The Commissioner was very surprised by my question and instead of answering it directly, he asked me why I came up with it. My answer is very simple, from the recruit company to the military academy, all the comrades-in-arms are asking for progress, more than 30 classmates in the class, except for me and Xiao Budian, the others are either party members or league members, at present, Xiao Bu Dian has been the focus of Sun Saizhong's training object, but I seem to be excluded, always a little out of place with everyone.

He was not in a hurry to explain, but first let me have coffee, and then told me about the experiences of many underground workers during the war years, many of whom had worked hard and made outstanding contributions, and all of them had resumed their party membership and had just joined the party after they finally returned to the organization and revealed their identities.

Finally, the director said to me: "Our national security is generally divided into two types, one is the investigation type, and the main responsibility is to detect those espionage cases and spy cases that endanger national interests; The other is the intelligence type, which is mainly to penetrate behind enemy lines and obtain all kinds of information we need, just like the underground workers in the past. Since you are still young, through organizational research, I feel that you are more suitable for the intelligence type. Of course, since this is a time of peace, you may never go behind enemy lines to work underground, as our predecessors did, but if there is a need, sending you undercover or something, what is your political outlook, in a sense, is likely to directly affect the enemy's trust in you. ”

I understood when he explained that while I wasn't necessarily engaged in intelligence work, a case like the one against a young father last time was likely to happen again, and our opponents might be strong enough to know my files.

If I want to go undercover in the other organization, how can a party member or league member with excellent character and learning gain their trust?

Although I went to military school, maybe my quality is not good, I don't want to be motivated, depending on the needs of the mission, I can be expelled or ordered to drop out of school, if all this is put in my file and our opponents are informed, maybe I can do more with less when I go undercover.

In the end, the Commissioner said to me, give me a 10-year incubation period, that is to say, from now until I am 30 years old, my political appearance will not appear in my public files, nor will there be any situation in which I have received awards for meritorious service.

After I turn 30, if I don't carry out any undercover missions, or if I successfully complete many undercover missions, and at the same time change from an intelligence type to a reconnaissance national security officer, I will be given everything that should be given to me.

I smiled and asked, "Then when I retire in the future, will my regimental or party age be too little?" ”

The director explained: "In our hearts, the first time you went to the island country to carry out the net-breaking operation, you were already a qualified party member, and I, the ambassador to the island country, and Comrade Liu Bing'er of your provincial national security will all be your introducers to join the party." In other words, in the future, you will not join the party, but restore your party membership. The reason why we didn't let you take the oath is because in the face of danger in the future, the enemy may use various means to obtain your true situation through you. We now want to implant a concept in your ideology, you are not a party member in the first place, so no matter how advanced the other party is, any psychological test on you, under any circumstances, including dreams, in the case of unconscious, you will not reveal your true identity. ”

Although I was not very satisfied with the Director's explanation, I understood it.

Because when I carry out the mission, no one can determine what the final result will be, if I am arrested and tried, or if I am tried to lie by the enemy, because I have not participated in any party joining ceremony, then subconsciously, I am not a member of the party, and there is no doubt that my identity is an insurance.

It wasn't until the organization decided that I didn't need it at all, or that I was no longer suitable for undercover intelligence work, that it would give me a real identity and political outlook.

Not to mention anything else, if I tell Lu Yuxin about this situation, I'm afraid even she won't want to.

The reason why she firmly supported me to be escorted to the military academy was that she thought that after graduating from the military academy, I would be able to have a formal and open national security identity, and through my own efforts, I would be able to get ahead in my career.

And now in my situation, I may be involved in all kinds of dangers anytime and anywhere, and even perform various tasks abroad, which is absolutely impossible for Lu Yuxin, who has two children soon, to let me take this kind of risk.

Speaking of which, I blame all this for not thoroughly understanding it at the beginning, and although I can't regret it now, I feel that I can't explain it to Lu Yuxin.

I told the director about my worries, and the director smiled after hearing this: "Zhang Guodong, I think Lu Yuxin is more suitable than you to become our national security intelligence officer in some aspects, if possible, I also want to absorb her into the national security, I have no doubt about her ideological consciousness." If you tell her what I say, or let me talk to her alone if I have the chance, I'm sure she'll support you. ”

The director's words are true, although Lu Yuxin has a strong personality and a pungent style, but the patriotic feelings in her heart are even stronger than mine, I think if the director can really absorb her into the national security, and even give her another leadership position, even if it is just to manage me, it is estimated that she will agree immediately.

"Director," I said, "if there is such a possibility, I hope you can talk to her, she has no other thoughts in her life, as long as she can be with me, no matter the ends of the world, no matter how big the risk is, she has no regrets." In this state of affairs, I could risk my life to carry out tasks anytime and anywhere, and she, as a housewife, has to run a business at home and take care of the children, whether I want to or not, I am afraid that it will create all kinds of obstacles for me. ”

The director thought for a while, nodded and said: "That's it, if you don't have any special tasks to perform, this matter will be over, once there is a task to be carried out, and even Lu Yuxin's cooperation is needed, I will go to her to talk, and before that, I think it's better not to alarm her." ”

After drinking coffee, he gave me another card and told me that this was my salary, and since the last time I carried out the task of repatriating a young father, the national security had officially paid me a salary, and the tuition fees for the four years I was escorted to the military academy were all paid by the national security.

He has already coordinated with Lu Yuxin, the National Security Bureau of Jiangnan City set up a fake travel company, every month my salary and tuition fees, in the name of the company to eat in the Crystal Palace, the money to the company's account, and then transferred by the company to the card in my hand, once someone checks it out later, the money in the card is called to me by the company, there is nothing wrong.

This is really a rainy day, and the national security is so leaky, since they can do this, I have nothing to say at all.

After breaking up with the director, I returned to school, and only then did I call Fang Yadan back, but I didn't expect that she would hang up after dialing three times in a row.

When I dialed for the fourth time, the first thing she said when she answered the phone was: "I called you three times at noon, and you didn't reply. ”

Faint! This is not Fang Yadan's style, in my eyes, although she has a strong sense of self-esteem, but when facing me, she is usually submissive, but I didn't expect that all of a sudden, she actually became retributive.

I couldn't help but laugh and said, "Yadan, is this still you?" Listening to your tone, I almost thought I had dialed the wrong number, and I thought it was Lu Yuxin who answered the phone! ”

Fang Yadan actually said confidently: "In the past, you were you, I was me, at best, I was an alumnus, not even my classmates, so politeness belongs to human nature." It's different now, while I'm your person, you're also my person, so I can't develop your arrogant bad temper anymore! Tell me, is it on the playground of the campus, rolling the grass with Song Nina, so you don't answer my phone? ”