After the kite went to school, the butterfly finally breathed a sigh of relief, which was a very important step in the life of the kite, which meant that he was about to say goodbye to the child and really grow up. On the first day, when the butterflies went to send off the kites, they were very excited, and both of them were very excited.

They all woke up early in the morning, and in bed, the butterfly noticed that the kite was staring at herself with big eyes, and asked: Mom, is it time to get up? Don't be late.

Butterfly comforted him and said: Morning, let's sleep for a while, anyway, it's only a few minutes away from the past, and it's too late, and my mother will call you then.

The kite rolled over and fell asleep again. But the butterfly couldn't sleep anymore, so she got up and dressed, and then quietly walked out of the bedroom, closed the door, and went to the kitchen to get breakfast.

As soon as I walked to the kitchen, I saw that the schoolbag that Zhi Kite had arranged last night was very conspicuously resting on the glass dining table.

Butterfly saw it, and was very relieved, because last night it was his own schoolbag, and Butterfly was helping to see it, and he also pushed the butterfly away and said: Mom, I'll come by myself, I will.

Butterfly could only sit and watch him tidy up. He did it in a methodical way. However, in order to wrap books and sharpen pencils or something, the two of them were still busy until late, and the butterfly was a little angry when he saw that the time was wrong, urging him to finish quickly, wash his face and brush his teeth and prepare for sleep. I really can't stand it, so the butterfly has to go into battle by myself, and I can do it by dividing five by two.

The kite didn't seem to be at ease, and wanted to see if there was anything missing, but the butterfly was annoyed and said: Okay, it's okay, don't have obsessive-compulsive disorder, don't go to sleep if you go down again, what time is it?

Zhi Kite went to the bathroom to brush his teeth with anxiety, and while brushing his teeth, he ran to the butterfly uneasily, and looked at what the butterfly was doing in his school bag. The butterfly looked at him and said, "Don't worry, I didn't mess around, I promise not to mess with your things." Mom is not a person who has not spent books? Anyway, I also graduated from graduate school, and your mother was okay to study back then.

The kitten brushed her teeth quickly, and then the kitten wiped her face like a mess, and ran to the table anxiously, and opened her schoolbag to look at it. The butterflies watched from the sidelines, and they couldn't laugh or cry. This child is so obsessive-compulsive at such a young age, what should he do when he grows up?

The butterfly hugged her shoulders, looked at it leisurely and asked, "How is it?" Satisfied?

The kite looked at it, and it was indeed neat and orderly, and her mother did not move, with a satisfied look, and said: Well, it's okay. Mom, you say, what will happen tomorrow?

Butterfly was stunned when she heard this, and said: You don't have to worry about tomorrow, your mother will send you there in the morning, and then you will obediently listen to the teacher's arrangement. Why are you so anxious? You've made me uneasy. Don't think about it so much, reading a book is not as troublesome as you think. It's time to take a shower.

The kite said: Haven't you washed your face?

The butterfly was surprised and said, "Who told you to wash your face?" Brushed my teeth and took a shower. Aren't you washing anything today? The little fart is not washed anymore? Tomorrow, everyone's children will be fragrant, and you will be stinky.

She had to go back to the bedroom to get her pajamas and take a shower.

The butterfly had just settled down with the kite, and then went to the bath to brush her teeth, and felt a little tired inexplicably during the bath, and I don't know why. When she came out of the bedroom after taking a shower, she found that she had fallen asleep, her little face was flushed, she was sleeping on a soft pillow, and her head was resting on her pillow, and she was sleeping very peacefully.

The butterfly stood by the bed and watched it for a while. Then he felt that he was completely sleepy, so he quietly walked into the hall, went to the balcony, and looked outside. The weather in September is still hot, and although it is not as hot as in July and August, the wind still has a warm feeling. However, at this time, it is also late at night, and the wind coming through the walls and leaves seems to be able to give people a feeling of autumn coolness.

At least it's not that Orge, but it's very refreshing, a little silky. That's right, the wind blows all over the body, giving it a silky feel.

The butterfly only wore a thin and soft nightgown, with nothing underneath, barefoot, not even slippers, and stood barefoot on the balcony, looking at the dark and dreary sky.

She suddenly felt a little hungry, and she really wanted to eat a piece of sweet and greasy chocolate. It blooms in the mouth with a bittersweet feeling.

She hadn't eaten chocolate for a long time, and she still remembered that she actually liked chocolate the most, the kind of chocolate with a very bitter taste, Fan Fan always bought the whole box and gave it to her.

He also likes chocolate, but he prefers the sweeter taste, and he likes everything sweet. Once, Butterfly bought a bitter piece of chocolate, and he took a bite and never wanted to eat it again.

Butterfly often thinks now that she has met three men in her life, but in fact, it is Fan Fan who is really infatuated with her.

He always put her first, she was the most important woman in his life, and even this feeling of attachment surpassed his parents.

And this kind of emotion has never had time to hide, it is so direct, so frank, Fan Fan never evades, will not tease, and will not forbear. When He loves you, you are everything to Him, the One, the Absolute. He also doesn't like slow love, the kind of pretentious, hypocritical love, or rather, the kind of restrained and obscene love, love should be hot, agitated, and let two people burn in this love.

Of course, if he feels that the flame of love has cooled, he will also leave like a wind.

Butterfly often thinks that it was actually Fan Fan who let go first, and it was he who finally decided to leave him, because he no longer loves himself, which can not be concealed and avoided, and needs to be faced soberly.

In any case, this is actually a real blow and fatal injury to the butterfly.

Butterfly knows that she has been avoiding this question and numbing herself all these years, but in fact, she knows very well in her heart that she will never be in such a love again. Whether it's a diving bird or a farmer.

And whether it is Zhuang Yousheng or diving birds, they are people who need others to ignite themselves, and they don't have that spark with their own lives. If you want to say that a spark is just a spark of ice sculpture, it needs someone else's temperature and ignition point to melt itself.

So the relationship with the two of them has always stayed in the position of the other. It's like the incomplete intersection of two circles.

Love requires complete devotion, absolutely no reservations, if there is reservation, there is room for it, this is not love. So the butterfly herself also knows that during the time when Zhuang Yousheng was in a coma, he was able to live a very well-regulated and rhythmic life, and he quickly put himself into his own state and was in an orderly manner. That's the problem.

Zhuang Yousheng will always belong to the owner of that house, and he is just a tenant, and when the owner is gone, of course he will pack up his things and leave.

But when Fan Fan left herself, she knew that the whole person had been in a state of loss, because she couldn't see herself clearly.

In those years, she and Fan Fan lived a really hot love life together. In other words, I really loved once, only once in my life......

But they can't get there. Life is sometimes so cruel. It's obviously two people who love each other, but they've been hurting each other.

Only after so many years and so many things can the butterfly really be able to face this failure of its own and realize that it is the loser and the loser in this love.

It's not Fan Fan, it's himself. The loss was so complete and miserable that he spent his whole life in this shadow.

But people always wake up from a sleep, wake up, and want to correct their mistakes, but find that they can't go back at all.

Thinking of chocolate, thinking of Fan Fan, butterflies can't help but feel very sad.

She leaned on the windowsill, the night was beautiful, and it was rare to see stars in the night sky of the magic capital, but the moonlight was very good tonight, clear and clear, illuminating the vast Milky Way, and the magical city below, competing for brilliance up and down, and the sky and earth were colored.