After a few times, Butterfly felt hurt, and she began to learn to slowly refuse. Except for those friends who are very iron-clad, she doesn't want to participate in her work friends.

People say that the happiest time for a wedding may not be the ceremonial process of the wedding, but this kind of ceremony is done for everyone present. They are the heroes and heroines, both for you and for yourself. It's kind of like that, a Japanese classical drama.

Later, Butterfly learned that the happiest thing about getting married was that after the wedding, the two of them counted the gift money in the cave room. Then, through the gift money, all the guests who came that day will be judged on their status in the rest of their lives.

Money is everything.

Butterflies are not only dumb. She wondered how many times she had been whispered in the cave room, and maybe they would throw down something like this, "This person is really stingy."

Thinking of this, butterflies are even more reluctant to attend weddings.

Maybe these reasons are widespread and widespread in this city, and everyone has learned a lot, and now you can invite someone to your wedding, and you still need some skills. Isn't there anyone who has so much money to waste and can't spend it themselves?

As the WTO progresses, butterflies gradually realize that it is difficult for women to become true friends, especially for married women. She used to think that as long as they were good friends, they would last forever, but over time she found that this idea was so stupid and ridiculous.

Women are too emotional, too fragile, too changeable. Once a woman's world invades love, nothing may exist. The righteousness of the rivers and lakes has always been about men.

Her world is extremely unstable, and the slightest stirring of factors will affect her circle of friends, her judgment, her decisions, and even her life. The bond between their friends is fragile.

Butterfly thinks so, because since those girlfriends got married, it was basically like evaporating from the world and disappearing. If you look for her, she will tell you all kinds of busyness, work, husband, children, etc.

Even if the two of them come out for a meal, she always listens to you absentmindedly, and her whole mind is basically on her phone, and after a little time apart, the other end has already begun to pull her soul. Husband, because he may come home at night and there is no one to cook for him.

The butterfly really couldn't stand it, so she just said: You just call him.

Sure enough, my friend called and asked if the other party had dinner? The other party was obviously dissatisfied and said that he didn't eat it. Then she said, there was food in the fridge. The other party said purely angrily, go out to eat. My friend began to feel all kinds of guilt and self-blame, saying that I would be back soon.

Butterfly couldn't help but smile bitterly on the side, how did such a big man spend so many years before he met you? This has to be strange, the only thing that is certain is that he never starved to death.

After making a phone call, the butterfly usually offers to pay for it, let's go.

Although my friend was a little embarrassed, the pace of rushing home was clearly so hurried, and he was busy raising his hand to stop the car.

How did you think so much about weddings? JJ invites Butterfly to a wedding, this time as an observer.

The experience seems to be a lot of fun. The butterfly gladly agreed.

This is also the first time in Butterfly's life that she participates in an unknown wedding with a person who has nothing to do with the bride and groom. I don't know why, but the butterfly is suddenly looking forward to it. She doesn't need to bring red envelopes, she only needs to bring her eyes, ears, and heart.

The wedding is scheduled for the twelfth of the following month. JJ will come to pick her up and then go to the man's house first. They start with the whole wedding, including the groom getting up early in the morning to face this important moment in life.

The night before, the butterfly stood in front of the closet for a while, looking at the closet full of clothes, but not knowing which one to wear to the wedding.

Later, he smiled self-deprecatingly, thinking to himself, it's not his own marriage, as long as it's decent, so he finally chose a pale pink suit, put it on and tried it in front of the mirror. I've been buying this outfit for a while, but I haven't had a chance to wear it, because I regret it after buying it, and it looks too formal. I usually don't have so many formal occasions to attend at work, and the pink ones are easy to get dirty, so I only wore them once in the unit, and when I came back, I found that the cuffs were a little dirty. After dry cleaning, I have been sitting in the cupboard and don't want to wear it.

I'll wear this tomorrow.

Because of something on her mind, the butterfly woke up early in the morning, although she went to attend someone else's wedding, but the tension in her heart was as if it was her own wedding. She thought that if she got married, she would have lost sleep last night. Because it was still early, she habitually covered it in the quilt for a while, after all, it was winter, it was already the end of the year, and it would be New Year's Day soon after this month.

