When watching the butterfly suddenly find a nominal job for himself with neither a unit nor any income, Zhuang You's ecology is more obscure.

He also hopes that Butterfly can find something to do on his own and not stay too idle at home, because many times when he comes home, he will see a woman in a trance, looking at his smile will seem indescribably pale, as if he has no soul at all. He was also very surprised by this for a while.

Since Butterfly started posting novels on the Internet, she seems to have regained her vitality, and she talks more to herself every day, so that she doesn't always smile stupidly, and then float away like a ghost, deliberately avoiding herself.

In short, the whole person is much more lively, and Zhuang Yousheng is also very pleased to see this. For a while, he did feel that the butterfly had become a little scary, and he couldn't tell what the reason was, but the whole person looked trance-like and wrong. He encouraged her to go out for a walk, don't always be bored at home like this, a good person is bored alive. But she didn't want to go anywhere, she became a little afraid of meeting people, and isolated herself.

In fact, no one imprisoned her, and the butterfly imprisoned herself herself. He built an invisible island, and was isolated from the world by himself with a stop kite.

It's not that there is no monsoon, and it's not really barren, but she doesn't want to stand on the beach to take a look, in fact, the distant world is not far away from her. She just didn't want to take that step herself.

Zhuang Yousheng has been persuading her to contact her friends, there is no need to be so lonely because of raising a child. But she wouldn't. Although he didn't say anything, but with that kind of empty eyes, Zhuang Yousheng could roughly guess her inner world.

She used to be an extremely good and strong woman, but now she has become extremely inferior. No work, no income, with children, housewife...... It all became a pressure point in her heart, burning her self-esteem.

Although Zhuang Yousheng didn't understand, he saw it very clearly. He didn't say it, and she was even more disgusted when he did.

This made Zhuang Yousheng very helpless. The marriage of the two people is like something unseemly, secretive, but fortunately, Zhuang Yousheng is also more lonely. It's just a world of two people, and there is no need for an extra pair of boring eyes, or an extra idle mouth.

Occasionally, Zhuang Yousheng also had some socializing and socializing, and would ask the butterfly if he would like to go with him, but every butterfly refused. Zhuang Yousheng had no choice but to go alone. Outside, he rarely mentioned things at home, once Lin Motian asked about them, Zhuang Yousheng said a few words, she was at home with the children.

Regarding the marriage between Zhuang Yousheng and Butterfly, Lin Motian still heard about it from the mouths of others by chance. To be honest, Lin Motian's surprise was self-evident.

Because Butterfly has lost contact with her since the magazine closed, he took the initiative to contact her, but it was all in vain. Gradually, Lin Motian gave up, a man with status and status like him naturally wouldn't worry about a woman for too long.

If you refuse, I will depart.

But the doubts in Lin Motian's heart couldn't be eliminated for a long time, he couldn't figure it out, how could Zhuang Yousheng and the butterfly come together? And right under his nose, Zhuang Yousheng actually had a better hand than himself and got this woman.

However, since knowing about the marriage between Zhuang Yousheng and Butterfly, Lin Motian and Zhuang Yousheng's world has become clean and has nothing to do with it. In this calligraphy and painting circle, both of them will deliberately avoid it, maintaining the style of gentlemen's friendship that is unique to literati.

If writing novels online can become your new happy point, a benign hobby, Zhuang Yousheng is undoubtedly supportive.

If you like to write, just write, anyway, this family doesn't want you to do anything.

But the crux of the problem is here, originally he thought that Butterfly would write for a while, and slowly began to slack off, after all, a woman, he knows that writing is the same as painting, what is needed is not a momentary enthusiasm, but long-term persistence, and later, it doesn't matter what talent is not talented, it is purely a test of a person's tenacity.

He doesn't think butterflies have the will to do that. This is not at all the same thing as writing a manuscript or two for a magazine in the past. Once you want to become a professional player, the hardships are not something that most people can imagine.

He thought that after the butterfly had been writing for a while, he might start fishing for three days and drying the nets for two days, and then he would fish for one day and dry the nets for four days. He thought butterflies were just interest.

Another dark point in his heart lies in this, he just hopes that she will take writing as a hobby, nourish her life, and not work so hard, let alone as a career, because it will be completely different. It's better to write and play, write occasionally, don't invest too much energy and time, he has become accustomed to it over the years, and all her time belongs to them.

But the truth was somewhat unexpected.

Butterfly showed super persistence, because even though no one was reading it on the Internet, and she didn't even have a fan, she still wrote and updated every day as always.

And every day more and more time is spent, and almost the whole day is devoted to this useless, fruitless, hopeless and tedious work.

He didn't know where her concentration and conviction came from, anyway, she was like an ascetic, with a spiritual attitude of writing. Zhuang Yousheng knows that once you enter this mode, you will start a longer journey, and sometimes once you adapt to the realm of penance, it will become a certain habit, in other words, the whole person will become reborn.

That's what he feared.

He wants to live with a woman he likes, not a hard-working artist. What kind of madness will the lives of two crazy artists go into? He barely dared to think about it.

He was a little confused, what kind of woman was this woman? She became more and more unbelievable to him. If you want to talk about today's life, it should be regarded as worry-free food and clothing, he can provide her with a very rich life, comfortable and comfortable, everything does not have to worry about her, as long as she takes care of the kite.

Most women should be satisfied.

He gave her enough stability, warmth and patience, and although they didn't live together exactly, on the surface they looked like most couples, except that they knew each other more respectful and humble.

Occasionally they will have a meal outside; will also take a walk in the moonlight every night with a kite; They will talk together; I will also go to the movies together when the blockbuster movie is released.