Chapter 104 Take care of Gu Jin
"I can't." Xie Yuan blew on the hot noodles and handed them to Gu Jin.
These things had already been done well when he took care of Xie Tiande, and now taking care of Gu Jin is a completely small case, but Xie Yuan also knows very well that Gu Jin's biggest problem now is in his heart.
Although eating is a symptom rather than a cure, Xie Yuan knows very well that Gu Jin probably hasn't eaten well during this time.
If this continues, then they will spend the rest of their lives in the hospital.
Gu Jin's chin was on her lap, stubbornly refusing to look up, she was not in the mood to eat.
"Shall we settle things little by little? Let's eat a little. Xie Yuan changed his position, which happened to be the angle that Gu Jin could see, and lowered his head to Gu Jindao.
Maybe it was because he couldn't resist Xie Yuan, or maybe it was because the reason that had been lost for so long had come back a little, Gu Jin took the chopsticks slowly and ate them little by little.
But the tears still fell into the bowl like beads with broken threads.
"Do you think I don't add enough salt?" Xie Yuan leaned on the sofa and stared at the tears on Gu Jin's face.
There was no response, Gu Jin just buried his head in eating.
Xie Yuan smiled wryly, "It's a little cold." ”
Gu Jin didn't move, he ate little by little, as if he would get a little red flower after eating this bowl of noodles, Xie Yuan looked at the time, reached out and took the noodles back, "Okay, I'll clean up, you sit down." ”
She may not even feel full now, everything seems empty in the atmosphere of sadness, Gu Jin leaned on the sofa and looked at the front blankly, as if she was looking at everything, but she didn't seem to see anything.
Xie Yuan pursed his lips, threw the dishes and chopsticks into the dishwasher and walked out.
The winter in the south is not cold, the grass outside is still green, and the vigorous appearance makes it difficult for people to think of the word death, but Gu Jin's eyes seem to be full of such words.
As soon as Xie Yuan wanted to walk over, he heard a knock on the door.
"You are?" I thought that the uncle was standing at the door, and Xie Yuan looked at each other with wide eyes.
Xie Yuan turned sideways slightly, and said, "I'm Gu Jin's colleague, I heard that she wasn't in a very good state, so I came here." ”
"Ah, that's the boy who flew over, right? Gu Yan told us, I'll take a look at Jinjin. ”
"Wait." The man just wanted to go in, but was stopped by Xie Yuan at the door.
The man was stunned, looked at Xie Yuan and asked, "Is there any problem?" ”
Xie Yuan explained: "Gu Jin's situation is not very good now, if there is something to tell me, I will comfort her, okay?" I think now she doesn't want to talk to anyone. ”
“…… Okay. The man glanced at Xie Yuan a few more times, and was silent for a while before saying, "Today is the fourth day that the old man left, and we decided to cremate at the funeral home tomorrow, and we want to talk to Jinjin." ”
Xie Yuan nodded to indicate that he understood, "I'll talk to her well." ”
Closing the door, the people outside also left, Xie Yuan turned his head to look at Gu Jin in plain white clothes on the sofa, and his heart twitched.
"It's been four days." The room was transparent, and Gu Jin could hear the conversation between Xie Yuan and his uncle clearly.
"Hmm." Xie Yuan stood at the door and didn't move.
"Grandma is religious, and she says that the soul will not leave until four days." Gu Jindao didn't know if he was talking to himself or to Xie Yuan.
"Hmm." Xie Yuan took a glass of water and walked over slowly.
He couldn't say a word in the face of Gu Jin's state, which was really ironic.
"Death is not scary." Xie Yuan came to Gu Jin and said word by word.
Hearing this, Gu Jin seemed to have a little consciousness of Xie Yuan and looked over.
"I've been thinking about this since I was very young." Xie Yuan smiled, nodded Gu Jin's cheek and asked, "Do you want to hear my story?" ”
Gu Jin hesitated for a while, but it seemed that the attraction of the story was still relatively large, so he finally nodded.
"I've been sleeping alone since I was very young, and I've never had the experience of sleeping with my parents in my arms, and I've never even seen a mother in my life. Xie Tiande doesn't know how to take care of children at all. Xie Yuan smiled, and deservedly mocked his father.
Gu Jin held his chin and looked at Xie Yuan, but did not speak.
"It's actually quite scary to be alone in a big bed, so I often think about it." Xie Yuan leaned on the sofa and his thoughts seemed to return to that distant time and space, as if there was really a child in front of him, and the cup was covered over his head and looked at the ceiling stupidly.
"That day was the same as before, I got up early in order to deliver something to Xie Tiande, but I witnessed an assassination with my own eyes, the person with the golden shield is there, but it is useless, passion kills, when you only want one person to die, it is actually very simple." Xie Yuan chuckled, he had seen a lot of life and death over the years, but the one back then was really impressive.
The bloodstained scene is still a regular part of his nightmares.
"Then I thought, what would death be like?"
"What does it look like?" Gu Jin leaned on the sofa, and his eyes gradually became clearer, but the corners of his eyes were still red.
