182 Afraid

Helian Tian shook his head and said: "I never thought that I would be such a person, I could actually make up my mind, I would never have thought that the Queen Mother would die at my hands in the end, and I could be so ruthless and ruthless one day," said Helian Tian and looked sideways at Beitang Yiyu, "The most terrifying thing is that I didn't feel anything at all when I did those things, and it was only now that I began to be a little scared." ”

Beitang Yiyu said: "This is fear. ”

"Afraid?"

Beitang Yiyu nodded: "The emperor's hands were very clean in the past, so he felt this way, which is normal, but the emperor will gradually adapt to it in the future." ”

Helian Tian said: "I don't want to adapt!" ”

Beitang Yiyu looked at Helian Tian and smiled: "I think the Queen Mother really protects the emperor very well." ”

Helian Tian frowned and said, "I'm really afraid that one day I won't even have the slightest bit of empathy, and then I will truly become a tyrant. After speaking, Helian Tian shook his head again and again.

Beitang Yiyu looked at Helian Tiandao and said: "In fact, many things are done as a last resort, the reason why the emperor is the emperor is to stand on the commanding heights and overlook all living beings, for the people, for the barbarians, to find a better way out, sail against the current, if you don't advance, you will retreat, the emperor wants to govern a country well It is not an easy thing, human nature is complicated, and the emperor will inevitably have a lot of blood on his hands when doing things, but as long as the emperor's heart is transparent, then what is there to be afraid of?" The emperor will definitely know whether what he is doing is right or wrong. If the emperor already knew that it was wrong, why did the emperor still do it? But if it is the right thing, if the emperor insists on doing it, how can he become a tyrant, the so-called tyrants are all for themselves and not for the people, they are all indulged in alcohol, reckless and militar, heavy punishment, and refusal to admonish and disguise wrongdoing, and what the emperor wants to do should be just the opposite. ”

Helian Tian clenched his hands and said, "I'm afraid that one day I won't know whether what I'm doing is right or wrong!" ”

Beitang Yiyu said lightly: "So the most important thing for the emperor to maintain the transparency of his heart." It's not about what the emperor has done. ”

Helian Tian nodded, took a deep breath and asked, "Can anyone from the palace commit suicide today?" ”

Beitang Yiyu shook his head: "No," and then, he said, "In fact, as long as the emperor quickly lets the queen mother enter the earth, there will be no more so many things in the palace, and now people are panicking, and the palace people are inevitably afraid." ”

Helian Tianying responded: "Yes, it's time to let the Queen Mother enter the ground." ”

Beitang lowered his eyes.

Beitang Yiyu has always known that in the barbarians, the most feared person of Xuanyuan Xiongfeng is the barbarian queen mother, and now that the queen mother is dead, Beitang Yiyu can be regarded as able to communicate with Xuanyuan Xiongfeng, the reason why the medical officer of the barbarian palace will not be able to find the cause of the queen mother's death, it is entirely because Beitang Yiyu used the smoke to disperse the queen mother, and the poison is not able to mention any chopsticks in the Anguo Marquis's mansion, but it is extremely easy to use, colorless and tasteless, and can also kill people invisibly, poisoned people often die in their sleep, when they are discovered, The disappearance of the smoke has already been consumed in the body of the poisoned person, and there will basically be no residue, but it is precisely because the smoke disappears so well that there is not much inventory in the mansion of the Marquis of Anguo, and it is the last point for the barbarian queen mother, Beitang Yiyu looked at Helian Tian coldly, and felt that he should not be able to set off much of a storm, and the things in the palace can be regarded as settled, Beitang Yiyu suddenly missed Jin Churan very much, if it weren't for the news that Jin Churan brought to him in time before, Beitang Yiyu was probably already exposed in the search, because he would never have thought that Helian Tian still had the quirk of burning letters, Beitang Yiyu sighed.

Helian Tian slowly raised his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Beitang Yiyu immediately stepped forward and knelt down, and said softly, "Minister...... I want to go out of the palace and go back to the mansion. ”

Helian Tian couldn't help but smile, looked at Beitang Yiyu and said, "What? Want nephrite in your arms? ”

Beitang shook his head and said, "The minister hasn't returned to the mansion for seven days. ”

Helian Tian breathed a sigh of relief: "Ah...... It's been so long......" before he nodded.

At the time, Beitang Yiyu had just returned to the mansion, and Jin Churan told him about Jing Chu, because Jin Chushang and Xuanyuan Wenyuan sent a letter from the barbarian tribe that Jin Churan had received it after dinner, and he was thinking about how to send the news into the palace to tell Beitang Yiyu, but it happened that Beitang Yiyu came back at this time, and Jin Churan immediately greeted him, and after that, Beitang Yiyu couldn't help but shake his head, and looked at Jin Churan helplessly and said: "I just came back and I'm going to leave again." ”

Jin Churan smiled: "What? Reluctant? ”

Beitang Yiyu said: "What is there to be reluctant to? ”

Jin Churan smiled and sighed: "Then why is Hou Ye's face ......" said, Jin Churan didn't say anything.

Beitang Yiyu hurriedly asked, "What's on your face?" ”

Jin Churan smiled: "Reluctance!" ”

Beitang Yiyu smiled and raised his hand to scratch the tip of Jin Churan's small and fleshy nose and said, "Do you know that the reason why I can come back today is all because I asked the emperor." ”

"Please?"

Jin Churan never thought that Beitang Yiyu would one day use the word "ask".

Beitang Yiyu stretched out his arms around Jin Churan, put his soft lips to Jin Churan's ear and said, "I miss you very much." ”

Jin Churan snuggled on the shining chest of the North Hall, solid and warm: "Me too." ”

The moonlight is beautiful, as clear and transparent as standing water.

Jin Churan looked up and said, "The moonlight tonight is so beautiful. ”

Beitang Yiyu also said: "Yes." It's beautiful. ”

Jin Churan smiled lightly, and then turned his eyes to look at Beitang Yiyu, only to realize that Beitang Yiyu had been looking at her all along.

Jin Churan lowered his head slightly and asked, "You don't look at such a good moonlight, what are you looking at me for?" ”

Beitang Yiyu called softly: "Xiao Ran." ”

"Huh?"

"What do you think is the most comfortable life in your heart?"

Jin Churan thought for a while: "Don't worry about eating and drinking, don't calculate, I have you by my side." After speaking, she smiled and looked at Beitang Yiyu.

Beitang Yiyu heard this, but a soft pain hit him in his heart, and he didn't know how long he could live: "Xiao Ran." ”

"Huh?"

"What if I get ahead of you?"

Jin Chu ran his eyes: "No." ”

"Xiao Ran, you should know me...... Time is running out...... Beitang Yiyu took a deep breath: "It's not for you and me to decide. ”

Jin Churan stared at Beitang Yiyu tightly and said: "I will definitely let the second brother cure the snake venom on your body, if my second brother doesn't do his best to cure you, I won't let him be with Brother Beitang An." Although there was a bit of joking in the tone, it was serious between the lines.