Qingqing finally felt that many of her things and many feelings were not understood by anyone at all, and many of the things she cared about were not cared about by everyone at all, Qingqing felt that the current situation really shouldn't continue to insist on leaving, it was better to accept the status quo, continue to study in school, and have a bright future.

But Qingqing always feels a little uncomfortable in her heart, she doesn't know how to face all this, she especially wants to say what she thinks in her heart, even if there is no interaction after saying it, she can also satisfy the desire in her heart to talk, life is not always beautiful, and the relationship between people is not always close, in what way can everyone listen to herself? remembered that she had that feeling before because Sun Xiaoxi didn't do what she promised herself, so she simply entangled with each other, Qingqing was young and vigorous at that time, and she had to fight.

I remember at that time, Qingqing suddenly remembered her live broadcast career, and immediately did it when she thought of it, but she didn't expect her to rebroadcast like this, and many fans came to cheer, everyone's enthusiasm made Qingqing's heart feel very warm, such feelings and moods have really not been passed for a long time.

Qingqing began to talk to her fans about Sun Xiaoxi, although she did not name her name or reveal any information, but this still attracted everyone's attention, and they guessed who Qingqing was talking about in the live broadcast room, Qingqing finally felt everyone's attention and her own value, she decided to continue the live broadcast and confide in everyone what was in her heart.

The result was that she and Sun Xiaoxi reconciled, and even said that for such a long time, she still clearly remembered Sun Xiaoxi's expression at that time, and took the initiative to admit her mistakes, in Qingqing's opinion, it was the first time that she had won a victory in adults when she was a child. Although she and Sun Xiaoxi have not had much contact with each other now, the sense of accomplishment at that time is still deeply remembered by Qingqing in the bottom of her heart.

Now the attitude of her family towards her really makes her feel more angry than at that time, why do the relatives around her care so much about her now, or that there are still so many contradictions between them? There are a lot of things that Qingqing really can't figure out how to think about it.

Qingqing decided not to contact her family for a period of time now, and even punished these people who didn't care so much about herself, hoping that they could understand that they should treat their relatives at home well, and don't deal with all this with that attitude of not caring about themselves to face all this.

So she deliberately told Jia Siyun about her mother's suspicions and dissatisfaction as a stranger, Jia Siyun was worried that she would know about these past things, and now she was even more angry, and went back to have a big fight with Pan Xixi unscrupulously, originally Pan Xixi also felt that she wanted to silently find evidence and save some face for Jia Siyun, what if her suspicions were superfluous? But I didn't expect him to open his mouth first, then he was not embarrassed, the two of them began a long-lasting quarrel, Qingqing saw this scene for some reason full of an inexplicable pleasure that should not be there, that kind of mood is also very special, Qingqing doesn't know what will happen in the future, but as long as she is valued, she thinks it is all worth it. Nine peaches

Time always can't allow too much breathing, Qingqing is already so old, her brother is naturally much older than herself, although Qingqing knows that this brother has nothing to do with her, but it seems that he has always been the best for her in memory.

I remember that Jia Chuan had just graduated from college at that time, because he had always put all his experience on studying in college, and he naturally found a better job after graduation. Even though he was abroad, he still found a way to live and a place to stand. The ignorant and sweet first love in college is also the beautiful feeling that he has always had an aftertaste.

Qingqing is independent, but she is also used to living with her brother. Jia Chuan considered that his sister was already a teenager, and it was already a matter of course for him to live by himself as a teenager abroad, so he wanted to find a separate place for Qingqing to live in, so that she could have an independent space for herself. Of course, Jia Chuan is also selfish, he has reached the age of falling in love, and has a better and stable job, of course, the next step is to talk about a sweet love.

Took her sister to a lot of communities, but Qingqing was not satisfied, either said that the decoration was not good, or she disliked it too far from Jia Chuan's residence, originally Qingqing felt that her brother was just a whim, and wanted to try whether she was independent enough, as long as she didn't want to be independent, her brother would not drive herself out, but this lasted for a long time, she realized that her brother had always wanted her to go out, so she finally chose a place to go up and down with her brother, and rented a house to live by herself.

Qingqing has also reached the age of the beginning of love, and she saw that some of the children around her even knew the meaning of the word object, and even whether it was chasing stars or envy and admiration, they had time to talk about other boys, and of course she was more integrated into it in order to be gregarious. For her, the best thing she can do is talk to them about her brother, who is the hero she will always be the only one and only in her heart.

She admires Jia Chuan, likes him, and likes this feeling of being protected by her brother, so the more she thinks about this, the more Qingqing feels that she should go to him earlier, Jia Chuan will make all his sadness disappear, and he may be the only person around him who really cares about him.

But just got there, but found that Sun Nuan was also there, too, my brother is now a family person, Sun Nuan is now the one who should accompany my brother, although both of them politely entertained Qingqing, let Qingqing live there, and the meal was even more delicious, but Qingqing saw that the kind and kind Jia Chuan always felt that there was no such kind of care from relatives, but there was a lot of estrangement, as if entertaining some ordinary but not always coming guests, for fear of neglect, But that kind of warmth is deliberately created, and it is not real and not so beautiful.

Qingqing left while they were asleep, she seemed to be the superfluous one everywhere, she became more and more sad, but she didn't know when this sadness would be relieved, Qingqing hoped that she could return to the previous state of mind, instead of being full of doubts about the people and things around her now, looking forward to the arrival of normal life.