That night, Chen Ke held Yuan Mei's hand, and after babbling a lot of words, he said goodbye and left. Leaving Yuan Mei still immersed in confusion.

After she sent Chen Ke away, she sat on the sofa with her butt and thought about a question repeatedly: Could it be that she really gave him that illusion? Or do you really like this old man?

has been a widow for decades, although life is not easy, life is lonely, but it can be regarded as a pure heart and quiet desire, all those years have passed, I thought that I had long been stagnant, and now I am really like this?

I thought about it, and I felt that this matter was really ridiculous. How do you talk to your son? He is now single, he hasn't even gotten married, he doesn't even have a girlfriend, but he has a lover, and he took the initiative to come to the door to confess.

What is this?

The more Yuan Mei thought about it, the more she felt panicked, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that her face was hot. I'm old and not serious.

Thinking, this can't be done.

However, when I thought about it, I suddenly thought of Chen Ke's hot gaze, and the emotional look when he hugged himself. I really ask myself, I do have a feeling, that feeling is still very strong, looking back, I really like the feeling of being with him, and I am still very intoxicated, that kind of warmth is something I have never experienced in so many years of widowhood.

Just because I have never experienced it, I am very tempted, unforgettable, and can't help it.

I couldn't help but feel a wave in my heart, and I was a little uncontrollable and wanted to call him immediately.

Kind of it's kind of holding it down.

A person picked up the cup of tea that had cooled again, and took a big sip to calm down his chaotic brain at the moment.

In the next few days, Yuan Mei had a hard time. I wanted to see Chen Ke, but I was afraid to see him. Even the usual hand of the day is a little uncertain.

As soon as lunch is over, people become anxious, thinking about going, but not wanting to go. How should you face him when you go to see him? What if he came to ask himself, have you thought about it? Where did you think about it?

But if you don't go, this afternoon, it will be difficult to be horizontal and vertical. It's really a dilemma, and it's uncertain.

For two days in a row, I just didn't go. Nest alone at home, watch TV and eat melon seeds. Where is I in the mood to watch TV, but I just look at the TV and think wildly in my heart: Has he gone? What do you think when you see that you don't come? But I didn't see myself coming, why didn't I make a phone call to take the initiative to say hello? Is that all?

As soon as I thought of this, I became inexplicably angry.

After a long afternoon, I finally became sleepy, dizzy from watching TV, melon seed peels were all over the ground, and even my teeth were a little weak, and I didn't bother to get up and sweep it. I didn't bother to tidy up my room for two days, and I was very lazy and depressed, and the room became a mess in the blink of an eye.

On the third day, I really couldn't stay up, Yuan Mei was heartbroken, thinking: Whatever, I still play cards. When you meet, you will meet you, and don't be so timid as a shrinking turtle. What the hell is going on, don't you know if you go? Why bother to guess at home alone, you can hold people out of sickness.

Thinking like this, it seems that I have plucked up my courage and added a little self-confidence, and my gloomy heart suddenly opens a bright window, and my mood is very good.

When you think about going, where can you stay at home for a while?

I took two bites of food, changed my clothes, cut my hair in front of the mirror, cleaned myself up, took my bag and went out.

When she arrived at the mahjong room, those people saw her coming and said: Hey, I haven't seen you for a long time, Sister Yuan, where did you go? I thought you were traveling.

Yuan Mei smiled and said: Shanghai went to see her son.

That afternoon, Yuan Mei didn't see Chen Ke, and until dusk, half of the shadow did not appear. Yuan Mei couldn't sit still, she couldn't use it twice, she was only thinking about why this Chen Ke didn't come, naturally she wasn't in the game, and she played this card absent-mindedly, and she lost money in an afternoon. The woman sitting in her house was broken, because Yuan Mei always played some brainless cards, which made her a lot cheaper.

She secretly looked at Yuan Mei and saw that she was in a trance, thinking that because she had been losing money, she was in a hurry, and she couldn't hold her breath.

It was half comforting, half teasing: Sister Yuan, you have bad luck today, but don't worry, maybe you can stay for a while.

Yuan Mei smiled, and suddenly had an idea, and said: Yes, the luck stinks to death. You're a big guy today.

The woman grinned and said, "TOEFL, TOEFL."

Yuan Mei suddenly shook everyone's eyes intentionally or unintentionally, as if she remembered something, and deliberately said: Hey, why didn't you see Section Chief Chen today?

A man at the table who drank tea and had a mouth full of yellow teeth squinted at him and said, "I haven't been here for a few days."

When Yuan Mei heard this, she chuckled in her heart, but she could be regarded as getting some answers: it turned out that he hadn't been here for a few days. Did you accompany your daughter to see a doctor? Maybe that's it. This must be the case.

Don't you know that losing this money is not in Yuan Mei's heart at all, and she is concerned about another thing in her heart that makes her more uneasy than losing money. However, always losing money is inevitably depressing, and when it comes to dinner, Yuan Mei gradually loses her mind.

Got up and left.

After eating some dinner outside, and not wanting to wander the streets, I bought some fruits and vegetables at the farmer's market around the corner, and went home lazily. I didn't want to just arrive at the door of the house, and from a distance, I caught a glimpse of Chen Ke wearing a jacket and trousers, and his hair was combed neatly.

Yuan Mei's heart palpitated at that time.

Maybe because he was so excited, he didn't dare to go over to see him, and his feet seemed to be nailed, and he couldn't take half a step.

On the contrary, Chen Ke turned his head, and happened to catch a glimpse of Yuan Mei who was standing in a daze in the distance, and immediately greeted him with a smile, and he said with a smile as he walked: Sister Yuan, you are back.

He carried a bag of bananas in his hand.

Since that night, he said a lot of hot words to himself, which made Yuan Mei very moved, and thought that the next thing should be to meet every day and get together from time to time.

In fact, after that night, Yuan Mei also thought feverishly: People are so sincere, what do they have so much heart? What he said is right, he is also an old man, maybe one day he will say goodbye to the world, what else is there to worry about? The son is not close to him, so why should he revolve around him like that? It's time to figure it out, live a little bit of your own life, say you want to enjoy life, you have lived a lot of life, where do you enjoy what life? Love? The old man died so early, where did he enjoy love? Right now, even if God is pitiful to see me and gave me a twilight love, I should take advantage of it.

Thinking of this, Yuan Mei's mind was full of tender and sweet words, and she wanted to find an opportunity to chat with Chen Ke and the two of them. The more I thought about it, the more anxious I became, the more excited I became, and I couldn't wait for him to rush to his side immediately, and he immediately poured out the sadness that was full of heart.

Unexpectedly, he disappeared the next day, and there was no news, as if he had poured cold water on Yuan Mei, wow cool, wow cool, and slowly cooled and extinguished the fiery heart that had just been ignited.

Yuan Mei couldn't help but be a little annoyed with him in her heart.