People are in the quilt, but their brains have been thinking crankily, thinking that she graduated from graduate school that year, Fan Fan proposed to get married, but she was too young at that time and wanted to be free too much, because there was nothing lacking in life, only freedom. Whether it is Fan Fan or her father, she always controls her world like a guard, and she longs to be able to live independently. So she refused and refused. Fan Fan always looked at her eyes helplessly, and said affectionately: You won't leave me then, right?

She would put her arms around his neck and say, "Of course, no."

But everyone knows that what he said was so reluctant.

After so many years, my father is gone, and Fan Fan is also gone, what should I do now?

Butterfly also often sighs, knowing that she would marry him in the first place. The world is unpredictable, and the world is impermanent.

Thinking of Fan Fan, she suddenly thought of the diving bird, he hadn't heard from him for a long time, they hadn't been in touch for half a year, she didn't want to take the initiative to contact him, it would seem as if she was missing him, and she would definitely be teased by him.

His face that always seemed to be smiling but not smiling could vaguely appear in front of him, the eyes that made her ponder, when he looked at her, he was so focused and so deep, but the smile at the corner of his mouth was a little mocking and cynical.

She wanted to see his heart in it, but his heart was separated by a tall wall, blocking her, hindering her.

He's too young, he's too young for a butterfly.

He must be full of curiosity about everything in the world, she feels that he is like the kite in her hand, although she can pull him back, but she doesn't want to do this, this red dust is prosperous, he should be able to see enough.

And she, just like this, just looking at the sky from afar, watching him fly there, maybe that's enough. If it really breaks the line and flies away, it is also fate. The butterfly sighed. It's time to get up, the bedding is cold.

I got up to wash up, ate breakfast, and didn't have any appetite for breakfast on the plate, so I stuffed it in two bites, so as not to cramp in my stomach because of the emptiness, and the whole day of the wedding was very busy and nervous, and I didn't know when the next meal would be. I had just cleaned up my dinner plate and was thinking about making myself a cup of coffee to refresh myself, when JJ's call had already arrived, and he said that he had arrived at the door of the community.

The butterfly took the bag in a panic, and when she left the door, she was still thinking, what did you not bring? After a glance in the room, he took everything he needed to bring, and then closed the door and went downstairs, where JJ's car had already stopped.

He kept saying that he wanted to change the car, and he wanted to replace the current jeep, but Butterfly liked this car, the body was very large, and it was spacious and comfortable to sit on. Butterfly is relatively tall, and when she sits in many private cars, she feels that her legs and feet cannot be extended, and she is aggrieved, and it is very uncomfortable for a long time. However, the jeep was indeed a little bigger, and it was parked downstairs just enough to fill the small road in front of the green belt.

JJ was there on the phone and saw the butterfly nodding his head as a greeting. Butterfly just stood on the side, waiting for him to finish his call. Soon the call ended, and JJ smiled and said, "This call was from the groom and asked me when I would be there." I said I'll be right over, let's get in the car and go. ”

The butterfly got on the car, and there was a familiar smell wafting in the car, JJ generally does not put incense bottles such as perfume in the car, and the smell in the car is very complicated, with a faint smell of gasoline, a mixed smell of a lot of debris, and it may be JJ's own smell. When a person stays in one place for a long time, he will leave his smell.

Every time a butterfly goes to a friend's house, she finds that the taste of each family is different. Sometimes when she comes home, she will smell her home carefully the moment she enters the door, and she may not be able to smell what kind of smell it is after staying for a long time.

The last thing butterflies can tolerate is the smell of the toilet, so the bathroom in her own home is always the place where she cleans most diligently. After cleaning, she had to stand at the door and sniff and sniff to make sure there was only the smell of disinfectant and not the smell of the toilet.

Sometimes the disinfectant was so strong that it choked her.

JJ also got into the car, habitually glanced at the butterfly, with a smile in the corner of his eye, and said: "Let's go, they are waiting for us there, the groom said that he has already gotten up before dawn, today is an important day, are you right?" ”

"Yes, it's a very important day in life."