Chapter Eighty-Five: There is no road before the car reaches the mountain
The light in the lounge was only turned on once, and the white light was dazzling, but the people were in the shadows. The silence of the room was so quiet that only the sound of a person's breathing could be heard growing rapidly.
The touch of the lip flap deepened, and the temperature of the kiss continued to heat up.
The hand that caressed the cheek was hot, almost hot.
One thought and one world, Ye Jiajia hovered in the middle line, doing the last struggle in her heart.
Reason told her that it was not time, but feelings were saying that it came naturally.
She couldn't keep her composure, but fortunately there were still people who were awake.
"Baby." Hao Ze held her hand and pulled it away from the lingering, "The palm of your hand is so hot, is it that the burn has not completely subsided?" Isn't the disease still good yet? ”
Such a sentence popped up at the critical moment, and I don't know whether to say that he was stupid or deliberate.
Ye Jiajia shook off his hand, grabbed his collar, and clenched it tightly, almost crumpled. The strength of her arm was downward, but she still restrained herself and had reservations.
From one hand to two hands, this act makes the desire obvious.
Hao Ze was startled, and quickly pressed her right hand with his uninjured left hand: "Baby, what's wrong with you today?" Don't be impulsive! ”
Impulsive?
Ye Jiajia asked herself, is her current move really just an impulse?
Be.
Again, it's not.
Her half-open eyes stared at Haozer's face, there was no phantom of anyone in front of her, it was him, what she thought to herself, all she saw in front of her was him.
"Aze, I want you." It's a feeling that comes from the heart, an invitation to both body and mind.
It is a great surprise for a boy or a man to be able to say this sentence from a woman, and Ozer is no exception. However, instead of getting carried away, the surprise made him more sober.
He wanted her too, but not now.
It has nothing to do with his injuries, it has to do with his responsibility.
He suppressed his instinctive reaction and pulled her away: "No, at least not now." ”
"Why?" Ye Jiajia is a little lost, and being rejected is not a happy thing.
Ozer explained earnestly, "I can't give myself a reason to have you before I can give you any security. ”
It is a commonplace topic again, and it is also a topic that Ye's mother keeps emphasizing, but it is also the topic that Ye Jiajia cares about the most in her heart.
"I don't need that, does this conflict with what you can give me?" She probably really wants to say, what age is it, no one wants you to be responsible! She can take responsibility for her actions!
But he still couldn't cross the hurdle in his heart: "There is no conflict, but I won't promise myself." ”
(He just can't break the rules!) Just don't get out of the way! )
"But you just ......" Ye Jiajia paused and let her breathing calm down slightly, "But you were obviously ...... just now"
It's also thinking, and it's also reacting.
This is the body's response, it can't deceive people, and it is precisely because she feels it that she has a further action.
Hao Ze moved a little farther away from her, "Baby, can you listen to me this time?" Just to accommodate my injury? ”
This is a good reason, and it is a terrible reason, and whether it works depends entirely on whether the person accepts it or not.
Fortunately, after Ye Jiajia saw the plaster on Haoze's legs and the protective gear on his hands, he was silent for a moment, then stood up and turned on the light.
The lights completely illuminated the lounge, and the harsh light made the floating heart stabilize a little.
"I'm going to wash my face." Ye Jiajia needs a basin of cold water to bring herself back to her senses.
When the weather gets cold in October, the water coming out of the tap is even colder.
As soon as her hands touched the water, the coldness made her feel excited, and it seemed that she woke up from her desire.
The water washed down her face, the heat subsided, she looked up at herself in the mirror, and thought about what had happened......
What happened?
The memories seem to be broken again.
Let's just assume that the person just now wasn't her.
She was a little afraid, if Haoze's concentration was a little worse and her sense of responsibility was a little lighter, she might not just stand here and wash her face now.
Some conditions are not right, and even if it should happen, the memories left in the end are still a little aftertaste.
Time, place, environment, mood, all have problems, especially mood.
Ye Jiajia realized that her mood was wrong, and her actions were rebellious, far from being as pure as she had thought.
It's love, but this love is not only love.
It's okay, it's okay, and in the end it all stops where it should be.
wiped the water on her face, Ye Jiajia found that she didn't have skin care products in her bag, so she went out to blow the wind directly, and it didn't peel in an instant? It's not disfigured, but it's also broken!
What to do, what to do?
For a while, Ye Jiajia's mind was only left with how to solve the problem of care after washing her face.
I rummaged through my bag and finally found a hand cream.
She thought about it, the skin on her hands is also skin, and the skin on her face is also skin, since they are all called skin, it doesn't matter if it is a hand guard or where to protect it, the rivers and lakes are in an emergency, apply it first.
Thinking so, she really smeared the hand cream on her face, so as to act as a cream.
After she finished painting, she couldn't help but look at herself in the mirror and muttered, "You said you don't look ugly?" It's still pretty good, right? Is it still not attractive? Impossible, right? ”
She turned left, right, twisted her waist, and tiptoed......
When she was still immersed in the process of self-discovery and self-appreciation, she only heard the sound of searching for someone outside.
"Baby? You okay? Are you still there? ”
Ye Jiajia hurriedly packed up her things: "Ah! Right away! Wait a little longer! ”
When she came out, she found that Haozer's face was anxious in addition to being anxious.
"Baby, you scared me to death, I thought you left without a sound."
"Where do you want me to go?"
"I ......" Haozer just said casually, without thinking about it at all, "I didn't just ...... That one...... What ......"
"What?"
"I'm afraid of you...... What ......" Haozer's ability to express himself regressed overnight to before liberation, and he was afraid of being embarrassed to say it.
Ye Jiajia is nothing, but she is still in the mood to ridicule: "Are you afraid of hurting my self-esteem?" ”
Haozer's face flushed, and this was what he wanted to say: "No...... In fact...... I ......"
The more he tried to explain, the more he couldn't speak a complete sentence, and the more he couldn't speak, the redder his face became, and finally he felt as if he was very hot, and his whole face was red.
Ye Jiajia looked at him like this, and he really could be swept away by any loneliness.
"Hurt your self-esteem...... It's a bit ...... indeed."
"Me!" As soon as Ozer heard this, he immediately wanted to remedy it.
But Ye Jiajia continued: "But this proves that my Aze is a good boy who can be trusted~ Don't worry about the wild bee and butterfly!" ”
At this time, Haozer's self-esteem was hit hard.