Volume 2 Robots, Cyborgs, Demons 0011 Reborn
Actually, Xiaobai didn't say anything more to Nastasia!
Xiaobai just repeated the words that fooled the little stone to Nastasia again programmatically, and the deep darkness in Nastasia's heart immediately disappeared a lot.
After mistakenly thinking that she didn't have to return to the real world, she was extremely happy, like a new life, and even delusionally felt that she didn't have to be afraid of Gu Lei anymore, so she had the mood and courage to come out and hang out.
Once a person comes to the mental realm, the mental realm will separate the positive and negative energy in the human soul as much as possible, and everyone in the mental realm will be relatively stronger and more positive than in the real world.
But when she really met Gu Lei again, she realized that she had underestimated the pressure that Gu Lei had brought to her after all. The fear that surged over her was overwhelming.
And further perceiving that the tremor on Nastasia's body was getting bigger and bigger, Gu Lei felt more and more guilty in his heart. Becoming more positive is the same for him.
Gu Lei knew that he had succeeded in carving a brand of fear in the depths of her heart, an entrance to domination.
Even if it doesn't mean that she will be able to control her completely without any worries, it can be said that it is half the battle.
The girl is now completely deprived of even the strength to escape from him!
Next, in the face of her who can't escape, as long as he continues to deepen his imprint step by step and continue to suppress and control ruthlessly, sooner or later she will be completely reduced to his plaything, without the power to resist.
In his original vision, this step should have been the most difficult and crucial.
But seeing that the most difficult and crucial step was successfully achieved, he did not have a little joy in his heart.
"I'm sorry!"
Gu Lei said softly, and continued to walk towards the temple in the distance.
Nastasia was stunned for a moment, as if she suspected that she had heard it wrong, and raised her head suddenly, but she didn't see Gu Lei.
That apology was like a magic spell, instantly clearing away the cowardice, fear and sickness on her face, making her whole person look much refreshed in the blink of an eye.
In the realm of the heart, in the world of the heart, sincere words are the best panacea for heartache.
"Please, please wait a minute."
Gu Lei turned around a little surprised.
Looking at Nastasia's beautiful face that had become rosy in the blink of an eye, he seemed to have some mysterious understanding.
The girl took a deep breath and summoned up the courage to invite:
"Can you have a cup of tea with me?"
The young man hesitated, nodded and agreed:
"Okay."
The two naturally walked side by side into the teahouse next to them, and in reality, it was impossible to return to the normal tilted and twisted relationship, and here they miraculously slowly regained their balance.
The teahouse is poorly decorated, and the waiter serves two cups of tea slowly.
The tea in the heart is said to be tea, but it is actually water, which contains a certain amount of spiritual energy and is more fragrant than real tea.
After taking a sip of the fragrant and refreshing tea, Nastasia suddenly felt a little more energetic, and gradually returned to the cold arrogance of reality.
Instead, she said before Gu Lei apologized again:
"Actually, it should be me who should say sorry, after all, I did so many unforgivable things before, not only almost killed your good brother Xiaoshi, but also plotted against you three times and twice, I'm so sorry!"
After speaking, the girl lowered her head slightly and sincerely apologized to Gu Lei.
Gu Lei shook his head:
"No, there's something wrong with me, I shouldn't have treated you like that, it's a sin for a lady who deserves death, and I'm the one who should say 'I'm sorry'! I hope you can forgive me. ”
The boy also sincerely apologized to Nastasia.
Then, the two of them raised their heads in unison, looked at each other and smiled, and the wrinkles in their hearts disappeared a lot.
In the heart realm, the communication between people is more sincere and can reach the heart more directly!
"Gu Lei, since you can't go back for the time being, what are your plans next?"
"What else can I plan, help the heart guard the heart realm! Otherwise, some fairy wouldn't have sent me back happily. ”
"Yes. But to be honest, I really don't want to go back. ”
Nastasia looked out the window leisurely, her eyes full of repressed comfort and satisfaction.
Gu Lei couldn't help but be surprised, and hurriedly explained:
"Although I did that to you, I can't actually become Iman's retainer with you, otherwise Iman will have to endure terrible pressure, and I can't do anything to be sorry for her."
Nastasia was stunned for a moment, turned around, and sighed with a little self-deprecation:
"Gu Lei, you are such a good person! Eh, I should have known that you are much better than many nobles, hehe, and many nobles like me. ”
Gu Lei smiled bitterly:
"You praise me like this now, I really don't dare to take it!"
Nastasia shook her head slightly tangled and said:
"No, Gu Lei, I mean it! I always knew you were a good person, and I should have known you would. ”
Seeing her regretful and depressed expression, probably wanting an audience to vent her bitterness, Gu Lei didn't answer, just made a gesture of listening carefully.
"Just, how do you say that? Once a person is hurt, he instinctively wants to take revenge, and the deeper the injury, the more desperate he will want to take revenge more ruthlessly, and then, as the hatred deepens, he will gradually not consider whether the revenge will exceed the harm caused by the other party, and will often exceed the reasonable limit. ”
Gu Lei's heart couldn't help but be deeply shaken.
Wasn't he himself driven by that kind of behavioral inertia to commit that kind of over-the-limit atrocity?
"That's why I'm blinded by hatred for them, hatred for the world, and become cunning, impulsive, and aggressive, and stupidly abandon humanity step by step, and finally do such a crazy thing!"
Nastasia soon became painful and twisted, her face full of deep reflection and remorse.
Gu Lei could feel her sincerity, and comforted softly:
"People are not saints and sages, it is rare that you and I have reined in the precipice in time, and have not committed the heinous sins, so let's live more cautiously and work hard together! Let's go back and work together, and we will definitely be able to harvest the life we want. ”
No, Nastatya's expression became more and more painful.
"No, Gu Lei, no, I can't do it, even if I clearly realize how ugly I was in the past and hated everything, I just can't forgive them! I can't forgive them, I can't forgive the world, I can't forgive the world that caused so much harm to my dad! And ......"
As she spoke, a few tears spilled out of the corners of Nastasia's eyes.
"Hehe, and the most unforgivable thing for me is actually myself, the one who once deeply hurt my father, the unfilial myself!"
Although it was forcibly knocked open by injury, the girl herself did not notice that the door that had been closed in her heart for many years was still slightly open, quietly opening to the young man who had almost crushed her heart and let her go at the last moment.
There was a constant flash of extreme pain in her teary eyes, and Nastasya soon cried silently:
"I'm ...... I can't forgive myself, he loves me so much, he ...... In order not to get me hurt, he did ...... So many things have been done for me, and I actually ...... It's actually a ...... Not at all considerate of him. ”
The other party suddenly changed from an enemy of life and death to a female friend who was defenseless against him, and this drastic change caught Gu Lei a little off guard at first.
However, he soon understood that behind this seemingly vain change was actually the remnant of "captivity and slavery", which was the evidence of his own atrocities.
Gu Lei's face darkened, and then he hurriedly got up and sat down beside the girl, not hugging it, not hugging it.
Later, he wanted to atone for his sins and pity, but he still hugged her gently, and she obediently lay in his arms and cried bitterly.
Damage is never an obstacle that prevents two hearts from getting closer.
Even when the skin fits together most gently, the molecules on the skin vibrate slightly and constantly collide with each other, unconsciously hurting each other.
When people get along with each other, harm is not only inevitable, but perhaps all the time.
On the contrary, if you find out the bottom line between yourself and the other party in the frequent hurt of each other, it is possible to build stronger trust more quickly.
So, in the process of hurting each other and understanding each other, in the special idealistic environment of the mental realm, the two hearts that were originally separated from each other secretly got closer a lot.