88. No matter how good they are, they can't compare to you
Xiao Jiangyuan's psychological age, compared with his actual age, is about ten years or eight years younger, video game city, drag racing, K song, jumping, can be described as omnipotent, he doesn't know how much money he has spent on the crane machine, he thinks that he can definitely catch it without three coins.
But Nie An is not a vegetarian, although Nie Zhan does not take her to Bundi and K song, but video games do not bring her less.
When Nie An was a little girl, she was once very obsessed with catching dolls, so she ......
Xiao Jiangyuan actually met an opponent!
Lose all three games!
"Come again!" Nie An provoked.
"Ziruo, wait, I'll help you catch a few more!" Xiao Jiangyuan said to Xu Ziruo indifferently.
As long as Xu Ziruo is happy, what does it matter if he wins or loses? Isn't his purpose to let her smile after the great sorrow?
When they came out of the game city, the three of them were holding dolls in their hands, and Xu Ziruo and Nie An also seemed to have returned to their childhood, not to mention anything else, as a playmate, Xiao Jiangyuan was undoubtedly qualified.
The joyful atmosphere is always temporary, as soon as she stepped into the hospital, the atmosphere became solemn, Xu Ziruo's eyes darkened, Nie An closed her lips tightly and said nothing, in fact, she was even more nervous than Xu Ziruo, and before she could say her six-year crush, the other party became a vegetative person.
The hometown was even more timid, and Nie An stood at the door just like Xu Ziruo did when he first entered this door, and he didn't dare to push the door for a long time.
"An An, go in by yourself, if you have anything to say to him...... he can hear it.
But if Xu Ziruo didn't say the second half of the sentence, in this situation, it is better to let Nie An say goodbye to his past. I don't know if he can hear, but he can speak more freely.
Nie An finally mustered up the courage to push open the door, and at a glance he saw Cangyu who had lost a lot of weight on the hospital bed, although he was thin and pale, it still did not hinder his handsomeness.
The door clicked shut, and the room was silent, and even Nie An's approaching footsteps could not be heard, only the sound of the instrument ticking to announce the fact that the body was still alive.
"Brother Yu, I'm Nie An, I'm ...... I've come to see you.
"I really didn't expect such an accident to happen, I remember before you left, we went to the playground together, and in the haunted house, you also took my hand......
"You may never know that the first time I saw you at the racetrack that year, I ...... I'll just ...... I fell in love with you at first sight......
"If it weren't for Nie Zhan and you, maybe I would have had the opportunity to say this to you, I always thought that when I grew up, I would definitely find an opportunity to say it to you, but when I grew up, you were engaged......
"However, it is so coincidental, the person you like happens to be Xu Ziruo, we live in a dormitory, but we haven't spoken much, and I don't know why, I would talk to her so much that day, and from that day on, I became friends with her.
"I always thought that it would be enough to just look at you, but I didn't expect that you would take my hand when I had the courage to enter the haunted house that day......
"Brother Yu, I admit that I fantasized that one day you will take your eyes off Ziruo and notice me, and notice this girl who is in love with racing and punk style because you are in love......
"But it all happened so suddenly, and before I even said that word to you, you lay here......
"Brother Yu, I don't know if you can hear it, but I finally said it to you, you may not believe it, it was Ziruo who gave me this opportunity, she already knew my intentions, and when you lost contact, the two of us supported each other and came over.
"Brother Yu, don't worry, I will take care of Ziruo for you, I haven't told Nie Zhan about you, maybe your concept of me in your heart is just Nie Zhan's sister, but now you should know that I am not only Nie Zhan's sister, I am also Nie An."
The emotions that had been pent up in her heart for many years were said to the person she loved, and Nie An felt a sense of relief, although the person didn't give her a little response, but at least she said it.
I don't know if he can hear it, whether he will open his eyes and say to her one day, "An An, I used to be in a coma when I seemed to hear you talking to me", but Nie An's heart relaxed.
If he hadn't been lying down and couldn't respond, maybe she wouldn't have dared to say these words for the rest of her life. It's strange that a girl who dares to jump and dare to take a jumping machine doesn't even dare to say such a "I like you".
Xu Ziruo and Xiao Jiangyuan sat side by side on the chairs, Zhou Sen went downstairs, and with a surprise attack by Ma You, he had to be more cautious.
"How do you let her in? Could it be that she and Brother Yu are also ......," Jiang Yuan asked, looking at the door of the ward.
"What do you think? Do you think you're just as merciful as you are? Xu Ziruo gave him a blank look.
"That's all in the past, why mention it?" Xiao Jiangyuan smiled awkwardly, the thing he regrets the most now is the relationship with Du Yue at the beginning. At least Xu Ziruo didn't know about it, but Du Yue, living in the same dormitory with Xu Ziruo, this matter must have been exposed a long time ago.
