There is no hermitage.

The red flowers reflect the gray wall, which looks very beautiful.

Su Haoyi covered his face with a fan in a white shirt and green skirt, and walked in with the maid.

She and Yu Rubi made an appointment to meet here, and neither of them had seen each other since before the Oiran Conference.

Su Haoyi didn't even thank her properly, so he couldn't help but feel uneasy.

Jade is like a pale green spring dress, and people are as soft and beautiful as the willow branches in the Guanyin bottle.

Su Hao had an opinion, and hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "You didn't come out a few days ago, were you reprimanded by the elders in the family?" ”

Yu Rubi shook her head with a smile, and the dragonfly hairpin on her bun trembled slightly, as if she was about to flutter her wings and fly away: "No, it's because I'm timid and don't dare to run out again." ”

Su Haoyi listened and nodded hurriedly: "It's better to be careful, your family has big rules, unlike what I'm used to playing Ono." ”

"Even though I'm at home, I'm always thinking about it. I asked Chunyu and them to inquire, and finally I was relieved to hear that you had won," Yu Rubi said with a smile: "It's a pity that I couldn't say congratulations to you." ”

"I'm embarrassed that I didn't thank you for being so good." Su Haoyi took Yu Rubi's hand and said, "I was lucky to win this time, thanks to your help." If I had relied on myself, I would have lost a lot. ”

"There is a lot of help," Yu Rubi pursed her lips and smiled: "It's always you who have something amazing that makes so many people willing to help you." So you don't have to dwell on it, we're not bodhisattvas, we can't help all sentient beings. I only help the people I want to help. ”

Yu Rubi's words made Su Haoyi particularly warm, and the Yu Rubi she knew was always so considerate and gentle, dignified and elegant.

If she is a man, she must not marry.

In other words, the person Su Haoyi admires the most in this life is Yu Rubi's husband.

Therefore, he smiled and pushed Yu Rubi and said: "I heard that you have something good, I specially congratulate you, there is a gadget for you, don't dislike it." ”

As he spoke, he took out a brocade box and handed it to Yu Rubi, which contained a pair of jade dolls, only three inches high.

But the material is good, and the carving is very fine. The most amazing thing is that the facial features of the female doll are quite similar to those of Yu Rubi.

Yu Rubi knew that the good thing in Su Haoyi's mouth was referring to her and Zhou Yichen's family affairs, so she couldn't help blushing slightly, and said, "Don't talk nonsense, it's not decided yet!" ”

The maid on the side hurriedly interjected: "I've drafted a draft post, what's not allowed!" ”

The so-called draft post is a post in which men and women exchange posts with each other's years and family backgrounds.

Wait for everything to be agreed upon, and then write in detail, this is called a detailed post.

Generally speaking, a draft post means that this family business is already eight or nine years old.

"I've met a few times on Wednesday," Su said with a smile, and was afraid that Yu Rubi would misunderstand, so he hurriedly added: "It's not us, it's on the street." He was born to be a talent, and I heard that the article was also very well written. This family business can be called a good fate, I don't know how many people are happy to see it come true! ”

Yu Rubi just lowered her head and smiled when she heard this, and the expression on her face was more worried than joyful.

Su kindly held her hand and said, "What are you worried about?" The man must be willing to come to the door to propose. What's more, what point of your character and character has insulted their Zhou family? ”

Yu Rubi shook Su Haoyi's hand back, and her voice was obviously a little trembling: "Others don't know that you know, I never dare to ask for something too good." ”

In the eyes of outsiders, Yu Rubi sits on the title of the first beauty in the capital, and she is always a little proud.

I don't know that she is very inferior in her heart, and she never dares to have too high expectations for people and things.

It all has to do with her childhood experiences.

Su Haoyi's biological mother, Zhao, was born in a famous family, with a good appearance and a very literary style.

It's a pity that she is too strong and refuses to fall behind in everything.

However, the mother's heirs were weak, the elder brother died early, and the only nephew died of smallpox. Because of this, her mother's family was removed, and she felt that she had lost her backer.

Yu Rubi's father, Yu Bai, cares for her, but he can't eliminate her worries.

Originally, she gave birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses, but Yu Rubi's twin brother was born weak and died before he was three years old.

At that time, Yubai's concubine gave birth to a son a year earlier than the main room, and Yurubi's mother was quite worried about this.

It's easy to give birth to a son himself, who wants to die halfway again. For Zhao, who has a strong nature, it is tantamount to forcibly picking his heart and liver.

She was already weak and angry, so she became ill.

In fact, it is not a serious illness, as long as it is treated and recuperated with peace of mind, it can be cured.

It has never been a cure for a disease, but it is impossible to cure a life.

Zhao was worried in his heart, but at that time, Yubai went to work in the local government, because Zhao was sick and Yu Rubi was young, so he left his wife and daughter in the capital.

The sick person is already narrow-minded, and her husband is not around, so Zhao's heart is becoming more and more extreme.

She had nowhere to vent, so she poured all her resentment on Yu Rubi.

hated her for not dying for her compatriot's brother, hated her for being a daughter and couldn't inherit the family business, and even hated her for being ugly.

Yu Rubi was born chubby when she was a child, and her facial features did not grow, in fact, she was not ugly, she could only say that she was not beautiful enough.

But Zhao's blame was unsatisfactory, so he felt that his daughter was inferior everywhere.

A child of a few years old cannot distinguish between right and wrong, let alone reproaches and insults from his biological mother.

She only thinks that she is not good, so that her mother hates her so much.

Zhao never showed these emotions in front of outsiders, and only when he turned his back on others, he would blame Yu Rubi.

In such days, Ziyu has survived for three or four years.

For a child, it is no less long than half a life.

Later, although Zhao died, the influence she had on Yu Rubi could not be erased no matter what.

The first time Su Haoyi saw Yu Rubi was at Zhao's funeral, and in the funeral procession, Yu Rubi walked in the front as the eldest daughter.

The coffin rested in the nunnery outside the city, and Su Haoyi happened to accompany Aunt Yin'er to eat fast there.

Because the Zhao family is not good to the people around him, the people who guard the spirit are not satisfied. And Yubai was not at home, and Yugui didn't take care of things, so everyone hid out and slept in the middle of the night. He only threw Yu Rubi and a child there to keep watch alone.

At that time, she was hungry and afraid, she didn't dare to cry, and she didn't dare to leave.

In the end, it was Su Haoyi who stole steamed buns from the kitchen and gave them to her, and accompanied her to keep her spirit until dawn.

Two eight or nine-year-old children snuggled up to each other, guarding the flickering lanterns in the mourning hall.

Later, the jade girl changed into a beautiful woman.

In her own words: "What the skin becomes is the skin after all, but what is inside has not changed." ”

When she was a child, her mother's curses on her really shrouded her three souls like a curse, and she always popped up from time to time to remind her: You are not worthy.