Chapter 242: Worried
Looking at the wind and dust, with a tired face, the past when they were together was instantly vivid, when she was so young and delicate, she was also sincere to herself, and now she has not changed, but her heart is different.
The diving bird couldn't help but soften his heart and warm his tone: Have you eaten dinner?
For Leng Qinghe, carrying a duffel bag and taking the high-speed train to the magic capital was the greatest and most rebellious act of her life. Her well-behaved life has never had such great courage and adventurous spirit, what made her change so dramatically was love, her persistence in love, or rather, her delusion in love.
Love does not completely humble you, but makes people delusional. I can't see the truth, I think what I see is the truth, but it's not. If you have a pair of wise eyes that can see the truth, then you will never sink because of it. The truth will keep people alert and vigilant.
But delirium makes you blur your eyes.
Love is a thick fog, and the boat you drive through it, hoping to find a piece of the Wizard of Oz, but where is Skull Island ahead?
The whole process of travel is relatively simple, and nowadays the city has developed transportation, and a ticket can take you anywhere, as long as you have enough courage and courage to make such a decision.
Leng Qinghe wanted to see Du Ou, because she wanted to see him, love, gave her such courage and courage.
When she came to this completely unfamiliar city with her simple luggage, facing the sudden opening of vision, the high-speed pace of the city, and the dazzling luxury city, she felt that her courage and courage were suddenly shattered.
It was with such a diametrically opposite emotion that she hesitantly and bewildered into the diving bird's car, in his brand new car, looking at his not very skillful driving skills, looking at his familiar but graceful side, but without any warm expression, her heart was helpless and lost, and she even regretted her recklessness and impulsiveness. This kind of behavior is like an irrational child.
If she let her family know that she risked going to the magic capital alone, just for a man who didn't love her deeply, she wouldn't dare to imagine her mother's disappointed and distressed and tearful eyes, let alone her father's angry and crazy expression, maybe in their eyes, she was a child who was not angry and let them down.
She thought all the way, wandering all the way. But once you've taken the first step, sometimes you can't hesitate to take the next step.
Although she even thought in her head, just stay with him for a night, tomorrow, yes, buy a ticket back tomorrow!
I'll be back tomorrow!
Put an end to this ridiculous behavior, and now is the time to come and play. I don't know why, once she arrived in the magic capital, she suddenly became afraid, afraid of this huge and deep city, afraid that if she really found Du Ou's cold expression in front of him, afraid that she would get lost in the vertical and horizontal of this city, and afraid that she was just wishful thinking, and in the end she still found nothing.
Look out the window at the endless stream of cars, at the glittering streetscape, at the huge billboards erected under the sunny sky, and at the overlapping city sky in the distance...... Her heart trembled.
She looked silently at the diving bird that was concentrating on driving, and was grateful.
He didn't misunderstand him, he still accepted himself.
She looked at him silently, and wanted to say something moving, but when it came to her mouth, she felt that she couldn't say it and swallowed it back.
She knew that he didn't like him very much, and it was already a great generosity to be able to answer her call today, and to be able to pick her up, and she knew that he had a figure in his heart for a long time, although he never mentioned it, but when they were together, she clearly felt that there was a figure who had been living among them, with a huge power, firmly blocking them. They can't really get close.
So on the way, she even thought that as long as she found Du Ou, she would leave him immediately and not entangle his life.
But as soon as she stepped into the diving bird's home, her thoughts involuntarily changed again, and the moment she opened the door and entered, she was stunned to see the scene in front of her.
She still vaguely remembered the scene of the first time she went to the home of the diving bird (see the second volume of "The Diving Bird and the Butterfly"), the old community, the small and cramped house, the simple living room, simple and shabby, at first glance it was the residence of a hurried traveler, and she didn't have time to clean up the scattered heart, how to have the mood to clean up everything around her.
It's nice to be able to keep it clean and tidy.
But she didn't care about any of this at the time, she even liked to play all kinds of love games with him in his small room, get close to him little by little, let him know that he liked him.
It was the happiest moment of my life to be able to have a simple dinner with him and watch him cook for him.
However, if the deceased is a husband, everything in the past will never come back.
She wanted to regain what was gone!
Is it possible?
The moment she stepped into the diving bird's house, she suddenly felt a heartbeat, and the violent contrast had to make her even breathless. She didn't expect the diving bird's home to be so luxurious and beautiful, and how rich he had become now.
At that moment, her mind went blank, almost like she was watching a movie, and the old black and white scene that had just stayed in flashback, a casual picture had switched to the ultimate brilliant future......
Qianqian's addition can be regarded as giving her a chance to breathe. Animals can always play a soothing function.
When she squatted down to touch Qianqian, she felt that she fell in love with the city in an instant. It seems to have a magical effect, making a person become another person, and also making a person's life a life that they can't imagine.
Qianqian wagged her tail at her, which was a sign of welcome.
When the diving bird asked her if she had eaten dinner, she simply forgot that she hadn't eaten anything since the afternoon.
Sitting in the car all afternoon, she was thinking about it, nervous, and unsure of what her fate would be. It wasn't until this moment that she remembered that she was actually hungry for a long time and had a faint stomach ache.
As she waited in the dining room for the diver to cook her pasta, she decided on a question that had haunted her all the way and even after entering the door: he was still single.
Obviously, the shadow that originally stood between them is still only a shadow, or it is difficult to say whether the shadow does not even exist.
A lot of things in this world are so unimaginable. She had always thought that after he returned to the magic capital, he might have found her again and married her. But no.