Ning Yu couldn't believe that the classmate who came to the magic capital with him and worked hard for his dream every day, the person he had always trusted the most, didn't stand up to speak for him at the most critical moment, only lowered his head and was silent.

Although in Ning Yu's opinion, Xu Kuan must have been coerced by Qiu Dong, in the eyes of others, Xu Kuan's performance at this time was more like a tacit acquiescence to Qiu Dong's accusations.

It was clear that Ning Yu was a victim, but in the end, he ushered in such a result, how could he accept it?

If he is expelled from the club at this time, then his decision to turn his back on his parents' wishes and break the hearts of so many people who care about him and resolutely come to the magic capital will become a joke, and all his efforts will also be in vain.

Ning Yu told the truth angrily, but no one chose to believe him anymore, because so many people in the team were on Qiu Dong's side at this time. Even the coach of the academy team said that he was very disappointed in him.

From the time when Qiu Dong's gang targeted Ning Yu, many people in the team secretly used the word "mad dog" to refer to Ning Yu, mainly to discredit Ning Yu's tough play style in the game, saying that he was like a mad dog who bites whom.

However, in the early stage of the assassin-type jungler, didn't it need to lead the rhythm to the three-way or invade the enemy's jungle area to capture people? Isn't it just to cut the enemy's main output C position at a critical moment?

Ning Yu also knew that many people called him a mad dog behind his back, but he didn't care, because he always thought that on the road to his dream, he would inevitably encounter a lot of unreasonable scum, and if he was too serious with those guys, he would lose.

But who would have thought that now these people would say that he was a mad dog in front of him, saying that he would not even let go of his teammates when he saw anyone biting whom.

"Look at the way you beat Qiu Dong, this is your teammate who gets along day and night, how do you do it? Did you beat him up and cripple him, and you felt that there was no one to compete with you? ”

"He's just a mad dog, didn't you see that even Xu Kuan beat him? Mad Dog Mad Dog, isn't it just to see who bites whom? ”

"Get out of NS, get out!"

"There's no room for a mad dog here, kick him out of the club!"

“……”

Ning Yu felt a great humiliation, and he wanted to refute, but no one was willing to believe him at all. All people, like that, they can only see what they want to see, and they don't care what the truth is.

He was speechless, endured Wanfu's accusations, returned to the dormitory in humiliation, packed up all his things, and left the NS Club with full of unwillingness and anger, and lived on the streets of the magic capital.

When he left home without saying a word, he decided not to make a personal appearance and would never go home again. However, the way he is now, in the modern steel jungle of the Demon Capital, he has nowhere to go!

Finally, he mustered up his determination and called his father, only to find that his father's mobile phone number had been shut down in arrears. After some hesitation, he called his mother again, only to find that his mother's mobile phone had been turned off.

Ning Yu immediately had an extremely ominous premonition from the bottom of his heart, and vaguely guessed that something might have happened at home, so he hurriedly bought a ticket home, and thus the dream of the demon capital was broken.

When he returned home from a long run, Ning Yu knocked on the door for a long time, but no one opened the door for him, but his knocking alarm the neighbor on the other side.

From the mouth of the neighbor, Ning Yu was shocked to learn that during the time he left home, a very important change had occurred in his family.

There was a life-threatening event in his father's mine, the mine was seized, many people chased his father every day for money, and his mother was also found to have a tumor in the breast during this time, and she has been admitted to the hospital, and no one knows whether the specific tumor is negative or positive. His family's current house has been pawned out by his father, and most of the things in the family have been moved, and now his parents are living in the hospital ward.

The neighbor told Ning Yu everything he knew, turned around and returned home, slamming the door shut, as if he felt that it was redundant to say a word to a person like Ning Yu.

Yes, in everyone's eyes, Ning Yu should be a family sinner, right? There have been such a big change in the family, he doesn't accompany his parents to share these hardships, he doesn't study hard at school to make his parents worry, he doesn't bring any hope to his parents about the future, but runs away from home to play games in the magic capital, and there is no news for a long time after leaving home.

Ning Yu found the hospital where his mother was like crazy, saw his father with a haggard face, and saw his mother lying on the hospital bed.

His mother had fallen asleep, and when his father saw him, he was stunned for a while before he gradually regained his composure. Father stood up, made a silent gesture to Ning Yu, and then walked out of the ward with Ning Yu one after the other and came to the corridor.

"Dad, I ......"

"Negative, that is, benign. Your mom just had surgery and will be discharged from the hospital after a while. ”

"Dad, I ......"

"Come back this time, are you still leaving?"

