Butterfly is a little embarrassed, it always makes people feel bad when their lies are exposed in person, but Butterfly doesn't care, because the senior brother and even the master won't care about her. She jumped to his desk, propped her chin, looked at the books on his desk, pretended to be puzzled, and said, "Senior brother, are you still reading late at night?"

The elder brother said: I'm not reading, I'm waiting for you.

The butterfly blinked suspiciously and said, "Wait for me?" What are you waiting for me to do?

The elder brother said: When you are tired of outside, come back. In fact, you may not know that the master is worried about you and asked me to go to the world together, but you don't know who I am, but it doesn't matter, the purpose of my visit is just to take care of you. You are not really you, but your sudden appearance today is really surprising, because you should not have come back today, and your love debt entanglements have not yet been sorted out. Butterfly, the life of the world, is not as simple as you imagined, there are some things you can pull willfully, but you can't let go willfully, do you understand? ……

When the kite was born, although it didn't take the life of the butterfly, it almost took half of the butterfly's life. Because of the earth-shattering pain, the butterfly soul was out of the body in a second.

In what seemed like a few seconds, the entire emergency room was busy, and the doctor who was supposed to deliver the baby began to scramble to rescue the butterfly.

On the one hand, it is necessary to worry about whether the child will be suffocated by this, and on the other hand, it is necessary to adjust the measures and whether to perform a caesarean section immediately to avoid problems for both mother and baby.

When a nurse was about to go out in a panic to find her family to discuss countermeasures, thankfully, the butterfly woke up on its own at the critical moment, and she didn't know where an evil energy came out.

Because of the shock for a few seconds, butterflies spend more time in the hospital than other mothers. Although it was barely a smooth birth, but the vitality was greatly damaged, and other mothers recovered their spirits the next day, and they could sit up to feed their children, and there was a foreign woman in the next room, and she actually got out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a bath that night.

But the butterfly had no energy for three days, her face was dead and gray, and she lay straight and straight like a zombie. scared Gao Ruohan a lot, and thought that the butterfly was not far from death. A strong thought: Blame, you have to stand up, don't let Aunt Gao, a white-haired person, send you a black-haired person?

According to Gao Ruohan: It's too scary, it looks like a dead person, and there is no blood at all. Just like that, the appearance of the heroine in the foreign vampire movie "Breaking Dawn" when she is dying, it is terrifying.

To say that Gao Ruohan has never given birth to a child in his life, although it is regrettable, but the process experienced by butterflies makes Gao Ruohan feel palpitations, and there is some happiness in the regret. It seems that after seeing a person who was rescued by capital punishment, those who saw the onlookers couldn't help but be particularly thrilled.

When the child was sent out, Gao Ruohan looked at a slimy ball of meat, stared at a pair of big eyes, and asked the nurse anxiously: He, is his mother still alive?

BECAUSE A NURSE RAN OUT BEFORE AND SAID THAT THE BUTTERFLY WAS IN SHOCK AND NEEDED TO BE RESCUED, GAO RUOHAN WAS LIKE A THUNDERBOLT ON A SUNNY DAY, AND SHE WAS CHOPPED OFF BY A HEAD, AND SHE WAS HIT BY SIX GODS AND NO MASTER, AND HER HANDS AND FEET WERE COLD, THINKING THAT SHE WAS GOING TO SAY GOODBYE TO BUTTERFLIES HERE IN THIS LIFE.

The nurse sneered and said, "Mother and child are safe."

But when the butterfly was sent out, Gao Ruohan still took the lead in jumping ahead of everyone, rushed to the side of the butterfly's bed with an arrow, shook her hand vigorously, and asked: Blame, wake up!

The butterfly finally opened her weak eyes, looked at Gao Ruohan with dead eyes, and said, "I'm fine." Alive.

Gao Ruohan really let go of his heart.

In fact, at that time, the butterfly herself was not very clear, although she was alive, although the child was also born, but her soul was still vaguely in her dream.

The dream at that moment was only a few seconds to reality, but for her, it was as if she had experienced the whole world.

In just a few seconds, she was almost ready to give up, to give up her whole life, to give up on herself, and to stop kites.

She closed her eyes tightly, what is the blood red life for?

In a trance, she seemed to see the cherry blossom tree, saw the familiar smile under the cherry blossom tree, he was looking at himself, waiting for himself, walking towards her, towards her life, he stretched out his hand, wanted to hug her.

She was very moved in her heart, and just as she wanted to get close to him, a whirlwind blew between heaven and earth, and led her to an inexplicable place, where there was nothing but ruins. A lonely mound, whimpering in the cold wind.

She threw herself on the edge of the mound, sobbing, wondering why she was here again and again, and what was the meaning of this mound to herself?

A wave of resentment welled up, and she reached out to dig up the mound, only to find that there was nothing in the mound. She was stunned for a moment.

At this moment, she suddenly woke up again, and seemed to understand a lot in her mind, the person waiting for her under the cherry blossom tree was just waiting after all, and the birth of the child did not mean a continuation, but an end.

She looked at the ceiling and smiled bitterly.

secretly shed tears, not because the child was born successfully, not because the doctor told her that the child was so good-looking, but because I was really gloomy and sad in my heart, thinking why I wanted to give birth to this child? It's not that there is a trace of thought at that time, this thought has maintained most of the life for half a year, will it still have to live on the thought in the future?

Isn't this life too sad?

So she didn't look at the child, but closed her eyes again, and she really wanted to go back to her dreams and continue the dream she had just ended.

Since then, butterflies have been obsessed with dreams.

Every time she sleeps after coaxing the kite, she will also fall asleep, sometimes she wakes up, she can remember some of the dreams, sometimes she can't remember anything at all, it seems that it is the time when she closes her eyes and opens her eyes, and then the kite wakes up again, and then repeats the cycle, there is no end.

Butterfly's life is basically a cycle between reality and dreams, and she is a little trance in her heart, because she herself can't tell what is reality and what is a dream.

She has to get up very early every day to feed the kite, and then go downstairs by herself, so that she can meet Zhuang Yousheng.

He was not obsessed with the long nights, but admired the first rays of the morning sun, and he was like a devout worshipper, always standing in the courtyard, looking at the sky, and then feeding the fish very peacefully. After feeding the fish, they have breakfast with the butterflies in the kitchen facing the backyard.