was incredulous, dumbfounded, crying and laughing.
In less than a minute, the faint glow of the injector's farther and farther flames vanished, and the soft electric glow on Feige's fingers was completely extinguished. The howling wind blew like a wail, tearing pieces of his heart to pieces.
Pain often comes from not being able to overcome twists and turns, and the more you are about to overcome the ordeal and the closer you are to success, the more painful it will be.
As for what is more painful, of course, there is nothing more than failing again and again when the tribulation is about to be overcome.
How magnificent is the Will of Chaos!
After a while, the shrill wind suddenly erupted into a louder and more palpitating laughter.
While overcoming suffering can lead to growth, suffering does not necessarily stand still. Whether suffering will be greater than life's ability to be greater is as impermanent as fate.
Feige laughed madly:
"Haha, yes, yes, I see! I get it! ”
Laughing, laughing, Feige suddenly cried out like a baby:
"Darkness calls for darkness, darkness breeds darkness, darkness consumes everything!"
In a short period of time, looking back on his short past few years, he found that he was not the small figure who was powerless to fall before the finish line again and again, and could only be gradually swallowed up by the darkness?
In order to win the hearts of beauties, he did not hesitate to quarrel with his parents, gave up the easiest martial arts escort, studied liberal arts desperately, and was admitted to a high school, but soon after he got engaged, he regretted his marriage because of the education reform that emphasized martial arts and light literature.
In order to get a special spot, he helplessly allowed his mother to be pulled closer to the gray house by the beast, only to learn from the others that Jima's father had no power at all.
For revenge, he did not hesitate to turn into a demon and commit horrific crimes, but he was still on the verge of death when he was about to succeed by the surging thunder of the Thunder Whip.
In the end, even the humble desire to sacrifice himself to save the woman he loves was shattered by a boulder and a ruthless dark will.
He cried and laughed and laughed and cried, and was finally completely defeated by the successive darkness that became stronger and stronger each time, and his whole self was completely shattered and returned to chaos.
He cried out in tears:
"Bitterness and happiness depend on each other, not bitterness is happiness, there is happiness and suffering, and life is suffering!"
He laughed wildly with a mad look and tears in his eyes and set himself on fire, unleashing a massive degaussing thunderstorm that swept through the entire migration satellite.
The dark mouth of the cup was illuminated by a blinding electric light, and at the center of the dazzling thunderstorm was only a crazy humanoid that looked smaller than an ant from a distance.
"All life is suffering, no life is no suffering, chaos is eternal bliss!"