Liu Feng recalled the unbearable past, with a painful and dazed look on his face.

Xiao Mo gently patted Liu Feng's back, and his voice was magnetic and gentle: "Those pasts have left you, now you are very free, no one can hurt you, and now no one will force you to do what you don't want to do." ”

"Now, you're a pretty little flower out there."

Liu Feng looked up at Xiao Mo's bright eyes, there was no contempt, no disgust, no ridicule, there were respect and equality that she couldn't think of before.

She never felt that she was beautiful, she always felt that the dirty and ugly beggar before was her real self, and now she was just wearing a clean and beautiful skin.

As long as this skin is revealed, the dirty and dirty self will come out, so many times, Liu Feng didn't dare to scrub her body hard when she took a bath, she was afraid that she would wash this skin and reveal her original self.

But sometimes, she will scrub her body hard, she wants to wash off this skin and be her true self, she hates hypocrisy, she likes truth, she doesn't want to live with a skin all the time.

Because she feels that she can only feel at ease when she is true to herself, although she is very unbearable like that, but she will only feel at ease only then.

Liu Feng always felt that her current life was a sweet dream, and when she woke up from a beautiful dream, she still had nothing, and she was still a disgusting and spurned beggar.

Liu Feng's heart was very conflicted, she didn't know what was wrong with her, at the beginning, she thought that she was finally out of the sea of suffering, she couldn't sleep with excitement, she was full of gratitude for her new life.

But later, she repeatedly showed her love to Si Tianchen, but was mercilessly rejected by Si Tianchen and unabashedly ridiculed by the women in the base.

Even at that time, Liu Feng didn't feel that there was anything wrong with what she was doing, until one time she was in the toilet of the base, and when she was about to come out, she heard a few women talking about her at the sink outside.

"Hehe, you said that Liu Feng is really ugly, the horse doesn't know how long her face is, she used to be just a stinky beggar, if she hadn't met Uncle Liang, she might not know what kind of life she is living now."

"That's it, she still wants to be the woman of the eldest young master at this time, hehe, she doesn't pee on herself."

"That's right, you said that in addition to her appearance, where is she worthy of the eldest young master, it's just a toad who wants to eat swan meat."

An ordinary-looking woman pursed her lips disdainfully: "Maybe her face is not her own, maybe it is according to which star." ”

"Possibly." Several women nodded in agreement.

"If you tear off her face, maybe she will still be the dirty, smelly beggar."

"Hehe......" Several women laughed and walked out of the toilet.

Liu Feng has been standing in the toilet, involuntarily reaching out to touch her face, she looked down at the paper basket next to the toilet, and laughed miserably in her heart.

"Maybe the dirty toilet is where I should be, just like now, I can only hide in the toilet and dare not come out."

"Maybe the beautiful second world outside is just a sweet dream I had, and when I wake up from the dream, I am nothing, nothing."

After that day, Liu Feng often dreamed that she had turned back into a beggar, and she was forced to beg in the crowd, touch porcelain on the highway, and even be forced to go out to sell.

She often wakes up to the sound of insults and laughter or beatings, and when she wakes up, she is always sweating and her heart is beating wildly.

Every now and then, Liu Feng would hug her knees and sit curled up in the corner of the bed until dawn, sometimes she often couldn't tell whether she was awake or dreaming.

She often couldn't tell whether the clean and beautiful one was her, or the dirty, smelly beggar was her.

Liu Feng has been struggling painfully in this contradiction.

In fact, Liu Feng knew that she must have a psychological problem, because she herself was studying medicine, although the disciplines were different, but she knew a little bit about it.

So she kept looking for things to do, not daring to let herself stop, she tried to use this method to divert her attention, Liu Feng hid her heart very well, so no one found anything abnormal about her.

But today, Xiao Mo's "cage" opened all her closed hearts, and Liu Feng had to admit that she was sick, and it was very serious, like an inflamed abscess on her body.

She looked covered with a cloth, but she couldn't cover it. She was scared, desperate, and there was no end to such days.

Xiao Mo had been observing Liu Feng, who was frowning, and since he said "cage", she had been short of breath and her muscles were tense.

Xiao Mo saw anxiety, fear, melancholy, sadness, and even despair in Liu Feng's expression. Analyzing Liu Feng's performance from a psychological point of view, it is very likely that she has a psychological crisis.

Psychological crisis refers to a serious disorder of psychological state, psychological contradictions and conflicts that are difficult to solve, and can also refer to the occurrence of psychological disorders.

When a person encounters a major problem or a huge change in his life, and the change is difficult to solve and difficult to grasp, the balance of mind will be broken and normal life will be disturbed.

At this time, the inner tension will continue to accumulate, and then people will be confused, and even their thinking and behavior will be disordered, and then they will enter a state of imbalance.

This state is a state of crisis, and most of the reasons for this state are because he has realized that things have exceeded his ability to cope.

But this incident is not necessarily what he has personally experienced, to put it bluntly, he imagined it.

