Butterfly suddenly realizes that she doesn't know about diving birds at all.

He wanted more than that, and now he was not paying attention to reveal his hidden heart.

The butterfly suddenly pushed him away, and his words made the butterfly's heart, which was still suspended in confusion, fall to the ground with great strength.

She said resolutely: It's late at night, you go to bed early.

The diving bird was still immersed in a beautiful reverie just now, and he hoped to ease the previous unpleasantness, and wanted to pull the butterfly to sink into this pink dream. The butterfly suddenly made such a determination, which made him a little confused.

He looked at her with his eyes propped up, ate and said, "No, come here, didn't we say it well."

The butterfly stood there barefoot, holding the cotton clothes in both hands, and said: It's too late, I'm sleepy.

The diving bird also jumped out of bed, pulling the butterfly, and actually showed a pleading expression like a child, and said coquettishly: What are you doing? Isn't it good? I don't want to sleep alone, I really don't.

The butterfly smiled very pale and said: I mean it.

The diving bird's eyes widened and he said, "I'm serious too."

The diving bird's heart was blurred, he didn't understand why the butterfly seemed to be a different person all of a sudden, why she reacted so violently when she said this, he didn't understand, he thought that the butterfly also liked to have another child, at least most women are like that.

He thinks that the kite is so cute, if there is another girl, wouldn't the two children be even more cute?

And from his heart, it's always a pity that he didn't watch the kite grow up.

And it's not that he is irresponsible, but that Butterfly has concealed it from the beginning, making him miss an opportunity to be a good father. The responsibility for the whole thing does not lie with itself, but with the butterfly. To this day, the diving bird has been struggling with this matter, and he feels that he cannot forgive the butterfly so easily.

And this good opportunity actually let that Zhuang Yousheng take it away in vain, and he was very unhappy. is obviously his own child, but he has let others be fathers for so many years. It's so unjust.

He always thought that he should fight for another such opportunity, let himself be a complete father, let Butterfly know how much he loves her and the children he has born, and let her really see how good a husband he is.

That's what he thought. He wanted to start all over again.

But he didn't know that the butterfly actually didn't intend to keep this child, how many ideological struggles it went through, and how much unbearable and hardship it endured in the process of giving birth to this child. These are undoubtedly a nightmare for butterflies.

But in his eyes, it was a rose-colored dream.

The butterfly didn't even want to think about it, so he said: That's all for today.

She suddenly became so cold, for a while the diving bird was a little unacceptable, he also changed his face, and said in a deep voice: What are you doing here? What kind of face do you want to show me? Where did I say it wrong?

The butterfly struggled with whether it was time to throw the door out.

The diving bird walked up to her and pushed her into a corner step by step, his gaze became cold, and he said word for word: What's wrong? Don't go back to that room tonight.

The butterfly also said word for word: No.

The diving bird laughed a little and said, "There are some things that you can't help you, you know?"

The butterfly said: Don't force me.

The diving bird said: What do you want?

Butterfly was stunned, and she didn't know what she wanted.

The diving bird said, "If you don't stay tonight, I'll leave at once." Tell you, I'm not rare for your little bed, I have a big and soft bed waiting for me at home, it's not because of you, why should I wronged myself to sleep in this small room?

Butterfly didn't say a word, the tip of his nose was already against her forehead.

His tone was full of threat: So, you know what I'm staying for, so why are you pretending?

The butterfly felt that she had no way out, and suddenly plucked up the courage to say, "But I don't want to."

The diving bird was stunned for a moment, his heart was full of unhappiness, and gradually his temper came up, and he felt that all his good words had been said, and the butterfly was obviously a little ignorant.

He said: You are so self-righteous, do you really think that I have no other woman to ask for besides you? I put you at the top of my heart because I like you, but don't be too conceited, you are no longer the young woman you used to be, have you forgotten how old you are now? To put it mildly, that Zhuang Yousheng is actually a dead man, and you are waiting for him in vain. Also, if you walk out of this room today, I'll leave immediately. And if I leave today, I will never come back.

The butterfly was silent, she couldn't speak, and her heart was in shambles...... Pain, contradiction, hesitation, reluctance, disgust, disgust, and shame are all gathered in one place.

She felt the diving bird lower her head and began to kiss herself, she tried her best to resist, he did not give up, the two of them fought fiercely, and even bit her lip, she felt the blood seep between their lips and teeth, the faint smell of blood, it was terrifying......

A nameless anger welled up in the butterfly's heart. With all her strength, she pushed so hard that she almost knocked the diving bird down, and he staggered back several steps, looking at the butterfly in surprise and inexplicability. The butterfly turned and wanted to leave.

The diving bird said: I have a few words that I have always wanted to ask you-

The butterfly stopped and said, "What?"

The diving bird said: I want to ask you, how long did you know him when you first got married?

The butterfly hesitated for a moment and said, "Actually, it's not long."

The diving bird said subtly: If I hadn't snubbed you, would you have married me?

The butterfly said, "Yes."

The diving bird sighed and said, "Why did you choose him in that case?" You know I've always wanted to be with you. You know it, but you choose a man you've only known for a short time. I don't understand, do you really like him that much? Like him even surpasses me?

The butterfly settled down, the tenderness and sweetness that were ignited just now have been extinguished, no matter what kind of love, it is ashes after burning. She thought, yes, that there are some things that have been said in this regard, and it is time to make them clear.

She turned her head and stared at the man in front of her for a long time, the man she had loved so much back then, the man who had his shadow in his dreams in his eyes, but now it was really time to part, how could she bear to say those sad words? His face looked pale at the moment, his eyes were red, and his eyes were full of sadness, and it was obvious that he was also making a final struggle. If he wasn't really forced to do anything, how could he be willing to take off the shell that protected him like this, and ask the butterfly humbly.

The butterfly said: Not like that. You should know that the two of us are the same kind of people, or too much alike. In love, they belong to the kind of people who are selfish and eager to be tolerated, always longing for the other party to love themselves more, and too much about the gains and losses between each other. In fact, you may not realize that you chose me because you thought that I was so much older than you, and I should be the woman who selflessly tolerated and cared for you, so you like mature women, because you yourself also need someone to warm you, and you can ask for the love you want from her. And the mistake is that I am also a very lonely and fragile person at heart, and I don't have that big heart to tolerate a man. Some women can love and love a man at the age of 20 like a woman at the age of 40, while some women may not be able to do this even if they are 40 years old. It's not about age. It's a matter of choosing right or wrong. Do you know, many times you have been angry with me like that, making awkward troubles, always waiting for me to take the initiative to show favor to you and take the initiative to make peace. But I can't. I admit that I am an absolutely selfish woman.

The eyes of the diving bird become very strange, indescribably strange, and even become very hollow and empty.

The butterfly choked back tears and said: You may not know that Zhuang Yousheng will never leave me alone, let me bear the torment alone, wait in fear, and look forward to it for a long time...... I don't know how much I love him, or whether I love him or not, but with him, I haven't shed a single tear.