Chapter 246: Learn to Accept
Ou Xu knew that as long as Ran Xin was nervous and anxious, or if he encountered something terrible during the day, he would have nightmares at night.
But Ran Xin has rarely had nightmares since he was with him, what is the reason for this time? Is it because of yourself?
Ou Xu didn't know whether he should wake up Ran Xin, or let Ran Xin fall asleep like this. Seeing her in such pain and keeping crying, Ou Xu felt very sad.
"Xiao Xin, Xiao Xin," Ou Xu finally decided to wake her up.
"What's wrong?" Ran Xin was woken up by Ou Xu, and instinctively thought that Ou Xu was feeling unwell again, "Are you feeling unwell again?" I'll help you call Qiu Sijie,"
"No, I'm not uncomfortable," Ou Xu said softly, "It's you, you had a nightmare just now, and you've been talking in your dreams,"
"I have nightmares? I'm noisy until you sleep? Ran Xin looked confused, "I haven't been like this for a long time, probably because I was too involved in reading those books in the morning, thinking about it day and dreaming at night,"
"It's okay, let's continue to sleep," Ou Xu slowly turned sideways, stretched out his hand and circled Ran Xin into his arms, he still didn't dare to let Ran Xin get too close to him.
"Hmm," Ran Xin quickly fell asleep again.
However, Ran Xin still had nightmares, but this time she was conscious, and when she woke up, she found that she was covered in sweat.
"Xiaoxin, what's wrong with you? How do you keep having nightmares? Ou Xu saw Ran Xin's frightened eyes open and sat straight on the bed.
"I don't know, nothing has happened recently, nothing has irritated me, why is this happening?" Ran Xin also felt very depressed, and his nightmares all the time affected Ou Xu's rest.
"I think you're still too psychologically burdened, you don't think it yourself, in fact, you've always been worried about me in your heart, right?" Ou Xu said it very bluntly.
Ou Xu felt that there were many things that could only be solved if he spoke out.
Ran Xin just hummed lowly
Ou Xu sighed lightly, "Xiaoxin, you can't do this, my body will definitely have this or that problem often in the future, if you keep worrying like this, your body will collapse, the most important thing is that you are still pregnant with our child, even if you are not for yourself, you have to rest well for the sake of the child,"
"I know, I know, I keep telling myself not to worry about anxiety, but I don't know why, I have all kinds of strange dreams at night, Xu, I think I'm probably still scared," Ran Xin felt that he was really useless, obviously it was Ou Xu who suffered, and he wanted Ou Xu to comfort himself in turn.
"Xiaoxin, you must learn to let go, treat my current state as the norm, don't treat me as a patient, just treat me as a normal person, it should be better," Ou Xu didn't know what to say to make Ran Xin completely put his mind at ease.
"Well, I'll try," Ran Xin turned his head sideways and stared at Ou Xu's face in a daze.
Ou Xu didn't avoid or hide, and let Ran Xin look at himself carefully.
Ou Xu suddenly realized that since the ulceration of his body, Ran Xin had never looked at himself so carefully, and he had always kept his head down. Even when I was feeding myself, I spent most of my time looking at the food in the bowl.
Originally, I didn't think it was a big deal, after all, my face was really ugly, and it was normal for Ran Xin not to stare at herself, but now I realized that Ran Xin didn't stare at herself not because she was ugly, but because she was fundamentally afraid of her state, so she didn't want to look at herself.
After a long time, Ran Xin slowly uncovered the face patch covering Ou Xu's face, revealing a terrifying and hideous face without a complete piece of skin.
The skin on his forehead was tangled together by festering, and his eyebrows were gone, only a lump of soft stomping on his eyelids. Second Chinese Network
The skin on the cheeks was even more hideous, and the festering carrion was tangled with each other, red in some places, yellow and yellow as if pus was flowing.
The lips were also pulled upside up because of the festering skin on the cheeks, and the other side was bent down and collapsed.
This face, which was originally very handsome, is now as terrifying as the dead people who came out of the grave in the movie.
Such a face, but with a pair of calm and waveless eyes. It was as calm as if none of the festering and pain belonged to him.
"Are you scared?" Ou Xu found that Ran Xin's eyes dodged for a moment when he saw his face, and then forced him to look at himself carefully.
"One thing, but it seems that I'm not afraid to watch it all the time," Ran Xin felt as if he could finally face Ou Xu's broken face calmly.
"Well, that's good, I won't wear a mask in the room in the future, let you get used to it a little more, although I also feel that my face is ugly, but you are my person, you must get used to my ugly face," Ou Xu deliberately said as if he was forcing Ran Xin to accept himself, so that Ran Xin would feel a little better.
"Ugly is ugly, but I don't know why, as long as I see you, I will feel safe, and I will feel peaceful," Ran Xin gently traced Ou Xu's face with his fingers, "No matter how ugly it is, it's my man, I won't be afraid, no matter if you become uglier in the future, I won't be afraid,"
Ou Xu tried hard to pull the corners of his mouth, which was already a little deformed, revealing a smile that couldn't be seen as a smile, "My Xiaoxin will always be the best,"
"With someone like you, you can't do the best, but you have to work hard to be the most suitable for you," Ran Xin helped Ou Xu cover his face again, and then lay back on the bed. Closing his eyes and saying softly, "I will definitely work hard, I will, I will become, the most suitable for you, the most worthy of you, a woman, really ......"
Ran Xin finally fell asleep peacefully.
Ou Xu also closed his eyes with peace of mind and slept peacefully.
The next day, when Ran Xin woke up, he found that Ou Xu had gotten up and was sitting on the sofa chair, and Qiu Sijie was also by his side to help him do a check-up.
Ran Xin sat up and watched Qiu Sijie give Ou Xu an injection for testing, until Qiu Sijie began to pack up the utensils before asking, "How is Xu's body?" ”
"My modified potion is working very well on him so far, the rejection in his body has become very slow, and if he can maintain this state all the time, it will not be long before the symptoms of the commander's skin ulceration will weaken or even stop,"
"Really, that's great, it's really hard for you," Ran Xin grunted from the bed and sat on the ground to Ou Xu's side, regardless of Qiu Sijie's still on the side, he hugged Ou Xu, "Great,"
Ou Xu gently rubbed the top of Ran Xin's head, "Go and help us get some breakfast, Qiu Sijie and I are hungry,"
"Okay, you wait, I'll wash up and make breakfast for you," Ran Xin walked happily to the bathroom.
As soon as Ran Xin left, Ou Xu and Qiu Sijie's faces sank. Qiu Sijie lowered his voice and said, "Do you really want to hide it from her all the time?" Sooner or later, you won't be able to hide it,"
"How long can I hide it, she is a very thoughtful person, she doesn't know that every day is a day, she has been having nightmares last night, and it took me a lot of thought to appease her," Ou Xu just didn't want Ran Xin to worry about her body all the time, "It's not that you don't know her body, if you continue like this, don't talk about the child, her own body will collapse,"
"I really shouldn't have let her get pregnant at this time, if you were decisive at that time, you wouldn't have to work so hard," Qiu Sijie said in a low voice.
"What nonsense!" Ou Xu reprimanded in a low voice, "That's my Ou Xu's children, even if you want my life, I will keep them, not to mention that it's not me who works hard,"
Qiu Sijie was about to speak when he heard Ran Xin behind him open the bathroom door, and Qiu Sijie immediately closed his mouth.