Chapter 497: Be careful
"Because I'm worried about you! I was worried day and night, worried about every minute and every second of Miss Cheng, whether she was happy, whether she was angry, whether she had eaten well, whether she drank milk, whether she was uncomfortable, whether she had a headache, how many times a day she laughed, how many times she frowned, and even whether the people around her were sick, whether it would infect you——"
Baochai also hesitated for a long time before deciding to tell Miss Cheng these words, but he couldn't bear to look at the second master sad, and he felt so sad that he felt congested when he saw it.
"He—where is he?" Cheng Luoyi interrupted Baochai's words, and was a little afraid to continue listening.
"Smoking outside the barbed mesh!" Baochai said anxiously.
"Why is it outside?" Cheng Luoyi frowned.
"The second master rarely smokes in front of Miss Cheng, and it seems that he has stopped smoking at all recently!" Baochai explained.
"Baochai, in your opinion, am I very unconscionable?" Cheng Luoyi asked suddenly.
"This-actually, I can see that Miss Cheng doesn't care about the second master at all, Miss Cheng has some scruples in her heart, I can probably understand!" Baochai said honestly, I can't say that I don't have any words for Miss Cheng, but when I think of Miss Cheng, I seem to be able to empathize.
"When did he start knowing about my condition?" Cheng Luoyi lowered his head and looked at his toes, hiding the sadness in his eyes.
"I'm not sure about the specifics, I know it was when Miss Cheng went to Kyoto for the first time! I think the second master will also know at that meeting! Baochai thought, he said so much, would he be killed by the second master?
"I knew it at that time, and sure enough—" It should have been after she fainted for the first time, someone examined her, and it was not a difficult disease to find, and it could be seen by any investigation, but it was not cured!
That's why Fu Qiming is so worried and lets her do this? What she is afraid of is this, which will make her already sad life even more pathetic!
"Miss Cheng, maybe you will think that I said this because I can't empathize, but I still want to say that the second master is different from ordinary men, if you fall in love, it will be a lifetime, if you are not there, the second master will not change, so your current insistence is very cruel to the second master. Deprived him of what little happiness he had!
And - maybe there is a treatment, Miss Cheng did not give up too early! ”
Baochai has actually been unable to figure this out, Miss Cheng doesn't seem to be a person who will give up easily, why doesn't she seem to care at all?
"Is it too early to give up?" It's been ten years, how can she persevere?
has been tortured by illness for ten years, do you want to drag Fu Qiming to be tortured together?
Illness will wear out all emotions, there was a period of time, Cheng Luoyi saw Ji Cheng, she felt disgusted, that time, was the darkest moment of her life, she was afraid that she would become full of beautiful emotions!
It's better not to have it, at least there is no hope, so that it will not be a hundred times more desperate!
"The second master quarreled with you to such an extent, and in the end he just walked outside the iron net to smoke, isn't this enough to explain everything? The second master is putting you on the tip of his heart, why don't you make a bet with me! ”
Xue Cheng has followed Fu Qiming for so many years, and he has already been getting along with him as a friend and brother, and he can't bear to watch the second master like this.
In fact, he also thinks it's very strange, the second master obviously has family and friends and brothers, but he has been lonely since he was a child, as if no one can get into his heart, if you have seen the back of a child, with desolation and loneliness, probably experienced some major blows.
But the second master really hasn't experienced those, if you have to say anything, that is, when I was a teenager, I lost my father, but before that, the second master was already like this.
Baochai is also out of the way, even if the second master is really angry in the future, he can't turn a blind eye anymore.
"Bet?"
Cheng Luoyi looked at Baochai.
"If you walk over now, the second master's eyes are full of remorse, just give the second master a chance! If not, I'll do whatever you want! There was even a hint of supplication in Baochai's words.
Cheng Luoyi was shocked, and looked at Baochai with some incredulity, she just said those words, Fu Qiming was not angry, but would regret it?
"Regret - quarrel with me?" Cheng Luoyi's voice was hoarse.
Baochai nodded, as if he was very sure, Fu Qiming was regretting it at the moment.
Cheng Luoyi was afraid and even frightened for a moment, this bet, if she really lost, then she really lost her heart, no, she felt that she had already lost!
Regardless of whether Fu Qiming was angry or regretful, the others didn't leave, and the things he did to protect her carefully were enough to make her lose her heart.
In her previous life, Ji Cheng just regarded her as Min'er's stand-in, and she could repay her so far, in the face of Fu Qiming treating her like this, why was she timid?
In fact, Cheng Luoyi herself knows the reason, because she is afraid, afraid that after having a fetters that are enough to shake everything, she will not be able to get rid of her fate, and the moment she closes her eyes, there is only reluctance and imitation. That kind of life seems to be even more sad!
In the ten years of her previous life, Cheng Luoyi had a lot of nostalgia, but none of them could make her nostalgic to the point where she didn't want to die.
She was afraid that she would start to have nostalgia, and she would worry day and night about when she would die, and live in fear all day long.