"You think it's over, and people don't necessarily think it's over, you don't know, because what do others think of me now!" Xu Ziruo complained.
No matter how you look at it, Du Yue's words are simply a naked insult.
"They're jealous!" Xiao Jiangyuan said a word.
"You're confident!"
Xiao Jiangyuan raised his cap and raised his eyebrows and asked, "Shouldn't I be confident?" "Indeed, he is more down-to-earth than Cang Yu, and his appearance is also sunny and handsome, although there is no Cang family two brothers with good genes, each of whom is more than one meter nine, but he also has to be one meter eight, and Yushu Linfeng deserves it. Coupled with his family's economic conditions, self-confidence is inevitable.
Xu Ziruo glanced at him, "Do you know how many sons you have outside?" ”
"Just kidding! I've done a good job of taking precautions, it's impossible! ”
Xu Ziruo didn't speak, thinking that I might know one, but I don't know if I should say this, if I do, Du Yue still doesn't know what will happen, if I don't say it, what if I match Nie An with him, what if I leave trouble in the future?
Just thinking about it, Nie An opened the door and walked out, smiled faintly at Xu Ziruo and said, "Ziruo, come in." ”
Xu Ziruo looked back at her, but didn't ask anything, what she wanted to know, Cang Yu would tell her personally.
She turned her head to look at Xiao Jiangyuan and asked, "Do you want to go in and see him?" ”
"Me?" Xiao Jiangyuan had an accident on his face, "I'll go in with you?" ”
"Don't talk nonsense!" Xu Ziruo admonished.
"Then if I don't go in, maybe I'll accidentally say something." Xiao Jiangyuan shook his head.
Xu Ziruo got up and pushed the door in, and the door clicked shut, and this place became the world of the two of them again.
The door shut out the laughter of the day, and Xu Ziruo sat in front of the bed, his eyes full of desolation when he looked at Cangyu.
"Ayu, I'm here, why are you still sleeping? Rise and shine!
"I don't know what An An told you, you are really attractive, Nie An and Ma You have liked you since childhood, if you are awake, I will definitely be jealous.
"I saw Ma You when I left yesterday, she herself is more beautiful than in the photos, if I were you, I would definitely not like me.
"I've been lying down for another whole day, you get up and move, Xiao Jiangyuan and Nie An are outside, he is afraid of running into Ma You again, and he is afraid that my parents will not let me come out at night, so I must follow."
"I don't know what you told him, he's been pestering me all the time, Ayu, are you in such a hurry to push me out? You don't know, no matter how good they are to me, they can't compare to you......"
Xu Ziruo stood up, leaned down slightly, his long hair slid down his cheeks, if he was still awake, he would definitely say that it was itchy, but he still didn't move, and even the soft lips were pasted, but there was no reaction at all.
God knows how much he hopes that every time Xu Ziruo goes up in person, he will unexpectedly give himself a response, but every time he is disappointed.
Suddenly rescued from the darkness, Cang Yu sighed lightly before sitting on the chair next to the bed.
"Ziruo, I wanted you not to come again, but you were disobedient, when will this kind of day end? You are obedient and go live your life well.
"You're still young, you can't spend it with me like this, the thing I regret the most is that I made such a decision after knowing you, at the beginning, if I listened to Lu Zhitakuya's words, I just negotiated the conditions of my own group and signed the contract, it wouldn't be like this.
"But having said this, there are no ifs in life, and since I have made such a decision, I have to suffer such consequences.
"But you're different, you're so young, you can live in the sun, like other girls, you have a boyfriend who loves you, and you can accompany you every day, these can be done by Xiao Jiangyuan.
"When something happens, people don't know who is really good to them, but I really don't want you to be like this to me now, especially Nie An, don't tell her that I can hear what she says, just let her think that I don't know anything, maybe if I say it, she will be relieved in the future."
In fact, in his selfish heart, Cang Yu hoped that Xu Ziruo would always accompany him like this, after all, her short visit was different from Ma You's company all day long.
But he knew that he couldn't be so selfish, because Xu Ziruo was the only person he loved.
Love is never equivalent, not fair, Ma You's contribution is indeed a lot, more than two months of companionship and never abandonment, should move him.
It's a pity that when a person's heart is filled with another person, no matter how much others give, it is meaningless to him.
Cang Yu stood up and opened the door, and said to Xiao Jiangyuan, who was sitting outside the door: "Xiao Jiangyuan, come in!" ”
This tone and title made Xiao Jiangyuan unable to tell whether it was Xu Ziruo or Cangyu in front of him, but he still obediently got up and walked in.
The door closed again, and outside the door, Nie An sat alone on the bench, with mixed feelings in his heart, when he couldn't get someone, he was often the time he wanted it the most, and Nie An was no exception.
At this moment, she hoped that Cang Yu would wake up suddenly, hoping that he could take his eyes off Xu Ziruo a little, and that he could give herself some attention.