Chapter 424: I Can't Hide My Heart
Du Ou knew that Leng Qinghe was very sad, but at the same time, he knew that after the cooling-off period of the past few days, Leng Qinghe did not let go of himself. And the latter point is more important, which is your own opportunity.
He took a piece of mutton that was scalded with chopsticks, put it in a bowl of Leng Qinghe, and said affectionately: Qinghe, come, don't be angry, eat some. You know, I don't like you being too skinny.
Leng Qinghe glanced at it, and did not move the mutton in the bowl, the mutton was fat and thin, and it was smoking, exuding an attractive aroma, she looked at the mutton with chopsticks in a daze, as if the mutton was full of her heart. I just heard her say: Du Ou, actually, I came to tell you today, let's break up.
When Du Ou heard this, he was not surprised at all, he didn't even move his eyebrows, and asked: Why?
As he asked, he was scalding the lamb, oh yes, he ordered another pot of marbled lamb. It is said that this sheep are running all over the mountains, breathing the pure air of the plateau, drinking the incomparably clean water of the plateau, and the free heart of the plateau......
Who doesn't have that open and free heart? When I was young, my heart was even bigger, and I always longed for the other side of the mountain in the distance, but the reality was the whip in the shepherd's handโ
Leng Qinghe seemed stunned, he thought that Du Ou should at least be impatient, if Leng Qinghe mentioned breaking up a little on weekdays, Du Ou would be like a frog on a hot pot, jumping up in an instant and jumping three feet high.
But at the moment, he didn't react at all, so he was a little at a loss, and thought about it and said: I have thought about it for the past few days, since you are married, I think that our relationship should not end. I, I sincerely wish you happiness! Really, I think about it very clearly......
And said: Yes, I have always wanted to be with you before, I want to marry you, my parents have come here a few times, urging us to get married, I have been excusing you, I think you are very busy with work, and there are many things at home, after all, your family is different from mine, my family is very simple, but your family is more complicated, and when these are over, you are ready, and you will naturally marry me. But, apparently, I was wrong, and you didn't intend to marry me at all. You promised me before, but you were dealing with me. I'm even a little skeptical about what we've been together like this all these years. Du Ou, what do you say we are?
Du Ou listened calmly, and then said: Yes, I understand.
Leng Qinghe still looked at the mutton with chopsticks, which was full of speeches at the moment, and said: So, now that you are married, then we should also have a break, do you say? I've thought about it these days, it's not a thing to avoid you, and it's not my temper to avoid it inexplicably, I should make it clear to you face to face. So, that's actually what I'm trying to do today. I thought, in a few days, pack up your things, and go home, we, let's do it from now on......
At this, she hung her head and seemed to choke up a little.
Du Ou still ate very happily, but after a binge meal, he put down his chopsticks, stared at Leng Qinghe intently, and then said: I understand what you mean, but I didn't come to break up with you today, why did I break up? Just because I'm married? On the surface, I am married, but the reality is that Chu Jun and I are just a formal marriage. Do you know, Chu Jun doesn't like me, the reason why she agreed to marry me is just because she wants me to be a disguise, to disguise the person she really likes, that person is a woman.
Leng Qinghe was stunned for a moment, and said in a lost voice: Woman?
Du Ou's indifferent eyes, like a lake, were very calm, and said: Yes, what you never dreamed of is that what she likes is a woman, and she wants to stay with this woman for a long time, but she can't let her family know about her situation, and the family urges her to start a family. She wanted to hide it from everyone, but she couldn't hide it from me. And I, I'm the best wrongdoer.
Du Ou pointed to his nose with a helpless expression.
Said: Besides, I happen to have a greedy father above, he is dreaming about the business resources of Chu Jun's father's company, and dreaming about how to transform the resources of her father's company into his resources, so as to strengthen his company, so he forced me to marry Chu Jun. It's just that it's complicated, and I can't explain it to you before.
Leng Qinghe was confused when he heard this, and muttered: What the hell is going on?
Du Ou put another chopstick of wild mountain mushrooms in the bowl of Leng Qinghe, and whispered: Eat quickly, it's cold. I can't tell, it's a lot of confusion. But the reality is that I have to marry Chu Jun.
Leng Qinghe bit her lip and said, "Haven't you already married her?"
Du Ou sighed and said: Yes, I married her, but this marriage has no meaning to me at all. If there is any meaning, I can only say that I can have more value and use value from my father. It also allowed me to finally succeed with a little more leverage. But, Qinghe, you have to believe me, the only person I really like is you, and the only person I want to marry is also you, and this original intention has not changed from beginning to end. Since the day I saw you, I liked you, and when I saw you and Ying Shuying in love, I was jealous and unhappy. So, I'm telling the truth and I'm not lying to you.
Leng Qinghe also sighed and said, "But what's the use of talking about this now?" Besides, why mention him?
Yes, Leng Qinghe hasn't thought of Ying Shuying these days, she will foolishly guess that if she hadn't left him first, would they be together now?
But that's just a thought, because so many years have passed.
Perhaps, she thought, he had won the heart of the man in his heart, and they were already together. Thinking of these, she felt inexplicably sour and regretful.
And the relationship between himself and Du Ou over the years has become so embarrassing now, I really don't know where to go in the future.
She thought about going home, but she felt that she was going home like this all of a sudden, how to explain it to her parents? lest you be counted down by your parents, it's okay, so many relatives must come to ask this and that, it's really hard to explain this. When the time comes, I can still bear it by being laughed at behind my back, but I'm afraid it will not be easy on my parents' side.
After thinking about it, I felt that it was not appropriate to go back. It's better to stay in the magic capital. But I feel depressed and depressed in my heart, will the days to come go by? It's really a dilemma.
I've been walking for myself for the past few days, and I'm still worried about it. When I looked in the mirror that day, I suddenly found that there were more gray hairs, and I was not lightly bluffed for a while, so I looked at the mirror with my hair horizontally and vertically for a long time, and I had to endure the pain and pull out several roots.
But the hair on the back of the head is really invisible, so I have to forget it, but my heart suddenly became extremely sad, I felt that I was so young but I was so sad about gray hair, is it just like this? His good years passed away in a hurry? Originally, I still had so many beautiful dreams, but now it seems that no matter what kind of girl's dream, it's really just an idiot's dream.
Thinking of this, she didn't feel gloomy, as if her life had come to an end, and that depression and loneliness made her panic for a long time.
In the end, I made up my mind to take care of him, I really can't help it, it's a big deal to go home with an old face. It doesn't matter what kind of face he has.
After all, going home is your last and only retreat.
But she doesn't know why, she always feels unwilling, unwilling and reluctant, is it unwilling or reluctant? She couldn't tell the difference herself.
How could Du Ou not see her tangled and contradictory thoughts? Leng Qinghe is always a person who writes her thoughts on her face, and she can't hide so many profound things in her heart.