There was no blame, no scolding, no beating, the man who had always stood up to the sky in Ning Yu's impression looked like an old man who was already dying, how high-spirited he was back then, how many silver hairs there were at this time.

Ning Yu imagined many scenes when they met, but he didn't expect it to be like this. Ning Yu could no longer control the remorse in his heart, all the stubbornness and pride collapsed at this moment, he knelt in front of his father with a "poof", cried bitterly and made a promise, from now on, he will never touch the game again, he will study hard, and do his best to become what his parents want him to be.

Although the family situation was already so bad, Ning Yu's father still spent a lot of money and trusted a lot of relationships to let Ning Yu go back to school. It's just that he can't repeat an academic year as they originally planned, so he can only return to his original class, and at this time, that class is already in the third year of high school, and the college entrance examination that will determine the fate of his life is just around the corner.

Ning Yu didn't tell anyone about those encounters in the magic capital, including Liang Xixiao, who had always cared about him very much. When he knelt in front of his father and made that promise, he had already decided to let his former self die, and his current self was a new and alive self.

With a sudden change in family circumstances, a collapse of dreams, and a desperate academic situation, Ning Yu felt that his life was very bad, so bad that he failed. However, that's not all.

Liang Xixiao's parents found him, Liang Xixiao's good friend found him, his homeroom teacher found him, and everyone told him a lot, but there was only one purpose, which was to let him leave Liang Xixiao, saying that they were destined to be no longer people in the same world. Not only that, but even his father angrily asked him to stop talking to Liang Xixiao and friends.

If Ning Yu felt that his soul was dead before, and he was still an ignorant teenager who encountered a change in the rebellious period and wishful thinking, then when Liang Xixiao really left him as everyone wished, his soul was really dead, dead that he couldn't die anymore.

That night, Ning Yu walked to the roof of the hospital, wanting to choose to jump into his life. But she was seen by an aunt who was cleaning and persuaded her.

That night, that aunt talked a lot with Ning Yu. The aunt said that her lover, a firefighter, left her forever more than ten years ago because of a firefighting operation, leaving her with nothing but a son and a daughter. She also felt hopeless at that time, and she also had thoughts of suicide, but then she thought, no, if she died, his son and daughter would be orphaned, and they would be looked down upon by other children, and that would not be allowed to happen. Therefore, she stubbornly persevered for so many years, and finally sent her children to college and society. Although she was now freed from her miserable life, she didn't want to die anymore.

"To die is to be liberated; To live is to be responsible. If you want to die, then let those hearts that should have died die, leave this body and soul to live, and do all your responsibilities. ”

That aunt's words made Ning Yu completely break the idea of suicide, and at the same time changed Ning Yu.

Ning Yu began to study frantically, studying day and night, and his whole person changed, becoming an ascetic, a living dead who was so numb that he barely had any feelings and could not hear any outside sounds.

In such a state, he created a miracle that belonged to him, and even in the case of falling behind a lot of courses, he rushed from the position of the crane tail of the whole grade to the top dozens of the whole grade by rocket, and finally shocked everyone's eyes and was admitted to the famous Jiangbei University.

"You know what happened next." Ning Yu slowly walked out of his memories and looked at Tang Tang beside him with a reluctant smile.

These secrets held in the depths of his heart have always been like a big stone weighing a thousand pounds, pressing on his heart, and even more like a lingering haze, shrouded in his head.

Sure enough, it's much more comfortable to say it now.

Tang Tang looked at Ning Yu, who was pretending to be strong and smiling, and suddenly felt very sad, especially feeling sorry for this big boy who was extremely strong on the surface but so emotional and fragile.

No wonder he refused her requests again and again with an extremely tough attitude, obviously having good skills, but he didn't want to touch the game again; No wonder he has already achieved proud results in the Honor of Kings College League, but he is never willing to share this joy with his family; No wonder he cared so much about Liang Xixiao at the beginning, but in the end they separated; No wonder he ......

"Thank you, I'm really happy now." Ning Yu sincerely thanked Tang Tang.

Tang Tang's eyes were red, he suddenly let go of Ning Yu's hand, got up and stood in front of Ning Yu, and suddenly stretched out his arms to hug Ning Yu's shoulders.

"Ning Yu, no matter what the future holds, please let me always be by your side, please never be separated from me. Whatever happens, please let me know as soon as possible. Please believe in me, and please believe in yourself. Because in my heart, the best is only you. ”

It was the first time for Ning Yu to hug Tang Tang like this, and he could even clearly hear Tang Tang's heartbeat, so he was very sure that Tang Tang was telling the truth.

"Hmm." Ning Yu laughed again, like this beautiful sunshine in early summer, because it was not reluctant at all.