The diving bird never goes to nightclubs, he has never had a good impression of such places, the main thing is that he doesn't drink, and he is not interested in flirting with his sisters, what are you going to do in those places?

But this night, as he drove on a dark road, he wanted to go somewhere where there were people.

He didn't want to go back to his house right away because it was a really bad feeling. If you can't sleep, you feel bad, and you're still very embarrassed, then it's really necessary to find a place where there are people.

Right now, he knew that he couldn't be alone, and if he was alone, he would think about butterflies endlessly, and he couldn't help but want to call her, beg her, and beg her to give him another chance.

But his pride wouldn't allow him to do that. He originally wanted to call Feng Yu and go sit with him for a while, but he couldn't think of any good excuse for a while. Looking at the time, it was close to midnight after a toss just now.

Feng Yu may have fallen asleep with his wife Xiangtian a long time ago, and he crashed into it in despair, which was too inappropriate.

Find a place to sit for a while, or maybe you can listen to some music, maybe that's better.

With his mind in mind, he began to pay attention to the road signs.

After getting off the elevated highway and entering an urban area, I turned around a few circles on the still lively road, and I saw a place with flashing neon lights, where people came in and out, men with oily hair and powdered faces, and women with heavy makeup. Glancing at the neon words, it was obviously a dance hall.

Diving birds don't want to dance, that kind of place will be noisy and not suitable for their mood. And that kind of place is basically young nowadays, and those girls are basically too young, so young that you think it would be a despicable and shameless act to flirt with them.

Those are the acts of scum.

Moreover, the diving birds do not like the little girls who are too young, they are as tender as the little fruit that has just grown on the tree, it is astringent and tasteless, they think they know everything, but these are just pretends.

The woman he likes knows a lot of emotions, and she doesn't have to teach them herself, or she can guide herself and create new ones, which is better. And the most important thing is that these are natural, not disguised, deliberate.

Indeed, the butterfly is not wrong, the reason why I like butterflies is because she has a ripe aura, exudes a ripe scent, and can make the bee butterflies even far away can detect the fruity fragrance from afar.

For the diving bird, he knows that Butterfly has had a boyfriend, but he never minds this, he doesn't care, and he is even very obsessed with his love life with Butterfly, provoking his own desires at the right time, instead of lying down like a mummy and not reacting at all.

Why should you think about her?

The diving bird asked herself silently, and the thought of her was full of pain, and she couldn't help herself.

Nowadays, diving birds have long planned themselves to be mature young people. He didn't think he was middle-aged, and while thirty was a watershed, he was only in his early thirties, and he was only thirty-three years old on his birthday this year. So he felt very young in his heart.

It's really young, and staying up late won't make your limbs tremble and your eyelids fight.

Although I don't exercise regularly, I still have muscles in my body, and most importantly, I don't have a belly on my stomach. In the summer, he also likes to wear tights, which he can wear with confidence. If she was stripped naked and stood in front of the butterfly, she would definitely be dizzy and fascinated.

How did you think of butterflies again? It's a bit of a haunting taste.

Yes, just because of her good body, every time she takes a bath, she will be obsessed with when to let the butterflies watch and watch, hoping to get her appreciation, and it would be better if she could see her drooling.

And the young people in front of them who are wearing heavy makeup in and out of the dance hall are a different matter. They are a bit like the "Beat Generation", decadent, cowardly, confused, timid and impatient, and have a very bad temper, mostly because of their poor ability.

They have no money, no social status, no ideals, and some don't even have jobs...... Maybe the money for a ticket tonight or a drink for a girl was a bit of a clever trick from your parents.

This kind of young man, he despised and completely despised it.

He knew that when he was still at their age, he had already left home and went to the magic capital alone, although the process was difficult, but there were also many unexpected gains in life.

If you don't go through it, how can you gain something? Sitting back and enjoying comfort will always be just the waste bird under the wings of your parents.

He drove past the ballroom and continued to wander down the road, and less than a hundred meters away, he saw a coffee shop of great scale and class, which was brightly lit and still open. He drove up to the top of the street and parked in an empty parking space in front of the coffee shop.

When I walked into the coffee shop, I found that there was a good business in the middle of the night. He swept around, then sat down at an empty table, hesitate as the waiter brought the menu.

He didn't like to drink alcohol, and he didn't drink coffee and tea, so he finally ordered a bottle of mineral water.

The waiter looked at him with some curiosity, probably thinking it was strange, and finally ordered water after watching it for a long time.

The diving bird took off his coat and smiled softly at him, which means: I only drink water, what's wrong?

The waiter didn't have much to say, and they were willing, so they took his coat, hung it on the back of his chair, and left.

The diving bird chose a corner position, and he just wanted to sit quietly by himself for a while. He put his phone on the table, and when he was waiting for the mineral water, he picked up his phone and looked at it, he had actually been waiting for a call in his heart.

He felt that if he said goodbye like this, the butterfly should be touched, and she shouldn't really be so ruthless, right?

If she can take the initiative to give herself a call, then everything can be saved.

He was also anxiously waiting for this call in his heart, or rather, it was also a kind of luck, he always felt that the butterfly would not be like this, so he really let him go like this, and never paid attention to him again.

He still had a trace of survival in his heart, the butterfly still liked himself, and it was just angry just now.

The two of them just said something negative, and the other ran away.

But for so many years of relationship, it will not be so easy to break it up, and it will be broken when it is broken. If this is the case, then what kind of love in this world can be trusted? To hold on?

But time passed minute by minute, and he was worried about whether he couldn't hear because he was driving, but after checking his mobile phone, there was no phone at all, no message, and there was no movement on WeChat.

He looked at his phone again at the moment, indeed, the reality is always so frustrating and sad.

When he ran away so indifferently, the butterfly really didn't have any intention of staying, and didn't even care about him.

He was suddenly angry.

With a snap, he slammed his phone on the table, feeling unusually dull in his chest. Fortunately, the mineral water he asked for had already been brought up.

Before the waiter could walk away, he had already picked it up and drank it violently. The waiter was stunned for a moment, but then he understood: this man must have been thirsty and had come to buy water.

The cold mineral water just extinguished the anger in his heart at this time. However, after this anger was extinguished, troubles followed, in fact, there are more things that have been worrying about diving birds recently. Another thing that has always made him feel blocked is his mother, Yuan Mei. My mother was in good health, but after an occasional surgery for appendicitis a few years ago, she has been running and jumping, full of energy, and very healthy.

Suddenly received a call that she was sick and hospitalized, and he was confused. Where did you get sick again?

He was so panicked that he rushed there in a hurry, but his mother hid in the quilt but didn't want to see him, and shouted inside through the door of the ward: Who let you come? I'm fine, it's okay, you go back. It's really fine.

He was even more inexplicable, why didn't he want to see himself when he came? Could it be that he provoked her somewhere?

Naturally, he wouldn't go back, what must be understood, he ignored her, pushed the door in, and his mother covered her head with a quilt.