Chapter 485, Interpretation
Zeng Rong was secretly sighing to himself in front of a pot of daffodils, when he suddenly heard movement outside, and was hesitating whether to go out to say hello to Ouyang Si, when he saw the door curtain lifted, and Xiaoluzi accompanied Ouyang Si in.
Xiao Luzi probably didn't expect Zeng Rong to be there, so he first glanced at the desk in front of her, and then said with a smile: "When did Miss Zeng come, why didn't anyone pour a cup of tea?" ”
"It's okay, I'm coming." After Zeng Rong finished speaking, he stepped forward and saluted Ouyang Si, "Ah Rong has seen Brother Ouyang. ”
"You, you're not here on an errand?" A trace of disappointment flashed in Ouyang Si's eyes, so fast that he didn't even catch Zeng Rong, but fell into Ah Chun's eyes.
"No, I'm on an errand by the emperor's side, and I'm here for something." Zeng Rong smiled.
Ouyang Si also knew that the palace was not a place where he could talk at will, and seeing that Zeng Rong didn't say anything, he didn't ask, so he took the initiative to explain: "I just talked about the Three Kingdoms with His Second Highness, and His Second Highness said that he has a new set of "Three Kingdoms" in his study, which is the official history, and I want to borrow it to read." ”
When Zeng Rong heard this, he took a step back, pointed to the bookshelf on the west wall and said, "The books on scripture and history are here, if Brother Ouyang doesn't have anything else you want, I'll help you find this book." ”
"You, you come here a lot?" Ouyang Si couldn't help but ask.
"Not often, only five or six times." Zeng Rong replied.
It is true that she rarely comes to Chuhua Palace, but she knows Zhu Heng's habits, the study here is roughly the same as Cining Palace, Zeng Rong came once and understood it.
"Is it hard to be on an errand in the palace?" Ouyang Si asked casually as he walked to the bookshelf.
"It's okay, it's much better than in my hometown." Zeng Rong smiled, and the clouds were light and light.
But this smile fell in Ouyang Si's eyes, but it was another interpretation, because he knew better than Zeng Rong what kind of life the original owner had lived before, he didn't want to help this poor little girl, but he was too busy to take care of himself.
It's just that what he never expected was that this little girl was finally forced to commit suicide by jumping into the lake, at that moment? In addition to being distressed, he blamed himself more.
This is also why he will later come to the door to help Zeng Rong see a doctor, advance money to buy medicine, and even help her get out of that home? In the end, I was worried that she would not have the ability to survive, and taught her to collect medicine and so on.
Originally, I thought that I would come back to her again when I had the ability? How did you know that this little girl gave another surprise? Or frightened, he actually took the Xu family and followed the Xu family into Beijing.
At that moment, he couldn't say what mood he was in? Seems to be relieved? But he was faintly a little lost, relieved that he didn't have to be responsible for this matter anymore, and what was lost was that he was not the little girl's dependant after all? Most of the little girls also knew this before they resolutely left? Even if it's a slave sale? I don't want to stay where I am and embarrass him.
Of course? It is not ruled out that Zeng Rong chose to leave because of the heartbreak of those so-called family members? Not necessarily because of him.
Whatever the reason? Ouyang Si is sure that Zeng Rong is kind, and it is precisely because of her kindness that she will take the two brothers out when she has a little ability, although these two brothers also gave her a lot of pain when they were critical.
Therefore? Ouyang Si was extremely sour when he saw Zeng Rong's smile? Who doesn't know the pain of being uprooted from home and alone? But for a twelve-year-old girl? But it is better to leave her hometown alone than to be with her parents and family, but think about how deep the pain that family has brought her.
"I'm sorry. I, I ... "Ouyang thought said that he had betrayed Zeng Rong's trust? But there were two outsiders in the house, and he couldn't say that.
But this sudden apology made Zeng Rong stunned for a while, and after thinking about it for a while, he remembered that this should not be said to her, but to Ah Hua.
"Brother Ouyang, don't say that. Let me tell you, before you came in, I looked at the little koi in the narcissus basin and suddenly realized a sentence, 'Zifei fish know the joy of fish', the birds soaring in the sky think that they fly high and see far, they must be happier than the fish in this pond, but the fish in this pond swim around happily, who can say that the birds must be happier than the fish? Therefore, you must not be careful, if it were not for you, I am afraid that the grass on my grave should be there... ”
Before he finished speaking, Zhu Heng's voice sounded outside, "Ah Rong, don't talk nonsense." ”
He can't listen to such words, and he is taboo to live or die, let alone the grave or something.
As soon as the words fell, Xiao Haizi lifted the curtain and pushed Zhu Heng in.
Zeng Rong smiled and stepped forward to take the wheelchair, "It's no nonsense, it's catching up with Brother Ouyang." ”
Ouyang Si was confused again by Zeng Rong's words, and when he saw Zhu Heng, he was busy gathering his mind, and pulled out a smile, "I also realized a sentence today, 'Recognize three days when you are impressed', Ah Rong's words seem simple, but they are very transparent, and they can't be realized without a certain life experience, so I admire them." ”
"Really? Why do I feel like I'm saying this? I'm not just trapped in this small pool, but I want to go out and look at the sky outside, but unfortunately, I can only sit in the well and watch the sky. Zhu Heng laughed at himself.
These words made Ouyang think about it again, Zeng Ronggang praised Zi Feiyu Anzhi Fish, saying that he did not envy the birds soaring in the sky, Zhu Heng compared himself to a fish in a blink of an eye, this is a warning to him, right?
Warn him not to think about Zeng Rong, Zeng Rong has made it clear that he likes fish, not him.
But who said he was the bird that soared in the sky?
Although he has an extra pair of legs than Zhu Heng, he has a lot of things on his body, and he has been overwhelmed by all these years. Otherwise, he would definitely not leave Zeng Rong and walk away by himself, because he also has his own responsibilities and obligations.
"Your Royal Highness has been thinking a lot, what can trap people is never a pair of legs, but a lot of invisible things. In fact, how many people can be truly happy in life? The so-called contentment and happiness is probably what it means, don't stick to temporary gains and losses, God is fair, and some of the things you lose will definitely be given back to you in another place. After Ouyang Si finished speaking, he also smiled.
At this moment, he seemed to have let go of a lot, and he also understood Fang Cai Zeng Rong's light smile.
"Hey, what day is it, how did you all become philosophers? Okay, let's not talk about this, can you find the book that Brother Ouyang wants? Zhu Heng diverted the conversation, he didn't want anyone other than him to see Zeng Rong's goodness.
Brother Ouyang smiled, turned around and glanced at the bookshelf, quickly pulled out a few books, looked at the two of them meaningfully, and said goodbye with a smile.