Butterfly said so casually, but it invisibly evoked the most sensitive and taboo embarrassment in the heart of the diving bird, and it was also a shadow that he had been trying to get rid of.

He didn't understand why Butterfly was so straightforward about Zhuang Yousheng, in front of himself, and he didn't have any scruples or evasions, and his father Zhuang Yousheng opened his mouth, what kind of situation did he put him in in an instant?

Zhi Kite's father is Zhuang Yousheng, so what is he?

From the bottom of his heart, he hated the existence of this Zhuang Yousheng, and he didn't want to know at all that his child had become so good under his teaching.

He even resented that the kite had been raised by him. No matter how much you Zhuang Yousheng did at the beginning, I am his only father, this is absolutely unquestionable, and it cannot be ignored, in the heart of the diving bird, he does not take this so-called Zhuang Yousheng in his eyes at all.

Although, this nurturing feeling should be grateful. But he couldn't be grateful. He hopes that he will be raised and educated by himself, because he is the real father of the child. And it's not that I don't have this ability.

All these consequences were caused by you, a woman, he didn't say it, but that's what he actually thought in his heart.

So he didn't completely deny all the condemnation of butterflies at that time, and even agreed with them in some places. But the approach he wanted to take was different from his mother's. He doesn't want to be brutal, he doesn't want to stiffen the relationship, he wants to deal with it softly.

He knew that all his forbearance had a purpose. Sometimes you have to be patient. He didn't want to push the butterfly in the other direction in an aggressive way, so that he might not get anything.

The diving birds were a little silent at that time, and they were full of joy to reunite with their mother and son, but in an instant, the atmosphere became a little inexplicable.

The diving bird was silent, although he didn't say anything, but his expression was a little unnatural, but fortunately, he stopped the scene and had already pulled him to the bedroom to see the award.

The butterfly didn't notice the subtle change in the diving bird's mood at all, she just said it matter-of-factly. In the matter of stopping the kite painting, it is indeed the credit of Zhuang Yousheng.

She didn't expect the diving bird to thank her, and she didn't know that her words might cause a fight between the two men.

Although the competitive and possessive nature of diving birds is not so explicit, as a man, it has both of them. It's just that some men are naked, while some men are better at disguise and disguise.

The diving bird can't tell how much he loves this woman. The question of love is really the most complicated issue in the world.

When she sat beside her, she got along with each other day and night, and there were indeed ripples of love in her heart, and the feeling at that time was true. Every day, when I think of seeing her, I feel happy and full of anticipation, and even the tired journey to work seems to be something worth looking forward to.

But then so many things happened, when I thought of this woman again, I could hardly tell whether it was love, resentment, or hatred in my heart, at least I didn't have the excitement and pleasure I had at the beginning.

The reason why I can't let go of this woman, or rather, is more because I haven't completely won this woman's heart and all her feelings. In this unbalanced situation of love, I can't find the point where I can be satisfied and win, or I can't finally be satisfied, I don't win, but I lose, so I can't let go of it.

After so many years, the question of feelings seems a little ugly in it. Perhaps, it is not because of love, but because there are more other factors involved. At least it's not because I simply love and miss this woman that I keep giving up.

It's an unfinished game -

He does not want to be a loser, a surrenderer, a humiliator in this game of love.

Men are susceptible creatures to get fed and discarded. If you give yourself completely to a woman, she will not care about you and leave like the wind.

In the game of love, men are always accustomed to being the winning party, watching the prey that they are chasing finally surrender to their feet, the more you are attached to him, the stronger the satisfaction and self-confidence that will arise, which can make him quickly withdraw from the anxiety of the original infatuation, calm the passion, fade away the excitement, and of course, will not be so obsessed.

The truth is, you are trapped, and he retreats, clapping his hands lightly, and looking happily at the man who has fallen into the mire, pleading.

The cruel side of love is that there is always one person who will be a sacrifice to the god of love, and it is you or me.

The god of love, always in his noble temple, said coldly and proudly: Since you have enjoyed the joy of love, then you will leave one person to accompany me. There has never been anything in the world that is completely free of cost.

……

But the diving bird found himself in the whole process, becoming the loser. This was unacceptable to him in any way.

From the moment he knew that the butterfly was getting married, having children, and living well, he deeply felt that he was the poor and pathetic sacrifice.

And he could not bear the butterflies in front of him, and could hold his head high and mention her husband with arrogance, the kind of self-righteousness and indifference, like a sharp sword, stabbing his pride.

The butterfly didn't notice it at the time, and when she talked about Zhuang Yousheng, a cold chill suddenly flashed in the eyes of the diving bird, like the lonely gray wolf on the glacier, he licked himself the scars left by yesterday's battle, but it had already decided that it would never lose the next battle, it could lose its life, and it could not lose its dignity.

The dark look of the diving bird means: never!

Just as the kite was pulling the diving bird to look at the award certificate in the bedroom, the butterfly had already begun to set the table and prepare dinner, she had already eaten early, and now that he had come, there was no need to wait.

After a quick heat of all the cold dishes, the fish was already steamed, and the soup was already boiling. The next step is to stir-fry some hot dishes, which is fast.

At the moment when the diving bird and the kite were talking to themselves, the butterfly had already done everything neatly, then untied the apron, washed his hands, and took advantage of the gap to run to the bathroom, looked in the mirror, and cut his hair, to see if he would be too casual, after all, he had been busy all day.

The face in the mirror is still very charming, but I may not have slept well last night, and I didn't have time to rest during the day, so I feel a little dark circles. She slapped her fingers a few times, tears almost flowing. Although it has improved, after all, it is now that he has reached the age of old and relaxed, these methods are obviously useless.

Butterfly pays: No wonder those celebrities go for plastic surgery, when people are gone, they really think of it naturally.

The butterfly looked at it, and there was no way, so be it, old will be old, and sooner or later it will be old.

After the clothes were straightened, the butterfly returned to the living room, and then called: "Stop kite, you are good to come out, eat, it's cold, burn it and eat, it will be cold after a while."

When the butterfly sat down, the two of them came over.

Three people, the kite sits on the right hand side of the butterfly, and the diving bird sits opposite the butterfly. The butterfly hesitated for a moment, then laughed to herself and said, "Do you drink?" I've got wine here. White wine. If, if you want to drink—

When she moved out of Zhuang Yousheng's villa last year, she brought back a lot of white wine, drank some one after another, and left some under the kitchen cupboard. In the wine cellar of Zhuang Yousheng's villa, there are still a lot of red wines from his year. Butterflies sometimes want to go there to see it, after all the time, they don't know how the garden and the flowers and plants have fallen.

Every flower and grass in the garden has been incorporated into Zhuang Yousheng's efforts, and they were all planted by him.

Thinking that he should not have wasted his garden like this. But it's really uninhabitable.

I thought about it a few times, but in the end I still didn't have the determination to go.