Chapter 754: Shi Lei Fell into Self-Doubt Again Xiaoxi comforted him intimately

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Looking at the colorful city with a lot of traffic, Shi Lei had mixed feelings in his heart.

The city is so dazzling, he has been here for many years, life seems to be changing all the time, and it is the same.

This year, he walked through the wind and sound, pinned all his feelings on a person, he also stumbled, and he was proud, this journey like a roller coaster made him very unforgettable.

Looking at the rain drifting outside the window, Sun Xiaoxi said that he loved him, and he confessed to Sun Xiaoxi, feeling that everything at the moment was not worthy of saying those words at that time.

At that time, Xiaoxi's mother was so sincere to him, saying that her daughter would be handed over to him, and she must live a good life in the future, begging him not to leave easily and not to hurt her daughter...... When it all comes to mind like a slideshow, it's like a joke.

What career, what fame and fortune, and what is the use?

During the meal sharing with Xiaoxi's mother at that time, Shi Lei answered her mother's words very positively, and said that he promised categorically that he would definitely achieve something in his work in the future, but when he was laid off a while ago, he really made himself very painful.

He thinks that he has not done anything at all now, and he is really very sad and hard, hoping to change everything for the better, but he doesn't know where to start.

Shi Lei thought about it for so long, maybe he imprisoned the other party, but the other party's feelings were not well considered, maybe he really didn't get ahead for so many years, and there was no reason to continue to persevere, he shouldn't bother Sun Xiaoxi anymore, maybe it delayed her and the child.

Shi Lei's phone rang, and Sun Xiaoxi said that her mother had come to see them.

So Shi Lei returned home, the family had dinner together, Xiaoxi's mother kept saying that she hoped that the life of the two of them would become like in the future, that kind of imagination made Shi Lei feel more and more apologetic, and made Shi Lei feel that in the name of loving her, he was really angry with Sun Xiaoxi, and he was really embarrassed by her.

At this time, the focus of love and career is inclined to career, and for the sake of balance, focusing on career is the truth.

But life is so cruel, when Shi Lei wants to put all his mind on his career and tries to find a "sense of achievement" in his work, but at this time, God left the deepest memory for him, and there was really a problem in his career, and he was questioned again.

Shi Lei really has mixed feelings in his heart, doubts and the departure of his family, under the mutual snuggling of Sun Xiaoxi and her mother, it seems even more sad, although Shi Lei's smile on his mouth has been stiff, but the sadness in his heart is indeed so obvious, the complicated feelings in his heart seem to be really about to swallow himself soon, what should he do now, what has become of? I don't have any ideas, or I don't know how to make some decisions, what should I do to balance it all?

"Xiaoxi, I'm in trouble, this job may not be as good as your mother said, if so, what should I do? Or did I delay you? If I delay you, I'm really sorry, now you can still choose some of your own life, I may really be difficult to achieve big things, I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry Xiaoxi, now if you want to go, I can ......" After these words were said, Sun Xiaoxi and his mother were stunned for a while.

For this kind of performance, Sun Xiaoxi has been used to it a lot this time.

However, Xiaoxi didn't understand, both of them already had children, how could they still say such things when they met things, it was simply unfounded, and all this was a particularly sad mood for him, Sun Xiaoxi was just beginning to be silent.

Xiaoxi's mother seemed to have insight into her thoughts, patted Shi Lei's body and said, "Why are you so finished?" Can't you hold on, improve the bad points, and then really fulfill everything you promised before? It's not a gentleman's behavior to say that you can't do it so easily, you can't do it, and the promise you gave is that a man has to be responsible for this, how can you do this? ”

Shi Lei was frightened by this momentum, and he could only obey, but this kind of obedience was naturally not reluctant, it was just an excuse or an inferiority complex of his own......

At this age, can I still have room for improvement? Will it be able to live up to the kind of promise that was made before? Maybe it was just a kind of passionate excitement before, what if I really did this?

Sun Xiaoxi saw his thoughts and told him that he didn't have to think so much, no matter what he became, he would definitely be very serious and sincere to guard his side, and he loved him, regardless of whether he was good or not.

And now, Shi Lei can always say this kind of delay to others, which is really excessive.

After walking in this world and experiencing a lot, he has cultivated the iron cloth shirt and the vajra cover.

Now Shi Lei, who is extraordinarily calm, re-examines the present, and decides to fight against the odds, isn't there someone who looks down on himself and feels that he has no ability? Now I must prove to those people that I am really an excellent person, and I am willing to work hard to make something through my own efforts, and I believe that as long as I persist in the end, it is impossible to make no progress at all.

Shi Lei apologized to Xiaoxi's mother in a daze, saying that the expression he had just spoken without his brain was not in line with his own thoughts, Xiaoxi's mother smiled and said that it didn't matter, in fact, she already knew the other party very well. Sun Xiaoxi sighed helplessly, this man is already so old, and he is still the same as a few years ago, he really has to be a mother and a daughter-in-law, but what can he do, just put on this master, how can he change it? can only just be stunned and watch each other constantly fluctuate emotionally, but really Sun Xiaoxi is used to it, this man is still a bit of a macho boy in his bones after all.

Looking at Shi Lei's stupid appearance of apologizing to his mother, Sun Xiaoxi could only smile helplessly, maybe this is the fate of two people, he and Shi Lei have never been together because the other party is lonely, just because he has always been the only one in his heart. Maybe this is really the guidance of fate!