Chapter 877: Xi Qian's heart is sick and she can't extricate herself Qin Yue can't convince herself that she doesn't mind
Dai Xiqian is actually a poor woman, her mental state has actually had some problems for a long time, everything started from the second she lost Tang Likun.
Since Dai Xiqian sent Tang Likun away, the whole person's state has fallen into a slump. No matter how well-intentioned the people around her accompany her, she can only remember the way Tang Likun talked to herself before he died, her whole person was immersed in the memories of that time, and when she was awake, she was particularly tormented and sad, that kind of mood could not be erased and changed by others, she began to drink, and began to like the feeling of drunken life and death, that feeling surrounded her, and she could really see Tang Likun who made her fascinated in a trance, It was the only thing she was most satisfied with and the only thing she was pursuing.
Pan Xixi saw that Dai Xiqian had no owner, so she took the initiative to find her and forcibly dragged her to work. When she arrived at Sissi Art School, Pan Xixi thought that this kind of dispersion at work could distract Dai Xiqian's attention a little, and the whole person could become more energetic, maybe she could make Dai Xiqian's body better, and her spirit would be more optimistic and positive.
But I didn't expect that Dai Xiqian, who usually looks very strong and a little stubborn, encountered this incident like meeting her own death, she was completely uninterested in anything, no matter what topic Pan Xixi said, or held Dai Xiqian responsible for her work, Dai Xiqian still had no special reaction, and the whole person still looked depressed.
This appearance made Pan Xixi very worried about Dai Xiqian, but she couldn't do anything, so she could only go back and tell Pan Xixi about Dai Xiqian's state. Pan Xixi said anxiously, Jia Siyun thought of the deceased Tang Likun, tears were also full of eyes, their brothers have not been easy to go this way, they have had festivals with each other, and they have had troubles, but the two of them are more of that inseparable brotherhood, I still remember that the two of them had a good meal and fun together a few days ago, who would have thought that life is so fragile.
Jia Siyun and Pan Xixi were sentimental, and then the two of them studied how to give Dai Xiqian the confidence to come out, she just needed an exit to come out. Jia Siyun suggested that Pan Xixi let her take Dai Xiqian to some places where she had been with Tang Likun before, to find good memories of the past, and to go to the places where Tang Likun took Dai Xiqian to play.
Later, Tang Chaohao appeared, on the surface, with Tang Hao, the three of them lived a happy life, and Dai Xiqian also looked positive and optimistic and loved life. But in fact, there is no day when Dai Xiqian really didn't think of Tang Likun at all, it seems that the dream words she said in the dream for a long time are all about Tang Likun, Dai Xiqian feels that she is a humble and terrible woman, she has been lying next to Tang Chaohao, and then the two of them have a young son, and they have not been able to change the fact that this dream is about Tang Likun, she feels that she is not loyal, and she can't afford to let go, and she looks down on herself a little in her bones, which is also an important reason why she felt that she and Pan Xixi could not be compared at first, All this was torture for her.
No matter how successful her career is, emotionally she still has such a blank and regret that she dare not say but is everywhere, so sometimes she even wants to manipulate her son Tang Hao, which is an important evidence that Tang Likun has been here and spent with herself, and it is also her most important gift, but now her son is uncontrollable, and there is nowhere to vent her feelings, and her inexplicable jealousy of Pan Xixi still exists, every day Dai Xiqian's heart is like a knife, she loves Tang Chaohao, but what she remembers in her life is still Tang Likun, and she doesn't know what to do.
Qin Yue actually seemed to be very arrogant on the surface and didn't care about anything, she hadn't asked anything like that since she asked about the matter between Song Kunning and Zhao Kunning last time, and the relationship with Song Kunning was also in the same state as before, but in fact, her heart was already full of minds.
Qin Yue had no way to ignore the past that belonged to Song Kunning and belonged to her current lover, Song Kunning at that time gave up everything for Zhao Kunning, and without saying a word, she identified her and lived with Zhao Kunning. Let's not talk about love or not, just this kind of practice, Zhao Kunning was already very moved, she decided that since Song Kunning could be so desperate, at least it shouldn't be hot-headed for a while. Zhao Kunning must cherish all this as a matter of course, this kind of life makes Zhao Kunning feel satisfied, and she is more determined to do a good job.
Although these four words are easy to say, they are very difficult to do. Zhao Kunning and Song Kunning began to study the reopening of a new restaurant, in order to ensure that nothing went wrong, they went to various places to investigate, and they conducted a very detailed investigation of the prices and taste preferences of various dishes. All kinds of markets, they have carefully used various means and methods to find out.
The hearts of both people are hot, and they almost never distinguish between you and me, because when they see each other, they can find the source of strength, and the two of them have become each other's dependence, and because of this dependence, they have become stronger. In the early preparations, both of them are constantly working hard, and they are also running in with each other and exchanging experiences. Although Song Kunning has paid so much, he still feels that he owes Zhao Kunning too much, because they spend the money on work, and their diet can only be coarse and light, whenever Song Kunning apologizes to Zhao Kunning with guilt, Zhao Kunning constantly comforts Song Kunning, saying that no matter what kind of things she will experience with him or what kind of life she will live, she will feel happy.
The choice of location and the decoration of the various restaurants, both of them were actively involved. Finally able to find a suitable location and location, the two of them set out to find a suitable time to open. It wasn't until the time to find the opening date that the two realized that it wasn't a simple matter. After searching for various people's calculations of the day, as well as inferences, the date was finally settled.
And now, it has always been Qin Yue who has been helping Song Kunning, and the romance that should have belonged to him rarely even makes Qin Yue feel that no matter how good others see the relationship between you, it is also someone else's perspective, and how she is doing, only she knows that Song Kunning does not love her so deeply, maybe there is a kind of love that can only be given to one person, she can understand this sentence, but she still doesn't want to understand why that person can't be her?