Chapter 68: Qingmei's Epiphany, Heart Rain's Crisis
After drinking and eating, Qingmei took Huzi home, Huzi said that he wanted to sleep, Qingmei bathed Huzi, hugged the bed and covered the quilt, and he fell asleep.
Qingmei took out her mobile phone and prepared to delete all contact information with Yan Dong, and many of the past events of their relationship came to mind: watching Huzi run crazy on the grass in the park together, watching Huzi practice taekwondo together, eating and drinking together, talking and laughing together, yearning for the future together, Yan Dong peeked at her wonderful feeling affectionately behind her, especially the warm and safe feeling that Yan Dong hugged her that night. Thinking of this, it seemed like it was just yesterday, and in the blink of an eye, there was nothing, and Qingmei couldn't help but burst into tears.
No matter how Yushu enlightened her, how Xinyu comforted her, she had to face an iron reality: she had to face the empty and cold home, she had to face the loneliness of the night.
In the past, when she left Lao Lin, she didn't feel much sentimental, because she still had a lot of beautiful ideas for the future, so she relied on her beautiful imagination and did not hesitate to spend money, time and energy, and even her enthusiasm to support Yan Dong, she wanted to use everything she had to cultivate a man who she loved him and he loved her, until her husband. However, she failed, just as she tried her best to make a bowl of exquisite soup, but it was spilled on the way to the table, and the blow it gave Qingmei was not only sadness, but also her disappointment in man and love. Now when she looks up, she can't see any light, the most important thing is that she has become hesitant, she doesn't know where to go.
She thought about it, but still didn't delete Yan Dong's contact information, but she changed his remarks and contact number to "flying fish", before, she didn't understand that Yan Dong would have such a screen name, but now, she finally understood, in fact, Yan Dong also longed for a chance to turn over, but unfortunately, he did not have excellent qualities to support the opportunities God provided for him.
In the past, Qingmei didn't understand that since Huang Xi's death Yan Dong took over writing the novel, the reason for the sharp decline in the reading volume of the novel, later, when she had nothing to do, she carefully read the front and back two parts of the novel, the first half is written and revised by the singing wood, and the second half is Yan Dong's continuation, she found that Yan Dong has almost completely changed the fate of all the characters, and the characters in the work have slowly become selfish, intrigued, and the story is stronger on the surface, but it shows the evil side of human nature. Qingmei also raised objections to Yan Dong, but Yan Dong said: "Realistic human nature is like this, writing like this is closer to reality, but there are fewer and fewer readers."
Ome finally understands that the author's worldview affects the level of his work and the health of the theme, and finally affects the reading volume of the work, proving that readers still have a vision.
Qingmei felt that life should find something meaningful to do, she decided to continue to write Huang Xi's other two books herself, so that her life would be more fulfilling, maybe not cranky, she thought about what to do in the future, she had the pursuit of life, and she had the confidence to live, so she went to bed.
Qingmei fell asleep, Xinyu couldn't sleep, she found that Zhang Qianli had been getting farther and farther away from her recently.
Beilin came to engage in social practice, and the established theme was to investigate the reasons for the high divorce rate in Beijing, which was originally done by a group of classmates, because she couldn't return to Beijing in time when she went home, so they changed the theme of the group, and she could only do this investigation by herself. Xinyu thought that they were all friends, not to mention that Beilin was also quiet, childish, and cute, so she agreed. But when she asked Beilin what she had done to prepare, Beilin said she hadn't done anything.
Xinyu is about to make a new year's work plan, so busy that she has no time to eat, how can she have the heart to help Beilin, she had to entrust this matter to Zhang Qianli, because it was arranged by Xinyu, he didn't dare to slack off, from the activity plan to the interview plan, from the interview outline to the unit contact, Zhang Qianli helped her get it right, Beilin was only responsible for pouring tea on the side, praising it, and exaggerating Qianli.
After the copywriting was done, Zhang Qianli took her to interview one unit after another according to the plan. After the interview, I sorted out and analyzed, and finally formed a report on the results, but these were a piece of cake for Zhang Qianli, and everything was done properly. This made Beilin admire and surrender, and finally respected and worshiped Zhang Qianli completely.
What made her admire Zhang Qianli even more was that her social survey report was also rated as the best social practice activity report and won the award. She took the initiative to call Zhang Qianli and said that it was to express her gratitude and invite him to have a meal together. After eating, Beilin said that there was an American blockbuster today, and they went to see it together, Zhang Qianli did not refuse, they watched "Heartbeat" together. Under normal circumstances, Beilin should invite Xinyu to eat together, but she didn't, and Zhang Qianli didn't think of avoiding suspicion, it was already half past ten in the evening after watching the movie, and Zhang Qianli came back.
Xinyu asked him where he went, and Zhang Qianli didn't hide it and said that Beilin's social practice activity investigation report had won the award, invited him to dinner, and then watched a movie. Xinyu thought that it was normal for a little girl in Beilin to be out of tune, so she didn't take it to heart.
However, what happened later made her feel abnormal, Beilin had already worshiped Zhang Qianli as a teacher, beware of Yumian's "teacher's teacher" called intimate, Xinyu felt uncomfortable, but she couldn't say anything, and from time to time she asked Zhang Qianli to go out to watch movies, and sometimes to eat. Xinyu also warned Zhang Qianli, but Zhang Qianli said with a serious face: "Xinyu, what are you talking about!" People are still children, don't think about it. ”
Xinyu found that Zhang Qianli had changed a lot, first, he paid more and more attention to his dress; the second is to look at the mobile phone from time to time and reply to Beilin's messages at any time; The third is that he no longer revolves around Xinyu, and sometimes he just copes with Xinyu and makes love.
Zhang Qianli didn't take Beilin in his eyes at first, but whenever he helped Beilin finish something, Beilin would always give warm praise and thanks, and slowly, he felt that Beilin was really good, unlike Xinyu, no matter how good he did, he would be criticized and nagged by Xinyu. What Zhang Qianli enjoyed the most was Beilin's innocent and adoring eyes, he let Zhang Qianli regain a man's self-confidence, especially every time he watched a movie, Beilin would always stretch out a hand to Zhang Qianli, Zhang Qianli would caress and pinch her warm and soft fleshy little hand to watch the whole movie, and there were endless fantasies in his heart, this feeling is wonderful, this is a happy feeling that I have never had when watching a movie with Xinyu.
Every time Beilin sees Zhang Qianli, he always has a warm and beautiful feeling, that is, he feels very happy, she goes to class, sleeps, eats, and only thinks about Teacher Zhang.
Xinyu can no longer feel Zhang Qianli's existence, let alone Zhang Qianli's feelings.