Chapter 968: Xiaoxi Discovers the Huge Difference Qin Yue couldn't get rid of his troubles
Looking at her current life, Sun Xiaoxi is also full of emotion, she likes to learn, likes to read and all kinds of research, always pursues progress and innovation, and always sets various standards for herself, in order to progress she has to force herself to work hard every day, and for a long time it is natural to have a heart of comparison, her life is simple and simple, from childhood to adulthood, her family has taken her study as the most important thing, so until now, it is still the case, she doesn't have to worry about things at home, her daily life is only learning, It's a simple life to study and take care of your own small family. But if her life is difficult, it is true, no one knows what kind of energy and blood it takes for her to study a teaching plan or a topic, others seem to her and Shi Lei's life is very beautiful, and Sun Xiaoxi is full of praise when it comes to it, but there are many times when Sun Xiaoxi feels bothered and troubled because of everyone's excessive attention.
If it was a few years ago, Sun Xiaoxi really wanted to change her lifestyle, she originally wanted to pursue that kind of dull and hopeful life, but for her now, if she doesn't think about her children, she already has so much blandness, and she really wants to be more restless in life, but she didn't expect that now that the little guy is entangled with herself, she can only continue to be dull.
Shi Lei could feel that Sun Xiaoxi was worried, but he didn't know what the problem was bothering her, in order to appease Sun Xiaoxi's emotions, he deliberately sent the child to his parents to take care of him, originally thought that Sun Xiaoxi was just too tired, and there would be no problem if he delayed it for a few days, but after a week she was still sullen, Shi Lei considered that he was really worried that Sun Xiaoxi would have an accident, and even more so that the child could not stay at his parents' house for too long, otherwise it would have a bad impact, and they were also very worried about the child. decided to take the initiative to talk to Sun Xiaoxi again.
Sun Xiaoxi said the confusion in his heart, Shi Lei heard that it was the kind of question of meaningfulness and meaninglessness and what is the real meaning of life, and suddenly felt that she was very ridiculous, a person with such a high degree of education still thinks about such a meaningless idle matter, it is really worth being confused!
But after listening to Sun Xiaoxi's complaints or lamenting that life was too dull and tired, Shi Lei remembered the time when he was most depressed, changed his attitude that he had always felt ridiculous and even a little impatient, and began to conduct some investigations, afraid that Sun Xiaoxi would really have something wrong mentally or spiritually.
Sun Xiaoxi is very helpless, she feels that the sense of distance between herself and Shi Lei is still so real, no matter how long they are together, it is still the same, Shi Lei never thought of her height, for Sun Xiaoxi, the freshness of life and hard work are really important, no matter when she arrives, she will continue to work hard and work hard, she will not give up so easily, but Shi Lei always just feels that it is a complaint, a kind of thing that should not exist in the first place, Shi Lei also didn't agree that Sun Xiaoxi was still working so hard at this age, he hoped that Sun Xiaoxi could put more experience into life, this may be what all men think, but Sun Xiaoxi felt that it was an unforgivable and unchangeable selfishness, Shi Lei had changed differently from before.
Qin Yue felt that although she knew that Song Kunning might not be as simple and loyal as she imagined, she was sincere about her feelings, after all, the two of them couldn't ask too much for being together, after all, almost all couples had to be in such a mood!
Qin Yue smiled, she felt that she had nothing to say to the other party at all, this woman may be really important to Song Kunning, because during this time, Song Kunning still really had the time when she chanted the name of a strange woman in her sleep, Qin Yue didn't ask because she didn't want to make trouble for herself, and now looking at this woman who looks good, she understands who the person who is talking about it is, but Qin Yue still listened to her that day, sent off the guest politely, and didn't say anything to Song Kunning.
The next morning, Song Kunning was going to go out to work, Qin Yue sorted out his clothes for him, and said, "My dear, she has been here, I can trust you, right?" Song Kunning instantly understood that her ex must have come, and after giving Qin Yue a promise, Song Kunning went directly to find her ex, but she actually pretended to be like she had never been before, and said that Qin Yue had indeed asked her out, but she refused.
Song Kunning realized at this time that his behavior was not correct, how could he naively think of simply doing his ex a favor? If you continue to help, maybe your family won't be able to be saved, Song Kunning righteously said that he should not approach him again, otherwise he will bear the consequences, he finally made a rational choice, but can his predecessor really give up the struggle?
The most frightening thing emotionally is that both people have different ideas, and what is even more terrifying is that neither of them knows what is going on in the place. Qin Yue and Song Kunning are now in the second state, I don't know why the previous situation has become like this, although the current state is really a torture for Song Kunning, but this torture is actually a very beautiful existence.
Song Kunning feels that living with Qin Yue now is a very scary thing, but there is no other way after all, they have been together for so long, and Qin Yue can indeed help himself in many ways, of course, Song Kunning is a little reluctant, and more importantly, he is afraid of loneliness, and feels that it is actually a relatively normal thing for every man to like others, but he essentially knows who he belongs to, and he feels that this is already the standard of a good man in the current era.
But now Qin Yue doesn't think so, there is no way, when she began to be confident, the reality told her with a particularly sad and bloody face, this is not the right way, this point of view must be destroyed, the current Qin Yue is really on the verge of pain, that state tells her that she should leave this person, but it is not that reason will definitely be able to fight against reality, she is really difficult to separate from Song Kunning, this feeling is the most difficult, sometimes Qin Yue is also very entangled, and it can even be said that she is very collapsed, I don't know whether I should listen to reason or emotion, and I am constantly hovering on the edge of pain without the slightest solution. She is still wandering in this endless entanglement.