For him, the diving bird has always been in contact with the butterfly as if he had found something important in his life, something that had been accidentally lost, and suddenly came back to him. And the most important thing. Without it, you would be lost.

He couldn't talk to his mother about that feeling, because it was something she couldn't give him.

Mom can give him life, childhood, and even more, but only half of what is given is the life of a man, and the other half needs another woman to complete.

Without experiencing the baptism of life of another woman, this man's life can only be incomplete, incomplete, or rather, naïve.

A man who is single to old age is always childish and ridiculous. Like a mentally retarded child, whose intellect is forever frozen at some stage of his infancy, his laughter, though innocent, is pale because he knows nothing.

The whole life is like a certain kind of religious sacrifice, and the man and woman are the only sacrifices in this sacrifice, and there is sweet pain and separation and reunion in the process, but all this experience makes this sacrifice noble and full, and it is of great significance.

A man's life will always need to be polished and shaped by a woman.

It's like a well-built house, a pure man's world, nothing more than reinforced concrete, rough walls. And the woman is the décor and decoration of that house.

What color walls, what style of furniture, what fancy carpets, what kind of animals, what kinds of flowers...... She can give the house a soul and a life form, a living life form. This man can clearly know the trajectory of his life, and will not be completely lost in the pursuit of himself in the stormy streets.

A house is no longer just a house, but a living organism, complete, rich, flesh and blood, and emotions.

Butterflies gave him exactly that. Other women didn't give him this feeling.

He just wanted to follow this faint trajectory and find it. Although I am not sure what the outcome will be, the process is enough to look forward to.

As for the rest, diving birds haven't thought about it that much.

He just knew that he wanted to be with this woman, and there was no external reason for being together, not because of the children, nor because of the completion of the task of marriage, even if there was no such thing at all.

He thought, oh, I just want to be with this woman.

When I met butterflies ten years ago, it was just out of curiosity and covetousness. It turned into a desire, or rather an unattainable possessiveness. What you don't get is always the most obsessive.

Now, there is neither curiosity nor desire, but a comforting sense of warmth. Feeling that she exists in his own life makes him full of confidence and steady every day. Understand that everything you do has a purpose and meaning.

It is like a seed that has steadily penetrated into the depths of the earth and spread to a wider space.

So every time he happily ran to the butterfly's house, it was not just because there was a kite, but because there was a butterfly there.

If it weren't for the woman who would have opened the door to meet him, cast that soft glance at him, whispered in his ear, and sprinkled his whole heart like a ray of sunshine, perhaps he would not have had so much motivation and passion to do all this.

Therefore, the diving bird has a different attitude towards the fact that the mother is so obsessed with stopping the kite. With the kite, he has every excuse and reason to naturally enter and exit the life of the butterfly, and the butterfly will not refuse. He was like a man, stepping into her life.

If you simply want to return to the kite, you may have to break off these ties with the butterfly forever. He also knew that if Butterfly really promised to give him the child, she would really give up the child forever.

And what does he get?

It's just that there has always been a problem with communication between them. It's not the same thing to think about each other. Mom wants to stop kites, and herself, wants butterflies.

At this time, the diving bird listened to his mother casually about what happened this afternoon, and when he heard that the butterfly was not so resolute in the matter of the child, he was a little worried, even a little disappointed, and he hoped that the butterfly would treat his child as a treasure and be desperate, because it was his child.

He loves his children more than himself.

If even his own children can be abandoned, then there is really nothing between him and the butterfly. The thought of this made his heart palpitate.

Yuan Mei said: Mom won't talk nonsense. That's what she said, and I didn't have anything to say at the time.

The diving bird's heart fluctuated for a while, but on the surface it still looked lazy, and said: Now, you should die, right?

Yuan Mei looked at her son with infinite affection and said: At least let her understand a truth, the child is not only hers, the child is still yours.

She always wanted her son to understand one truth: the importance of children. And this woman is clearly irrelevant.

The diving bird said: She has known this truth for a long time.

Yuan Mei was not convinced, and continued: I just want her to understand, but she let go of that word, at least there will be some loosening in the future. She also said that it is your right not to hinder you from meeting your children.

The diving bird looked even lazier, he was busy all day, he just wanted to go home and have a good rest, and said weakly: Originally, she didn't stop me from meeting with the kite, and we got along very well. You've been getting along well since before you came. Mom, I really don't see what you're here for. I thought you went out and played by yourself.

Yuan Mei was stunned for a moment, seemed to be a little choked, turned around in her head, and said: Anyway, if the child wants to be with you in the future, she can't stop it. This is what she said herself, and Mom can testify for you when the time comes.

The diving bird laughed, then suppressed his smile, and said seriously: Mom, to tell you the truth, first of all, when you go to see her today, you should let me know in advance, and you shouldn't secretly go to see her without me, but fortunately, you can still get along peacefully, and this matter will be forgotten. Secondly, I have said countless times, I will solve my own affairs, you are also old, just take care of yourself, live a happy life, it is rare to come here, where do you want to play or something, tell me directly, if I am not free, I will arrange it again. Finally, I know better than you what kind of woman Wuji is. Don't look at her cold personality, but she has always been very principled in doing things. These days, we get along far better than you think. The first time we met, she told the child that I was his biological father, which shows that she didn't want to hide anything at all. If she wanted to take possession of the child, she wouldn't have told me, and if she hadn't said it, I wouldn't have known about it in my life. To tell you the truth, I didn't have the intention of asking for the kite, so you were just thinking about it. I think it's good to have her by her side, and I also think that my current life is also very good, and I don't want to change it for the time being. As for the future, I'd like to save that for later. Okay, I'm going to take a bath, I still have a date with Feng Yu, so I'm not going to watch TV with you at home.

Yuan Mei was dumbfounded when she heard this, completely dumbfounded.