Chapter 249: Diamond Battle: Inner Demon (7)
Si Tianmu suddenly came to his senses, just like a person who was accustomed to eating delicacies from the mountains and seas, and suddenly saw a plate of wild vegetables found from the mountains, which made him salivate.
So Si Tianmu arranged a coincidence and made An Yajie his bodyguard.
"Heh, Si Tianmu, it turns out that you approached me just to taste the 'game'." Anya Jie looked sarcastic.
"My blindness to you has aroused your possessiveness as a big man, that's all, hehe."
An Yajie's mouth was bitter, and the smile on her face was extremely bitter.
"I'm not sure, how much affection you have for me now, how fresh is it, and how long can you keep this freshness?"
"The women around you have not been broken since you went to school, and when you come to me, will it really end?"
"I have so much magic power, can I tie your heart steadily, and how long can I last when I am worried every day?" A blank look appeared in Anya Jie's eyes.
At this time, An Yajie saw the picture in the photo frame again, she was calculated by Murong Lan, scolded by the media for being indecent, and was blocked in the supermarket and thrown eggs and leaves.
But Si Tianmu never came out to say a word for her.
When Murong Lan cut off her own competition uniform and blamed An Yajie, Si Tianmu didn't ask the reason and slapped her twice.
An Yajie recalled the scene when Si Tianmu slapped her face, and she couldn't help but reach out and touch her face, and now she feels that her face is aching faintly.
An Yajie's eyes suddenly flashed with hatred and disgust: "Si Tianmu, do I have to have you?" ”
At this moment, Si Tianmu's anxious voice came from An Yajie's ears: "Anya, where are you?" Anya. ”
An Yajie suddenly came back to her senses from the illusion, and the glowing door suddenly closed, and An Yajie was suddenly in the fog again.
She stood in the fog and looked around, and there was a foggy patch everywhere, making it impossible to distinguish between the southeast and the north.
At this time, Si Tianmu's anxious voice came from her ear: "Anya, where are you?" Anya. ”
Anya Jie really heard Si Tianmu's voice, but she didn't agree, she just sneered in her heart.
"Hmph, is your illusion gone? Even Murong Lan has disappeared, so you think of me now. Anya Jie's eyes were cold.
At this time, a big hand suddenly grabbed Anya Jie's arm: "Anya, I finally found you!" Where did you go? Si Tianmu's voice was surprised and delighted, and there was obvious panic.
An Yajie looked at Si Tianmu, who looked anxious, and suddenly shook off Si Tianmu's hand.
Si Tianmu was taken aback and looked at An Yajie in disbelief, because he saw hatred and disgust in An Yajie's eyes, and An Yajie's gaze made Si Tianmu feel unprecedentedly strange.
He cautiously tried to pull Anyajie's hand, but Anyajie put her hand behind her back.
"Anya, you ...... What happened to you? Si Tianmu's outstretched hand froze in the air, and he didn't know whether to withdraw it or not.
An Yajie didn't speak, just looked at Si Tianmu with cold eyes.
Si Tianmu was stung by An Yajie's strange and cold eyes, and he could only comfort her carefully.
"Anya, this is the Misty Forest, the hallucinogens in it are very strong, no matter what you see or hear, don't believe it, because those are fake, they are just your hallucinations."
"Huh, huh?" Anya Jie sneered.
"Then my six-year prison sentence is also an illusion? Is it also an illusion that you slapped me twice for Murong Lan? ”
Si Tianmu was choked suddenly, and at this time he suddenly realized that in the depths of Anya's heart, she had not let go of the previous things.
He finally understood why An Yajie looked at him like this.
Si Tianmu immediately held An Yajie's shoulders and looked at her eyes seriously: "Anya, I never regret that we once had an unhappy past. ”
"I see it as the cornerstone of our relationship, and it's often only when you lose it that you know how precious it is."
"If it weren't for your sudden departure, I wouldn't have been able to see my heart so quickly, and I wouldn't have known how important you were to me at that time."
"Wouldn't it be a little unfair to me if you hated or hated me now because you thought about the past?"
An Yajie looked at Si Tianmu, pursed her lips but didn't speak, she didn't know what to say, and she didn't know what she was going to do now.
In fact, An Yajie also understands that this kind of behavior of going through old accounts now is really a bit ridiculous, but the pictures she saw just now were like a movie, flashing through her mind one by one.
The images were so clear, the memories so deep she couldn't ignore them, and she couldn't act as if nothing had happened.