Cheng Luoyi didn't want to make this bet with Baochai, because she was afraid that she would really regret seeing Fu Qiming, but even if she didn't look at it, it seemed that she had already begun to regret it.
followed Baochai to the outside of an iron net, and Cheng Luoyi saw the location, and it happened that he could only see Fu Qiming's back, so lonely, as if he was helpless like a stray dog abandoned by someone.
There are countless cigarette butts on the ground, and my hands are trembling slightly, why did I touch my face? Is it crying?
At the moment when Fu Qiming was about to turn around, Cheng Luoyi quickly hid.
A heart beat wildly, and finally gradually became reassuring.
Heh-Fu Qiming's damn reassuring breath has penetrated deep into the bone marrow?
"Miss Cheng, you-" Baochai looked at Cheng Luoyi.
Cheng Luoyi shook her head, made a shushing motion, and motioned for Baochai to follow her.
It wasn't until far enough away that Cheng Luoyi spoke.
"No bet!" She's already lost! With only one back, Cheng Luoyi couldn't extricate herself, she was afraid that Fu Qiming's tearful eyes would become a nightmare for the rest of her life.
That's enough!
"Don't tell him today, you go back first, I'll find him later!" Cheng Luoyi's eyes were clear with a hint of relaxation.
Just saw Fu Qiming's back, Cheng Luoyi clearly heard that the fortress in his heart had collapsed, and there was no point in insisting, he couldn't be relieved before, but now that he has figured it out, there is no need to torture each other.
Ten years of time, it seems that you really have to do whatever you want!
Baochai breathed a sigh of relief, his efforts were not in vain!
"Don't be happy too early, I heard that falling in love is very nerve-wracking, if one day I die suddenly, your second master will cry to death, don't regret all the actions that persuaded me today!"
Cheng Luoyi is a very grudgeful person, Baochai calculates her, so she doesn't need to make Baochai feel better!
The corners of Baochai's mouth twitched, Miss Cheng is really not a good person to get along with, and she is always thinking about revenge!
Cheng Luoyi went back to the room, took Baochai's equipment, and made a call to Ji Cheng, since it was decided, no matter what happened to Fu Qiming and Ji Cheng, at least in the short term, it was impossible for her to recognize Ji Cheng.
Cheng Luoyi thought about it carefully, and if she was asked to choose between Fu Qiming and Ji Cheng, Cheng Luoyi was very embarrassed, but most of the time she still chose Fu Qiming, so she could only suffer Ji Cheng, who was the father, and be more tolerant of her.
What's more, whether she is called dad or not, Ji Cheng is a father in her heart, this is enough, she has no intention of cutting off contact with Ji Cheng, Fu Qiming seems to care about this father, it is the identity of Ji Cheng's daughter.
can't have both, but it doesn't have to give up one, this is not difficult for Cheng Luoyi, just need Ji Cheng's understanding!
"You girl, finally called me!" Ji Cheng is very happy every time he receives a call from Cheng Luoyi.
"Have you eaten properly?"
"Do you think I'm a child?" Ji Cheng smiled.
"Hehe, in fact, I have something to discuss with you on the phone, I may not be able to be your daughter for the time being!"
After Cheng Luoyi finished speaking, he didn't know what was happening on the other side of the phone, as if there was the sound of something landing.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Luoyi asked nervously.
"Yes—did you regret it?" Ji Cheng looked at the broken water cup on the ground, and a trace of panic flashed in his eyes!
"Something has fallen, it scares me, is it necessary for our relationship to be so careful? In the past, I was just afraid of dragging you down, so I avoided you and said those things that angered you, in fact, I am very grateful to you, and I really treat you as a father, and you should treat me like a child, and you should not be careful! ”
Cheng Luoyi sighed, her relationship with Ji Cheng had just stabilized, this would say this, it would inevitably make Ji Cheng think a lot, alas, why are everything rushing together?
"I know, it's just or- what do you mean by what you just said?" Ji Cheng's eyes flashed with a hint of brightness, he had always been afraid that Cheng Luoyi would have too many scruples and did not dare to approach him.
When he understood that everything Cheng Luoyi did was to deliberately push him away, he had already given up those previous ideas, and he understood Cheng Luoyi's worries, so he was willing to accept it! Willing to do nothing, just watch, watching her smile away, is not a kind of fulfillment!
But admitting that he is powerless is really a kind of torture, and he even thinks that as a doctor, the most difficult thing is not that he can't save people's lives, but how to learn to accept the facts! That's why he will be cautious when dealing with Cheng Luoyi! Because she was afraid of exposing her helplessness and breaking her heart!
But in the end, this kid still worries about him! This father is too incompetent!
"Well, I'm a little embarrassed to say it, I'm here for a man!" Cheng Luoyi rarely had a hint of blush on his face.
"Men?" Ji Cheng didn't have time to continue to sigh, and was shocked by Cheng Luoyi again. I couldn't help frowning and asked:
"Are you talking about Fu Qiming?" Ji Cheng is not ignorant of Cheng Luoyi's affairs, especially Cheng Luoyi's going to attend Susan's grandfather's birthday, which can be regarded as a storm in the city, and he naturally heard about it.