Chapter 449: A Cold Look
How do women become rivals in love?
Quite simply, when you fall in love with a man at the same time, you have already become a rival in love.
In this world, all love is selfish, there is no inclusive love, there is no broad mind, and there is no indifference. If you can do that, it only shows that you don't really love this person.
Gao Ruohan insisted on dragging the butterfly, but in fact, her real psychology was that she didn't want to face Meng Yue alone.
She had taught her, and she was a little afraid of her in her heart.
That year, when she first came to the magic capital to find her husband and children, that meal really became a shadow on Gao Ruohan's psychology. As long as you think about it, it makes you uncomfortable.
Meng Yue's sharp face and blade-like words hurt Gao Ruohan very much.
It just so happened that Gao Ruohan was not a woman who was good at retaliating with a tooth for a tooth and attacking with advantage, and she couldn't say those harsh and heart-wrenching words, so she could only bow to the wind.
I had a sullen breath for a long time, and my ribs hurt for a long time.
At first, I was carrying it, but then I felt that I couldn't bear it anymore, so I went to the hospital to hang up an outpatient clinic to see, and the doctor prescribed a lot of drugs to invigorate blood and remove blood stasis, relieve liver and regulate qi, and then tossed a meal for more than a month.
She knows butterflies very well, don't look at the butterflies on the surface as weak as water, and the gentle willows are definitely not ordinary women, let alone easy to deal with. In other words, if you provoke her, you will definitely not have any good fruit to eat.
She scares people up, and she is definitely bloodless with a knife.
With butterflies by his side, Gao Ruohan gained a lot of confidence, appeared in front of Meng Yue calmly, and expressed his condolences with some pretense.
The two women exchanged pleasantries and politeness, and they both felt dry and bored.
Butterfly was worried about Bi Lin in her heart, so she went directly to see Bi Lin when she entered the door, just said hello to Meng Yue and got to know her.
Gao Ruohan and Meng Yue could only sit on the edge of the kitchen table in pairs, Meng Yue sat there, constantly twisting his waist and adjusting his sitting posture, it seemed that there was something wrong with today's stool, and it was uncomfortable to sit.
She kept rubbing her hands together, and when she didn't say anything, she began to ponder the scar on a small fingernail, as if she had discovered it by accident, but she couldn't remember when she was injured.
Gao Ruohan was not a woman with many words, she talked a lot in front of butterflies and was easy to let go, but outside she was naturally reserved and silent. She has never been the kind of woman who can control the conversation at the dinner table.
Meng Yue didn't speak, and she had nothing to say.
She turned her head to look at the apartment, the house was very clean, indicating that Meng Yue was still a woman who was very good at running a house, at least more diligent than herself. However, she sighed faintly, what is the use of hard work? I and Bi Yuchen are really sloppy sometimes, but they are still very comfortable? Lao Bi doesn't complain so much, huh?
The rice cooker was ajar, apparently just eaten, and there were a number of bowls on the stove, which was probably the noon dish, but it was far away, and it was impossible to see what was inside. The smell of food still wafts through the kitchen.
Gao Ruohan sniffed carefully: Well, there is a taste of chili peppers, and northerners like to eat spicy. It has the taste of sauerkraut and potatoes, is it sauerkraut potato stewed vermicelli? This is basically not eaten here. There are no vegetables there in winter, only cabbage and potatoes every day.
Thinking of sauerkraut and pork stewed vermicelli, Gao Ruohan suddenly evoked a burst of nostalgia. Since the death of his parents, he has never returned to the north. That lonely and pure town, how many childhood memories, for people who are over the age of six, it really seems like a heartbreaking picture in a dream.
That girl who looks forward to the future all day long, is it really herself? Or is it a character from a writer's fairy tale?
Now, most of my life has passed, and I have basically seen my head, and I suddenly realized that so many longings and dreams of roses back then were just a stupid girl's stupid dream.
There is also the yellow dog in the garden in front of his house, Kuroko, who likes to burrow to the edge of the stove in winter and curl up to sleep.
After he came to the magic capital, he left it at a relative's house to take care of the family, and after so many years, it should also be gone. It likes to play with itself the most, but its most loyal owners are its own parents, no matter how stubborn and disobedient it is, as long as its parents are there and yell: Kuroko, come here-
It immediately left everything behind and ran over with its tail wagging. Dad likes to drink, every meal is no wine or joy, drunk, no one recognizes it, but he also recognizes the sunspot. Sometimes when he drank too much at the neighbor's house and staggered and couldn't recognize the way back, Kuroko would always accompany and escort him all the way.
Gao Ruohan didn't think of these past events for a long time, and he didn't know why he suddenly became overflowing with emotions in Meng Yue's restaurant. I felt some tears in the corners of my eyes, and immediately pretended to look at the ornaments elsewhere and quietly wiped them away.
Meng Yue suddenly said at this time: Xiao Gao, I can call you like that, right?
Gao Ruohan came back to his senses, tried his best to squeeze out a little smile, and said: It's okay, it's okay, you are older than me, I should call you sister.
Meng Yue said: Yo, polite, polite. I'm really grateful that you can come here today, and that Miss He, you can take the time to come, I really don't know how to thank you.
There is a rare truth in the words.
Gao Ruohan was originally an old-fashioned and warm-hearted woman, but if you take out one sincerity, she will have to repay it with two sincerity.
Seeing Meng Yue's true feelings, she was naturally moved here, and hurriedly said softly: It's okay, it's okay, don't thank you, thank you, you are not an outsider. What's more, we have always liked Bi Lin's child, don't say that you are reluctant, we are not reluctant.
Meng Yue sighed and said: Who would have thought of this, and now I am not afraid of being embarrassed, I just hope that he will get better as soon as possible. It really scared me a while ago. I'm also so old, just such a son, although I don't expect anything, but I can't bear to look at him like that, won't he become white and send black hair? Besides, Lao Bi is just such a child, if there is a mistake, I am sorry for Lao Bi. Is that right?
As he spoke, he reached out and gently wiped the corners of his eyes, as if wiping his tears. The sad look was real.
Gao Ruohan coughed and said: Yes, you said yes.
These words invisibly stung Gao Ruohan again, and he felt that his wife was just in the name of pretending. On Bi Yuchen's entire life path, it seems that Wu has made any contributions, but he is not as good as Meng Yue in front of him, and he has finally given birth to a tall and sturdy son. He inherited his excellent genes.
Gao Ruohan only had to sigh to himself, thinking about his life, he married two men before and after, but he didn't have children, not because he didn't want to, but because his marriage was not good. I'm afraid this is also the most lost and regrettable thing in my life.
It can be said that it is chic and sprinkled for a lifetime, but the plants and trees are all affectionate, looking at the world, if he dies one day, there is really nothing left behind, not even half a cell, and he has lived a lifetime alone.
Therefore, I couldn't say anything when I listened, so I had to echo lightly: It's okay, persuade me, just think about it.