Thinking of the various sufferings she had suffered because of her pursuit of Si Tianmu, she felt worthless for herself in her heart, so much so that when she thought that she was with Si Tianmu now, she looked down on herself.
"There is no man in the world, why do you have to hold on to him?"
Si Tianmu looked at An Yajie's constantly changing face, knowing that she was still stuck in the previous whirlpool and couldn't get out.
Si Tianmu patiently enlightened her: "Anya, we can't change what has happened, only our future can be changed." ”
"We can't always live in the past, the past can only be used to remember, it is definitely not a necessity of our life, at most it is just a seasoning."
"The most important thing we should grasp is the present, and what we need to work together is the future, and I don't believe that someone as smart as you will not be able to see through this."
"The reason why you are angry, your heart is unbalanced, at most, is that you thought that you used to always revolve around me, and you lost too much and missed too much because of me."
"But nothing has changed in my life, I still eat me, I drink me, I play with me. So you must be thinking now, why do you have to be me, I'm not the only man in the world, am I? ”
An Yajie's eyes widened when she heard this, Si Tianmu had no special function, he knew what she was thinking.
Si Tianmu knew from An Yajie's expression that he had spoken her mind, he silently wiped a handful of sweat in his heart, and at the same time thanked Xiao Mo in his heart.
That thing is okay and always sells his micro-expressions in front of a few of them, Si Tianmu is now learning and selling, and the effect seems to be good.
Si Tianmu suddenly looked at An Yajie with an aggrieved expression: "Anya, why do you just think about the bad things before?" ”
"Isn't in your heart our happy past worth mentioning? We have experienced life and death together on a lonely island, and you have pulled me back from the ghost gate again and again. ”
"Let's act together to make my mother accept you, let's go to the mountains to find Ming Ziguo together, we linger at home every day, living a world of two people that only belongs to us."
"Why can't you think of that? Didn't these wonderful experiences leave a little trace in your heart? ”
When Si Tianmu said this, his face showed a look of pain, he couldn't let go of the hand holding An Yajie's shoulders, and laughed self-deprecatingly.
"Anya, I thought our relationship was as solid as a rock, and no matter what happened, it wouldn't affect our relationship, but your performance today made me feel that it was all my self-righteousness."
"No matter how beautiful we are, it can't be worth you recalling the past for a minute, if you remember the past once, you hate me once, and if you remember the past ten times, you hate me ten times."
Si Tianmu was serious An Yajie: "Then how much love do you have for me, will it be slowly polished by those bad memories?" ”
"When the time comes, we will go from lovers to enemies, and we will only suffer in the end, are you sure that this is the result you want?"
Si Tianmu saw that An Yajie's expression had slowly returned to normal, and he breathed a sigh of relief imperceptibly, and decided to make another last move.
"If my grandfather saw that her granddaughter had finally grasped happiness when he was dying, and he was about to close his eyes, but her granddaughter wanted to let go of the happiness she had so hard to grasp because she recalled some bad things."
"You said that at that time, the guild would not be so angry that he jumped up from the bed and hit you."
"Poof." An Yajie was suddenly amused by Si Tianmu's strange remarks.
Si Tianmu finally smiled when he saw An Yajie, and he almost knelt down to thank the sky.
After An Yajie smiled, she looked at Si Tianmu seriously: "Tianmu, I'm sorry, I ......"
Si Tianmu didn't wait for An Yajie to say anything, he pulled An Yajie and hugged her tightly, feeling her breathing and her heartbeat, and then Si Tianmu felt a burst of peace of mind.
"Anya, I love you, no matter what happens, no matter how long it takes, I love you, I want to marry you, I want to have children with you, I want to grow old with you."
"Maybe we will quarrel, we will have cold wars, we will have times when we disagree, but what does it matter, that is the normal life of a couple."
"There is no couple who doesn't quarrel, unless they don't care about each other anymore, and only when they don't care will they not quarrel."
"So Anya, please promise me, we can quarrel, but never say break up, I have never been a greedy person, all I have wanted is to be with the person I like, that's all."
An Yajie could feel that Si Tianmu's heartbeat was much faster than usual, and she knew that her action just now had scared him, and An Yajie had completely awakened from the illusion at this time.
She has always been a smart person, she has always known what she wants, and she will not give up this hard-won happiness.
Even if Si Tianmu doesn't say so much, she can slowly think about it, let it pass in the past, people can't always live in the past.
How can you know the sweet taste if you haven't suffered, and how can you know the preciousness of reunion if you haven't separated.