Xie Yuan smiled, "It's a state of complete unconsciousness, and a person disappears." After a pause, Xie Yuan added, 'But death itself is not terrible, he is just a state.'
Gu Jin didn't speak, he seemed to be thinking but he didn't say he agreed or disagreed.
"I know that there are many people who tell you that the old man is not in pain when he leaves, but it is true." Xie Yuan leaned on the sofa, "It's a kind of luck to leave comfortably." Death is something we need to go through. ”
"But ......" Gu Jin sniffed, tears coming out of his eyes again.
"There will always be times when you can be sad and cry, but life has to go on, right?"
Gu Jinbian flattened his mouth and didn't say any more, but his mood was much better.
On the other side, Jin Zhu was irritable like something, begging for Xie Yuan's dog life in the group of golden shields.
Chi Chuanye sat on the side, peeling apples and snickering.
"I saw you smile." Jin Zhu looked up and saw Chi Chuanye's smiling face full of spring, and said viciously.
Chi Chuanye didn't have the consciousness of being caught at all, the smile on the corner of his mouth didn't go down, he looked at Jin Zhu and said, "It's already funny." ”
"Funny, isn't it? Then you can laugh enough. Saying that, Jin Zhu turned his head away and didn't look at Chi Chuanye, but because his feet were still hanging and he could only turn his face sideways, the whole person was very distorted.
"I'm guessing you like twist flowers."
"Why?" Jin Zhu asked sullenly, the whole person nested in the cup, and the angry look was still cute.
Chi Chuanye continued to laugh and said, "You don't like it, why do you want to turn yourself into a twist?" ”
"You did it on purpose!" Jin Zhu thought for a while before realizing that Chi Chuanye was laughing at him again.
But Jin Zhu has no way to refute it, it's all because of that damn Xie Yuan, she must strip Xie Yuan's hair naked, anyway, the hairline has receded, and it is absolutely cost-effective for her to help solve it completely without charge.
As soon as Jin Zhu wanted to speak, a piece of apple was placed on his mouth.
"Bite." Chi Chuanye stared at Jin Zhu's widening eyes, and said helplessly, but his voice was full of doting.
Jin Zhu bit down, and his cheeks turned red instantly at some point.
She felt like a hot one, burning so fast that she couldn't even think.
Because Chi Chuanye's fingers just wiped past her mouth.
"Xie Yuan shouldn't have done it on purpose, and he just hurriedly answered the phone and left, do you want to ask?" Chi Chuanye still had a bit of a conscience, and finally helped Xie Yuan reduce his anger value here in Jinzhu.
Jin Zhu pouted, although he looked arrogant, but he still took the phone.
"You actually have his number?" Jin Zhu didn't have a mobile phone, so he had to take Chi Chuanye's.
Looking at the address book, Jin Zhu looked at Chi Chuanye with some suspicion.
How could the two of them have contact details?
Jin Zhu feels a deep sense of betrayal and isolation.
Nonsense! The two of them are their usual rivals, and now that they are linked, how can this matter not be terrible!
"I was in contact with you at the jewelry show before, how? Worried he'll bend me? Chi Chuanye approached, and his eyelashes blinked and made Jin Zhu dizzy.
Fortunately, she had strong willpower, and she dialed the phone number without changing her face and heartbeat.
"What? How did you end up with Gu Jin? Jin Zhu's face became worse and worse, and he didn't know what Xie Yuan said on the other side of the phone.
Chi Chuanye stood there inexplicably flustered, it was the first time he had seen Jin Zhu with such a serious expression.
"I see, you take care of her." Jin Zhu hung up the phone after speaking, and the next action was to get out of bed.
"Don't move!" Chi Chuanye stopped beside the bed and pressed Jin Zhu's shoulder with one hand.
Jin Zhu didn't expect to be directly blocked, and his tone was a little anxious: "Chi Chuanye, let go of me!" ”
"What do you want to do? Fly over now? Chi Chuanye also became serious, looked directly at Jin Zhu and said, "Now you are in this situation; Can't even go to the airport. ”
Jin Zhu gradually calmed down, but she was still anxious, she knew that pain, that kind of powerlessness, so she wanted to accompany Gu Jin.
Jin Zhu has accompanied Gu Jin for all major events from childhood to adulthood, and the two of them are like sisters, but when such a thing happens, Jin Zhu can't rush over.
Chi Chuanye sighed, wrapped the golden bead into his arms, and gently rubbed his fingers on the top of the girl's head, "Okay." It's okay anymore, nothing will happen to Xie Yuan over there. All you can do now is take good care of your feet, and we'll get better quickly and then go over, okay? ”
Jin Zhu was sad and wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry because she was used to being strong, so she had to pull Chi Chuanye's sleeve and close her lips.
"I'm worried about her."
"Fool, she has Xie Yuan, you have me, what are you worried about?" Chi Chuanye smiled and hugged the girl in his arms a little tighter, after all, there are really not many opportunities like this.
Jin Zhu nodded, it makes sense, Xie Yuan should take good care of Gu Jin, but ......
This kid actually flew straight over, it's definitely strange!