Chapter 41: The thrill of a deceptive kiss
Zhou Xi saw that he was entangled, and said bluntly: "She is sick now, and she can't take care of herself at all, Chi Chuanye, I think you have to distinguish the difference between pitiing a person and liking someone, do you really like Jinzhu?" It's not the guilt in my heart that's at work. ”
"I just want to know how Jinzhu can get better."
"She's going to get better, we can't predict that because the pace is in his own hands." Zhou Xi said calmly, but his eyes kept staring at Chi Chuanye.
The expression on his face, Zhou Xi didn't miss it, in the face of his hurry, Zhou Xi didn't care about this, only continued: "If you want Jin Zhu to remember as soon as possible, I can help, if you want her to feel less guilty about you, then take advantage of this time to be kind to her." ”
"Or you can try to instill in her a kind of thinking that you also have unspeakable secrets, so that she subconsciously has this thought, and after remembering everything, she won't keep holding on to that thing." Zhou Xi looked helpless.
Everything he can do has already been done, and the rest is up to Chi Chuanye.
Chi Chuanye didn't say anything good or bad, as if he was thinking about something.
"Any other questions?" Zhou Xi crossed Erlang's legs and looked at Chi Chuanye: "Xie Yuan is not as simple as it seems, ask Shen Feng and them to pay more attention when the time comes." ”
After Zhou Xi left, Chi Chuanye sat alone for a while before going upstairs.
Jin Zhu is very focused in the room, and occasionally suddenly empty.
The current Jin Zhu is not as aggressive as before, obedient and timid like a little rabbit, and Chi Chuanye is very distressed to see it.
It's just such a gold bead, is it still the original wanton girl?
Chi Chuanye didn't even dare to go back to the Chi family recently, and he didn't even know how to face the ingots.
But recently, the Chi family has been too busy to take care of him, Yuan Bao doesn't appreciate their affection at all, eat according to the meal, drink the water, and is normal, but he is stubborn and doesn't talk to them, doesn't call them by name, and even gets along with the housekeeper and waiter better than with the Chi family.
Chi Chuanye sighed, he should have thought that this was the case a long time ago.
Jin Zhu leaned against the bed and didn't move, and the model was not finished, he approached curiously, but heard Jin Zhu mutter: "Am I the same as these, a dilapidated doll?" ”
He was shocked, and hurriedly came to Jin Zhu's front and asked, "Why do you say that?" ”
"I feel like I've forgotten a lot of things, and I don't know if I should remember them." Jin Zhu looked at him, pain buried in his eyes.
Jin Zhu felt as if she was in the center of the storm, and there were two forces desperately tearing her apart, and she couldn't even breathe.
"Jinzhu, do you want to remember the things you forgot?" Chi Chuanye sat opposite Jin Zhu, his eyes colliding with Jin Zhu's gaze.
Jin Zhu didn't dodge, just paused, and then said, "I don't know." ”
"Why don't you know?" Chi Chuanye looked at her very nervously.
Inexplicably, he didn't know what he was afraid of, but as long as he thought of her remembering everything, he could no longer see her, he couldn't talk to her, and the thought of this made him uncomfortable.
"Because the things that I might forget are very painful, and I can't bear the pain, I ...... I don't want to be that painful. Jin Zhu said with difficulty, and his eyes were mixed with some pain.
Chi Chuanye pursed her lips, it turned out that she really knew everything, knew that someone hurt herself to become like this, and knew that those pains were simply unbearable and unforgivable.
At this moment, Chi Chuanye was really a little scared, he was afraid that what Zhou Xi and Gu Jin said was true, those things before would eventually be revealed, and his lack of virtue would be remembered by Jin Zhu again, and he would be the one who was hated at that time, right?
Chi Chuanye, who took a deep breath, looked at her a little nervously: "...... Will you forgive the person who hurt you? ”
Jin Zhu didn't move, didn't answer, still had blank eyes, and didn't seem to be able to understand Chi Chuanye's words.
"I mean, those painful memories may have been brought to you by someone, that person may have done it on purpose, maybe it was bitter, will you forgive him?" Chi Chuanye asked very gently, a pair of eyes never left her.
Jin Zhu's eyes rolled, as if he understood Chi Chuanye's words, and thought for a while before saying, "Why did he deliberately hurt me, is it because I made him annoying?" ”
"There aren't so many reasons in this world, it could be that your existence is in the way of others, or that someone simply wants to destroy something to get pleasure." Chi Chuanye lowered his head, he didn't even know if he was in trouble at the beginning.
"I don't know, probably." Jin Zhu didn't seem to have thought it through: "If he has a hard time, maybe I won't care about it." ”
Chi Chuanye smiled bitterly, he was really a little afraid of being hated by Jin Zhu.
He didn't care about the others, whether he was an illegitimate child, whether he was incapable, whether the Chi family's rejection of him, or other people's grudges, he didn't care, and he never even cared.
But Jin Zhu's dislike made him feel what is called heartache, what is fear, and what is called apprehension.
Jin Zhu didn't know if what he said was right, but seeing that Chi Chuanye's expression was not very good, he was also a little scared in his heart, worried about whether he had said something wrong.
