Fang Yun is indeed as fat as a balloon, before Fang Yun was a girl with an oval body, she always complained that she was fat if she didn't eat in college, but the butterfly was not fat when she ate it, she was envious. Fortunately, she is cheerful and easy-going by nature, and it doesn't matter if she is fat, she is still with butterflies, she eats when she should eat, and drinks when she should drink.

After getting married, she lost weight for a while, because she was too busy with work, she had to be a class teacher, and she was busy with tutoring children to make money to repay bank loans. The butterfly saw that her whole body was charred, as haggard and withered as a mummy that had been drained of blood. Fang Yun in front of him, although his face was still gray and bloodless, he still looked better than he was at that time.

"Giving birth, aren't you tired?" The butterfly has been trying to ask, and finally asks.

"Don't mention it, it's just not human. I wanted to die. Fang Yun said plainly, but from her frightened eyes, the butterfly couldn't help but gasp.

"It was a natural birth, I couldn't give birth, hey, then I was out of weakness, I had no strength at all, the doctor originally asked my mother to cheer me on the side, I didn't want my mother to be more fragile than me, I was going to faint first, and then I called my husband in. Hey—"

The butterfly listened with its ears pricked up, and it seemed that it could imagine how heart-wrenching the scene was.

"And then where? How did you give birth? ”

"It's all on the forceps." She sighed. Her face twitched, as if her whole body suddenly trembled.

Butterfly suddenly felt that she shouldn't let a person who had just been tortured recall the whole experience of torture at once, wasn't this torture? It's devastating.

As a woman, of course, Butterfly also knows that giving birth to a child is a painful process, usually when she has menstruation every month, she always has to experience a day or so of painful days, then Fan Fan will serve her carefully, ask her how she is, if she wants a hot water bottle, and whether it hurts. At that time, her temper would be particularly bad, but Fan Fan was like a faithful hound, caring for her carefully and considerately.

But she has never experienced childbirth, and she can't imagine what kind of inhuman experience it will be. She shuddered to think about it, let alone ask her to go through it once and for all. She couldn't even think about it.

At that time, Fan Fan would also mention the matter of the child intentionally or unintentionally, saying, I must give birth to a girl in the future, as white and beautiful as you.

The butterfly would give him a blank look and say, "You are going to die alone."

Fan Fan looked at her, grinned, and said, I know you also like children, but it's just a mouthful.

Butterfly didn't want to discuss the child's affairs with him, Butterfly's world felt that there was only herself, and Fan Fan's world should only be herself, and she shouldn't be separated by a child who suddenly appeared.

She would always bow her head and be silent, but Fan Fan clearly felt that she would definitely have a child with her in the future, and even in the quiet night, after the enthusiasm, he would hold her still warm body, and a person was stupid and thought: What will their children look like? A little more like him, or a little more like her, he wants to be more like her from the bottom of his heart. Don't be like yourself, five big and three coarse, not meticulous at all. Girls should be like Jingdezhen's porcelain, delicate and white. He would think about it and fall asleep.

Once, the butterfly's menstrual period was delayed for a long time, and the butterfly was so anxious that she didn't know what to do, and she thought about going to the hospital for a check-up. also complained to Fan Fan vigorously, it was all because he was bad and hurt her.

Although Fan Fan kept comforting her and said, it will be fine, believe me, I won't lie to you.

But she was secretly happy in her heart, but she really hoped that she really had a child, maybe they, they could marry their son.

At that time, he was happy, cooking good food and serving butterflies every day, and made all kinds of excuses to delay butterflies not going to the hospital, he was afraid that if he knew that he had a child, butterflies would go for surgery. He thought of ways to stabilize the butterfly, because he knew that the butterfly was really made. How could he not understand her temper?

But fate did not give him a hope. The butterflies arrived a week later. Fan Fan looked at the butterfly with a reassuring smile on his face in frustration, but he couldn't be happy.

"Really? Don't talk about that, but fortunately you were born. To be honest, I really admire you. ”

"yes, I admire myself, too." Fang Yun smiled again. "I felt like I was going to die, really, I didn't want to live anymore."

"Your husband must be very happy, too."

"He? Presumably, who knows? Fang Yun said casually, a hint of ridicule flashed on his face, although it flashed, he was still noticed by the butterfly.

The butterfly listened to this, and her heart was inexplicably excited. Fang Yun didn't say any more, and Butterfly felt that it was not good for her to ask any more, but from her tone, Butterfly heard something different. Thinking back to the kind of performance when her husband was there just now, it was not at all like the ecstasy and excitement of a first-time father shown on TV.

Sometimes it's a hurt to be calm.

The two of them fell silent for a moment. The butterfly took the opportunity to turn her head and touch the child's little hand, so soft, so soft, like a piece of glutinous rice cake. When the butterfly touched her, her little hands shook and her mouth squirmed, as if she had just eaten something.

Butterfly thought, if she and Fan Fan really had a child at that time, what would the ending be? Maybe it's time for kids to go to kindergarten now. Thinking of this, my cheeks suddenly became darkly hot.

"Are they here, your mother-in-law?"

Butterfly felt like she was a little speechless.

"They're already on their way, probably today."

"Have you decided on a name?"

"It's okay, it's called Zexi, because she was born in the early morning, and I hope she can be blessed for the rest of her life."

"What a name." The butterfly muttered.

"You forgot, you still gave me this name?" Fang Yun patted the butterfly's hand and said, waking up the butterfly who was still confused.

Yes, how can you forget it, it was still when Fang Yun first got married, in her boudoir, the two of them laughed and chatted, and when it came to what to call in case she had a child, Fang Yun insisted on asking Butterfly to help her find a few good names, Butterfly was also fun at that time, so she wrote a few names on the paper, saying, I gave these names to me. She remembered that there was the name Ze Xi in it, saying that if she was born in the morning, she would be called Ze Xi, and if she was born in the evening, she would be called Ze Chen, and Chen would be Baoyu. Unexpectedly, a joke at that time, in a flash, became a reality. Right now, this baby girl who is still in her infancy is called Zexi.

Zexi, Zexi, you have come to this seemingly flowery world, but you don't know how many flowing water and flowers have fallen in the red dust, and the love disaster is unpredictable?