Chapter 309: Can You Forgive Me?

"Then, in the small courtyard next to Linglong Zhai that day, the girl who smiled and said that she was eating shepherd's cabbage dumplings, although she was bloated, looking at that smile was always in my mind."

Su Muzhe laughed lowly, thinking of Chun Yuyan at that time, it seemed that there was a world of difference between the woman in front of him with a pointed chin and a delicate body.

But it's just as kind and lovely.

Chun Yuyan listened to Su Muzhe's words, and couldn't help but glare at him: "Who is bloated?" ”

Su Muzhe couldn't help but laugh again, carelessly touched the wound on his back, and snorted.

Chun Yuyan hurriedly looked at it with concern, Su Muzhe curled his lips and smiled: "It's okay, I can bear it, Yan Yan doesn't have to worry." ”

"Who's worried...... Chun Yuyan muttered, then turned around and picked up the stick and continued to pull the fire.

"Later, when Yuan Su got married, I was still thinking, no one can say for sure about fate, who knew that Yuan Su's fate was not you, but it was fate that made me meet you again, at that time, your pale face scared me, but then I didn't feel it in my heart, I didn't expect you to take Yuan Su so seriously. Later, Prime Minister Chun Yu found me and told me about my mother, and I also knew about you, and when the Prime Minister talked about you, his eyes were doting, but he didn't think of me at that time, he said that he wanted to give you a stable life, as long as you were happy and comfortable. ”

Speaking of this, Su Muzhe paused.

Chun Yuyan's heart was sour, and he remembered that Chun Yucheng didn't know what it was like for a while.

"Later, Yan Yan, you were deceived by that Meng Junhao, Chun Yu Prime Minister was extremely angry, you were unconscious, and he was also worried day and night, Yan Yan, in fact, at that time, I thought, a good girl like you shouldn't be treated like this, I will always think of you, worry about you, afraid that you will be sad, I think in fact, if I can take care of you, I will not let you be wronged like this."

"I didn't expect that Prime Minister Chun Yu would mention your matter directly to me, he was scared, after these few things, he thought that fortunately, I knew the roots, he said let me think about it, I can take good care of you, and spoil you."

"Yan Yan, you don't know, how happy I was at that time, I don't know why, but as long as I think of you in my life in the future, I feel happy."

"I didn't expect you to take the initiative to ask me, you said you didn't agree, and you wouldn't agree to my proposal, God knows, at that moment my heart fell from the sky to the mortal world how bad it felt, there was no way, I had to follow the temptation, and set the conditions for separation, promised you a good prospect, and also said that I was particularly pitiful to win your sympathy, so that you agreed to me."

Chun Yuyan snorted coldly, puffed out his cheeks, and said, "It turns out that you started to lie to me at that time!" ”

"Yes, although it is a white lie, but what I said is not all false, my grandmother did want to control me with my family affairs at that time, I don't know why she did this, I just thought that I hadn't seen each other for so many years, and my grandchildren had weak feelings, so she would be like this, so I don't blame her, but I also want my own life, I felt uncomfortable at that time, living with other women, if there must be a person to marry, that person, it must be you!"

"Yan Yan, this is what I thought at the time, I know that I used these careful thoughts to deceive you, it was I who did not do it well, and after getting married, I made you suffer so many grievances, and I didn't fulfill the promise to the prime minister, and it was also my fault, but Yan Yan, I promise that I will not deceive you again in the future, I will definitely spoil you, love you, and make you happy, I promise!"

Su Muzhe was afraid that Chun Yuyan would not believe it, so he raised his hand and said solemnly.

Chun Yuyan looked at him steadily, his heart was like a surging wave, and his thoughts were out of control for a while.

The bits and pieces after getting married came to my heart one by one.

Su Muzhe's feelings at the moment he came back from Qingtong Mountain, as well as the gentle and solemn kiss, seemed to happen yesterday.

These days, she has been breathing a sigh of relief in her heart, and she only feels that the previous days were living in a deception.

Erniang deceived her and treated her so well, but it was just because of the guilt of Jia Ge'er and her mother.

Father also lied to her, how she envied her father and mother's deep love in the past, her mother died, and her father never remarried, if it weren't for Erniang's hard work for so many years to take care of her and this family, her father would not be so good to Erniang, even if Erniang was corrected, it was also proposed by Chun Yuyan, but Chun Yuyan never agreed, Chun Yuyan thought that his father loved his mother and didn't want people to take her place, but it turned out that in his father's heart, Su Muzhe's mother Shen Yao was the most important person.

Shen Yao......

Chun Yuyan remembered the courtyard where Su Muzhe took her to, where every grass and tree, every page of paper could see how Shen Yao was a stunning woman, Chun Yuyan thought, if it was her, maybe she also admired Shen Yao, right?

However, these are not enough for her to let go of the mustard in her heart, in her opinion, the relationship is serious, as long as she loves, how can she say that she can change, or, how can she accept other women when there is still someone in her heart?

Chun Yuyan thought that she couldn't do it herself.

What's more, that person is still her mother, her mother is always gentle and gentle, and her eyes are full of admiration and love when she looks at her father, how sad should her mother be......

Even Su Muzhe was deceiving her......

Chun Yuyan only felt that life was gloomy and was woven into lies.

Chun Yuyan touched the purse in his sleeve.

Su Muzhe's purse, as well as the necklace with concentric locks, and the letter of separation, were put up by her.

Su Muzhe couldn't hear Chun Yuyan's echo for a long time, and he was a little anxious in his heart, so he couldn't help leaning forward and asked, "Yan Yan, I really didn't lie to you this time, what I said was sincere, can you forgive me?" ”

The words were cautious, Chun Yuyan felt a pain in his heart, and he didn't know how to answer.

Her heart can't become too much, she just thinks that since Su Muzhe deceived her, then it's okay to get together and separate from each other in the future, so that she won't be sad anymore, right?

I didn't expect Su Muzhe to say these words, and I didn't expect that every blind date before forgiveness was seen by Su Muzhe.

Chun Yuyan only felt that his mind was chaotic, and he could only be silent for a while.

"Yan Yan, please believe me, I... I think it's so vague......" Su Muzhe said as he felt that the sky was spinning in front of him, and the whole person fell to the ground in front of him.

"Hey, Su Muzhe, what's wrong with you, what's wrong with you?" Chun Yuyan ran over in a panic.

Su Muzhe only saw a vague figure of her in front of him, and then he was completely unconscious.