When a person has a psychological crisis, the person may be aware of it in time, or it may be unconscious, and this crisis state generally lasts for six to eight weeks, or even longer.

And this crisis has different degrees of manifestation, whether it is physical, emotional, cognitive and behavioral.

Xiao Mo could tell from Liu Feng's slightly pale face and slightly dark blue eye circles that she should often have insomnia and nightmares, which was the manifestation of physiology.

During the time he was in contact with Liu Feng, he could feel that Liu Feng was often easy to get angry, inexplicably angry, her emotions were often very irritable, and she was also overly sensitive and alert.

She couldn't relax her mood, even if they were playing a game now, Liu Feng couldn't relax and play it as a game, she was completing it as a task, this was her emotional performance.

In terms of cognition, Liu Feng can't concentrate, her effectiveness is invisibly reduced, and forgetfulness is also an obvious manifestation, she can't take her mind off the crisis event.

Her behavior is also obvious, she doesn't like to make friends, she is always alone, she is easy to blame herself, and she is not gullible to others.

These are some of the manifestations of her psychological crisis.

Xiao Mo judged from Liu Feng's various behaviors that her current response to the psychological crisis should have reached the third stage of the "resolution period", but it seems that the effect is not famous, but has a tendency to worsen.

People's psychological response to a crisis usually goes through four distinct stages.

The first is the shock period, when the person realizes that he or she has this psychological crisis, he or she will be shocked, panicked, and overwhelmed.

The second is the prevention period, where the person tries to restore his psychological balance, but does not know how to start.

Thirdly, there is the resolution period, in which the parties will actively adopt various methods to accept the reality and try to find ways to solve the problem.

Finally, there is the growth period, because the person has already experienced the crisis, and the person already has certain coping skills.

However, if effective coping methods are not taken during the resolution period, various psychologically unhealthy behaviors will appear in the later stage.

If the psychological crisis lasts too strong and lasts too long, the person's immunity will not only be reduced, but also some irrational behavior.

If Liu Feng continues to be in this state of crisis, it will damage her health at the least, and at worst, she is very likely to have aggressive behavior and mental damage.

But no matter what state Liu Feng appears, Xiao Mo doesn't want to see it.

Xiao Mo held Liu Feng's shoulders and looked at her eyes seriously.

"Liu Feng, I want to say something to you, you may get angry after you finish speaking, maybe you won't believe it, think I'm alarmist, but anyway, I want you to listen to me,"

"Please believe me, I hope you are well, and I think all the people who care about you also want you to be well, so you listen to me patiently, okay?"

Liu Feng looked at the serious Xiao Mo, and there was a brilliance in his eyes that made people want to trust him without hesitation, so Liu Feng nodded inexplicably.

Xiao Mo smiled gently, and from the perspective of a psychiatrist, he explained to Liu Feng the meaning of the psychological crisis, and the dangers of not treating it in time.

Liu Feng was shocked after hearing this, especially after Xiao Mo finished saying his reaction to the psychological crisis, she admired Xiao Mo's professionalism even more.

Because she had all the symptoms that Xiao Mo said, it was even more accurate than what the fortune teller said.

"So you have to get treatment now, or you're going to get a mental illness."

Liu Feng was not happy when he heard this, and his face immediately turned cold.

"How can it be so serious, do all the current psychiatrists like to make such a fuss?"

Xiao Mo didn't believe Liu Feng when he saw him, and he didn't continue to talk to Liu Feng about those esoteric and incomprehensible professional knowledge, but looked at Liu Feng calmly.

"Have you seen a movie called 'Ghost Space'?"

"Ghost space?"

"Yes, it was a movie based on real events, and the film caused a lot of sensation when it was released."

Liu Feng shook his head: "I haven't seen it." ”

"The movie tells the story of a boy in his second year of high school who is constantly bullied by his classmates at school, and because of his withdrawn personality, he doesn't tell anyone about it."

"Slowly, he had a psychological crisis, and he often dreamed that he beat up his classmates who bullied him, and he began to like this feeling of dreaming."

Xiao Mo's voice was gentle and full of magnetism, Liu Feng listened quietly, but the hands on both sides of his body were clenched tightly.

"He felt that he was only like a true warrior in his dreams, and over time, he began to lose track of whether he was in a dream or in real life."

One day, he was dragged to the balcony by four male classmates, and several male classmates laughed and were about to pick up his pants, when he subconsciously touched his waist as if in a dream.

"Because in the dream, he had a knife around his waist, and whenever he was bullied, he would pull out the knife on his waist and stab the bully beyond recognition."

When his hand touched his waist, there was really a knife pinned there, and he was overjoyed, thinking that he was dreaming, so he pulled out the knife on his waist and frantically stabbed at a few classmates who were bullying him.

"The classmates in front of him reacted exactly the same as in a dream, they were so frightened that they panicked and ran around."

The classmate looked up and laughed proudly, took a knife and went after the fleeing classmate, and in less than twenty minutes, he covered four classmates with bloody holes, and the four were taken to the hospital and died.