This thought was strong and fiery, and for this thought, he even felt that he could give up himself, yes, he could give it up, and his feelings for her were not speculation, not ignorance, not the impulse of a young man, but a real, well-thought-out, firm and deep attachment......

The future may be unpredictable, but for now, you need to make your own choice. He clenched his fists, and there was only one direction in his life-

When I got off the elevated road, the front suddenly became congested. Zhuang Yousheng slowly followed all the vehicles and passed slowly.

Butterfly slept peacefully, her hands were on her waist, her ten fingers were slender, and she was wearing a jeweled ring on her middle finger, which matched her skin tone, and she was wearing a black sweater today, with a pink spring shirt inside, and hemp trousers underneath, simple but refreshing, looking indescribably comfortable.

Her face was a little pale, perhaps because she had a child and she was negligent in conditioning, but the delicate and soft skin looked really natural and beautiful, without any embellishment and hypocrisy, and her eyes and eyebrows were like some god's meticulous drawings, and every stroke was done with thought and skill.

He suddenly felt that although he had painted her before, he still couldn't show the charm of her, it was too sloppy, and it was general, and he felt that he had a different understanding of her these days, and the previous brushes were too shallow.

He suddenly wanted to paint again.

If she wants, walk into his picture......

What Butterfly didn't expect was that Zhuang Yousheng would become a frequent visitor to her house.

He will come to her by himself on a five-day trip from the mountain, and will bring her some nutritional products by the way, the butterfly is very surprised, she said politely and connotatively a few times: Mr. Zhuang, you don't have to be so polite, I can take care of myself, there is no problem at all.

He turned a deaf ear at all, still took care of himself, put down his things, and asked her how she was doing, what else she needed, and whether the butterfly needed it or not, anyway, he bought what he thought he needed.

Butterfly repeatedly said that he didn't need it, and he didn't take it seriously. Later, the butterfly didn't insist, and it didn't work anyway.

Suddenly, one day, he appeared at the door of the butterfly's house again, this time without anything, but with a solemn and unpredictable expression, he drank tea face to face with the butterfly, drank tea and drank, and knelt in front of the butterfly with a plop and said: Wuji, marry me!

Scares a butterfly a lot—

It was a rainy day.

The butterfly has become very bloated, and even the movement is a little sluggish, like a chubby koala, with another small koala in the bag, and the mother koala takes care of herself and the baby koala with her daily struggles. It's really hard work. Zhuang Yousheng looked at it hard.

She is still used to sitting on the futon on the ground, so every time she gets up and squats, it is extremely difficult, and often such a simple action takes her a certain amount of time to complete.

She doesn't care, Zhuang Yousheng on the side is hanging in the heart.

Zhuang Yousheng frowned and counted her: Why don't you buy some stools? It makes me panic when I look at it like this.

The butterfly didn't think so, and said with a smile: This is also exercise, and it can be born faster in the future. I don't want to spend a long time in the hospital, I have to give birth soon.

Zhuang Yousheng brought some comfortable stools over, but the butterflies were also stinky and tempered, so they all rested there, but they didn't need it. Zhuang Yousheng is also right.

Zhuang Yousheng is the first time in his life that he has such close contact with a pregnant woman. Once this woman was upgraded to a pregnant woman, the whole feeling changed drastically. Originally, I thought that not to mention pregnant women, even women were a little despised and despised.

But now, every time I watch the butterflies chubby and swaying, in my sight, lazily moving, occasionally the round ball-like belly will inadvertently touch my body.

Suddenly, I had a strange feeling in my heart. It was a throbbing, acute, and terrible sensation that made him feel his blood surge. Several times, he wanted to hug the butterfly, her fat waist that could barely be looped, and tell her that he loved her.

After a long time, he even noticed some smells, usually at home, he would also go online to see some knowledge that pregnant women and mothers need to know, and various preparations that an expectant mother needs to make.

Occasionally, when he came to see the butterflies, he would remind her that he needed to pay attention to something. He will also ask the butterfly how the child's things are prepared and what is missing, and he can do it for him.

The butterfly shook its head, listening, and it seemed like it hadn't listened. She felt that giving birth to a child was her own business, and she didn't have to worry about him like this, making him look like a father, but it made the butterfly a little awkward. She was speechless, panicked in her heart, but she didn't know how to issue an eviction order to expel this uninvited man.

On this day, the butterfly just woke up at noon, and lay on the bed in a daze, she thought, it should be soon, because she can almost feel the child's daily exercise is increasing, and obviously he seems to be a little stunned.

She thought, it's almost over, and the year is almost over.

In the past few months, she has been almost isolated from the world, not going to work, not interviewing, not contacting anyone, rarely going out, except for the necessary walks and shopping for belongings every day, basically living an independent life.

Fortunately, because those friends are busy with their lives, everyone can't care about others, and no one thinks about butterflies. Gao Ruohan often goes abroad, and he seems to be very busy, only occasionally calling to contact, anyway, everyone is fine.

Butterflies are also at ease. No one in the neighborhood knew her, and she never interacted with anyone.

At dusk, Zhuang Yousheng came, went in to change his shoes, washed his hands and face, because he knew that butterflies had a habit of cleanliness. Then the butterfly made him a pot of tea, and he carried a cup for himself, and could only drink some boiled water.

Seeing Zhuang Yousheng sitting there silently, drinking his good Longjing, the envy in his heart. Because she hadn't touched tea in a whole year.

If you want to say that other butterflies can cope with pregnancy, the only thing I feel a little unbearable is that I can't drink coffee and tea, and I can only drink plain water.

It's okay when you're alone, and if you don't drink, you don't drink. But every time Zhuang Yousheng is born, he doesn't necessarily let him drink boiled water with him? He's not a diving bird either, he's born to drink only plain water. Zhuang Yousheng is very particular about the tea ceremony, and all the people who play the piano, chess, calligraphy and painting are proficient in a tea art.

He came, although he simply came to visit the butterfly, but he put down his things, and the butterfly couldn't help but entertain him, personally boil water for him, and make tea, which has become a tacit understanding mode for most of the year.