This belief is firm and full of fearless power.

If she let go, she would really like to find a bottomless forest and walk into it again, and never come out again.

So every time Merlin appeared before her in a gloomy manner, she showed all the tenderness and fraternity of a woman, stretched out her arms, and netted him with a net of infinite warmth. No matter how many vexatious requests he had, she would accept them silently, she felt that she could tolerate everything, tolerate his entire life, and this little excesses was really nothing.

The two lonely souls of the two of them, in this bizarre magic capital, continue a game of love chasing that is incomprehensible to ordinary people.

But over the years, Merlin was not able to leave Liao Yingchen in the end, because only Liao Yingchen understood the emptiness and loneliness in his soul.

She could see the fragility and helplessness behind all his roaring rage. His soul was as pale as a piece of paper.

She always smiled, then hugged him deeply, let him lean against her chest, and told him: I will always be by your side-

He would be temporarily calmed down, and he fell into a deep sleep because of tiredness, but once the morning sun rose, his restless and restless heart forced him to quickly flee Liao Yingchen's world.

Her world would engulf all his hard shells, and her love was nothing more than a corrosive agent, little by little, that corroded away his outer shell, revealing the soft layers inside.

Over the years, Merlin has fled and returned, and has fled and fled, countless times. Sometimes it was Liao Yingchen who got him back, a hotel, a strange room, a drunken early morning. Sometimes he comes back on his own, he has no money, he loses his job, all kinds of reasons, anyway, when he is desperate, he knows that there is only a house ahead, and there is a woman in the house, and she is waiting for him.

They are like the legendary Siamese people, disgusted, but unable to give up.

For a while, Merlin suddenly seemed to be enlightened, and felt that he should marry Liao Yingchen, and in those days, he was so happy that he discussed with Liao Yingchen every day where he would go for his honeymoon after marriage. After marriage, they will have several children, in which district of the magic capital should they buy a house, how big a house to buy, and even each room he thought about carefully, and told her one by one, he said that he likes to live in the downtown area, so that they can go out in the evening, and they can find a high-grade café to sit on the side of the street and drink coffee together.

He also said, maybe, we can also open a café ourselves, he knows a lot of friends in the entertainment industry, if he can open a café, maybe there will be a lot of people to sit, and then you can post a group photo of various photos inside, isn't it interesting?

He said innocently, non-stop, and couldn't stop at all, as if there was already something like that. Laughing while talking, smiling extremely bright and charming, his eyes bent into a crescent moon, flashing with a bright and charming look, his mouth was rippling with dimples, and he kept reaching out to hold Liao Yingchen's pale face, kissing and kissing, kissing and saying: Isn't it, do you say okay? Yingchen, do you think it's good for us to be like this?

Liao Yingchen was very weak at that time, she had just given up his third child for him, and the next day she took a flight to the north to talk about a cooperation activity. She hadn't had time to rest since she came back, and she felt a little shaky, but as long as she could look at the handsome young face in front of her, she felt that nothing mattered.

She forced her face and said, "Okay."

Merlin was even happier, and danced with his hands, and took out a bag of powder-like things, and said, "Would you like to have some too?"

Since Merlin started taking drugs, his mood has become more unstable and moody. Once he even hallucinated, saying that someone was going to hunt him down, and this person was obviously Liao Yingchen beside him.

He was confused, dancing alone, muttering indistinctly, and going crazy.

He didn't know where to take out a gun, holding the chamber of the gun, the muzzle of the black hole was pointed at Liao Yingchen, with a pair of watery eyes, but his face was full of horror, and he shouted hoarsely: Get out! I don't care about you! Don't come near me, please, don't kill me. Don't force me to shoot! —

She was so frightened that he snatched the gun while his hand was shaking. He slumped to the ground like a puddle of mud, and quickly crawled to the edge of the wall, shaking with his head in his hands.

She was also frightened, and looked at the gun in her hand carefully and repeatedly, and wondered in her heart: Is this a real gun? Where did the real guns come from?

Merlin's reaction to this gun was calm when he woke up: yes, a real gun, a friend gave it to him.

For that friend, Merlin didn't elaborate, just said that he was a second-generation official, they had a good relationship, they also went to play field shooting together, and when they saw that they also liked guns, they gave one to themselves. But I haven't been beaten.

Mo Lin casually glanced at Liao Yingchen, who looked puzzled, and smiled crookedly and said: Be careful, there are really bullets in it.

Because the gun was too dangerous and it was illegal to possess a gun, Liao Yingchen asked Merlin to put it in the safe.

Liao Yingchen also persuaded him not to touch those things again, sooner or later it would ruin him. Every time he woke up from a nightmare, he would smile happily, with a relaxed look, and accept it with a flamboyant expression, and even promised Liao Yingchen that there would be no next time.

But this kind of duplicity promise, even Liao Yingchen himself does not believe it.

He promised countless times, and broke his promises countless times. Promises and breaches are nothing more than a trick played by children, in front of adults. When saying this kind of thing, Merlin never thought about it, and casually threw a promise at Liao Yingchen, with only one purpose: Come on, you should stop this nagging, let's not talk about it, okay? I've got to go—

After everything is satisfied, he needs to leave her for a while, a healthy and free time, to live his life, to find various opportunities, regroup, and re-enter the entertainment industry.

At first, it was just because of the presumptuous willfulness of friends, then because of the unhappiness at work, and later, for no reason, when he was bored, when he didn't have a job, when he was unhappy, he would indulge in it.

Sometimes he will force Liao Yingchen to do something, he said that it can be more fun to play this way. When both of them are upset, he will let Liao Yingchen be a dancer in front of him. Liao Yingchen was in a state of delirium, and he would agree to all kinds of strange thoughts, and the two of them were in the room, consuming their young lives like a nervous disorder.

When he was tired, Merlin would suddenly burst out with a very lethal sentence: How many men do you skip like this? I think you're really professional.