She looked at him cautiously and asked softly, "Did you accidentally hurt someone?" ”
Chi Chuanye raised his head and stretched out his hand to hold Jin Zhu's hand, there were calluses left by martial arts practice on the fingertips of these hands, but the palms of his hands were abnormally soft, and his heart moved and clenched a little.
Jin Zhu didn't pull it back, but was quietly held by him, because she could feel that Chi Chuanye seemed to have something to say, and she couldn't interrupt others, it would be rude and hated like this.
"I accidentally hurt a girl I really liked, and I didn't even think I liked her that much." Chi Chuanye was silent for a while before he said.
Jin Zhu cautiously peeked at him and said softly, "Then, what should I do?" ”
Chi Chuanye smiled bitterly, shook his head and said, "I don't know, I want to apologize and atone for my sins, but I don't know what to do." She didn't seem to like me very much. ”
"No, no, it won't." Jin Zhu subconsciously shook his head.
"Huh?" Chi Chuanye looked at Jin Zhu funny, his eyes were full of tenderness and doting.
After meeting his eyes, Jin Zhu subconsciously lowered his head, played with his hands, and said for a long time: "You are very handsome, and very gentle, and very good to people, how can anyone hate you." ”
Chi Chuanye smiled: "Really? ”
"Really!" Jin Zhu nodded desperately to confirm that he was not lying.
Chi Chuanye leaned closer, and there was bewitchment in his voice: "Then do you think I'm handsome?" ”
Jin Zhu blinked and nodded solemnly.
Her statement made Chi Chuan's ambition feel as if he had been gently rubbed by a soft little animal, itchy and numb.
Before Jin Zhu could react, she saw an enlarged face, leaving a gentle kiss on her lips, and it felt as if she was in a dream.
Chi Chuanye didn't make too much nostalgia, just touched it softly, and then separated.
He was afraid that he would become addicted.
It's just that it seems to be addictive.
"You ......" Jin Zhu withdrew his hand, his eyes full of disbelief.
Chi Chuanye almost grew a gray tail behind him and wagged it, the corners of his lips rose slightly, looked at Jin Zhu and said, "This means that I like you." ”
"But ......"
"Do you like me?" Chi Chuanye's demagogic smile was demagogic, and Jin Zhu was also stunned.
"I ......" Jin Zhu didn't know how to answer.
"If you like it, you can kiss it."
Jin Zhu was dizzy, so she had to follow Chi Chuanye, but she always felt that something was wrong, she was a little anxious, and looked at him puzzled: "Is this the case?" ”
Chi Chuanye didn't move, and closed his eyes directly.
Jin Zhu was stunned, her fingers curled up nervously, and her joints were white, she really didn't hate the person in front of her, because he had always been good to herself.
But why do you have to kiss it?
Jin Zhu raised his eyes and saw Chi Chuanye's long eyelashes, flickering.
Chi Chuanye was going to stop teasing Jin Zhu, but just as he was about to open his eyes, he felt a softness on his lips.
The forbearance in his heart seemed to have broken through, and every emotion factor ran out with a roar, and Chi Chuanye put one hand around Jin Zhu's waist and deepened the kiss.
He felt guilty in his heart, but this moment and this second would sink him.
Jin Zhu didn't kiss, and he didn't know when he was going to breathe, and the whole person was about to lack oxygen, only to hear Chi Chuanye chuckle and continue: "Exhale, inhale." ”
……
In the next time, Chi Chuanye didn't go to the company, he didn't leave Jinzhu for a minute, and everything was pushed by him to a later date.
Maybe it would make him feel like he was atoning for his sins.
Jin Zhu is in good condition, and there is a lot less time to be in a daze.
But this made Chi Chuanye even more uneasy.
Maybe at a certain moment, Jin Zhu will recall everything, and that time was also Chi Chuanye's death sentence, but before that time, there was still a bit of hope in his heart.
When Su Qian called him, he was watering the flowers and plants in the small shed at home with Jin Zhu.
After seeing the name, Chi Chuanye avoided the golden beads.
He couldn't let Jin Zhu hear anything about Yuanbao, and Su Qian looked for him, except for Yuanbao's matter, there was no other possibility.
Sure enough, there was no way to hide the anxiety in Su Qian's voice.
"Yuan Bao wants to see you." Su Qian said it simply, but Chi Chuanye's intuition would not be a good thing.
"Recent ......"
"Chi Chuanye, I don't care what you've been busy with lately, you have to come back to see Yuanbao immediately!" Su Qian's voice suddenly became sharp, and there was no room for rebuttal.
Chi Chuanye was stunned for a few seconds and said, "I know." ”
The other side didn't say anything, and hung up the phone directly.
Chi Chuanye was propping up the wall, his fingers tightened unconsciously, and when he returned to Jin Zhu, he found that she was happily watering the little flowers and grass, and the smile on her face couldn't be hidden.
He quietly accompanied Jin Zhu for a while, and before leaving, he told Shen Feng: "Shen Feng, guarantee the safety of the security bead, I ask you to stay by her side every step of the way." ”