Chapter Ninety-Five: Looking for Mom
There is no need for her, a mother who has not fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother for a day.
She didn't dare to contact Mo Lan yet, she didn't dare to face it, after all, she was a mother who had been absent for twenty-one years.
Although she loves Mo Lan very much, she has not fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother for a day, and she has not given Mo Lan a day of maternal love, which is an indisputable fact.
It is also true that she abandoned Mo Lan, although there was a reason at the time.
She wanted to die, and she didn't want Mo Lan to die with her, so she left Mo Lan at the door of the orphanage.
Although the letter she left behind stated the reasons why she abandoned her, Mo Lan should not forgive her after reading the letter.
Even she felt unforgivable, and Mo Lan shouldn't forgive her.
She was calling at this time for the sake of her four children, one of whom had been assassinated, to make her feel that she should let her four children huddle together and take care of each other, so that even if she died, she would rest in peace.
………
Mo Lan received her call and confirmed that it was her calling, and there was no charming and lazy smile on her face that had not changed for thousands of years, the last time she did this was when she knew that the dean's mother had cancer.
This call was so sudden, she didn't know how to treat Zhang Ruoxi at all, and she didn't even know whether she should call her mother or not.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......" The voice was distant and hoarse, as if coming from the sky.
Mo Lan's heart trembled inexplicably, but her tone was a little calm, "Why apologize?" ”
There was silence on the other end of the line for a moment, but there was a faint sob.
Mo Lan just wanted to say stop crying, but a more hoarse voice came, "For me...... Abandoned you, for me...... Didn't do her duty as a mother......"
"You're not," Mo Lan sat down, she was sure it was her mother calling, she stood up suddenly, she sat down and leaned lightly on the sofa, cut her hair casually, and said leisurely, "Didn't you leave a letter to explain this?" ”
THE CLEAR AND GENTLE VOICE DOES NOT HAVE THE SLIGHTEST SENSE OF QINGSE COLOR, SO THAT PEOPLE CAN'T HEAR WHAT EMOTIONS SHE IS AT ALL.
The other end of the phone seemed to hesitate for a moment, "Then have you forgiven me?" ”
Zhang Ruoxi didn't dare to ask this question, but she wanted to know the answer too much, so she could only ask hesitantly.
Mo Lan lowered her head and smiled, "Do you love me?" ”
For Mo Lan, as long as Zhang Ruoxi loves her, it's fine.
She has everything, only maternal love, and this maternal love is her biological mother's.
To be precise, what she lacks is the maternal love of her biological mother, not maternal love.
The dean's mother gave her maternal love, she did not lack maternal love, but she lacked the maternal love given by her biological mother.
"Love! Of course love! I never stopped loving you......"
"Then why didn't you show up?" It was the first time that Mo Lan had interrupted someone so excitedly.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I can't help myself......"
She really couldn't help herself, she didn't expect that the person who saved her was the king, she didn't expect that she told a king that she had amnesia, she didn't expect this king to fall in love with her, and when she knew this, she also knew that the crime of bullying the king was a capital crime, and she didn't want to die at this time, maybe her feelings for Mo Tianyu were weak.
She is now married to the king, and has three children with the king, and she doesn't want to die, she calls Mo Lan this phone is outside the palace in an absolutely safe place that she spent a lot of money to buy, the phone she called Mo Lan will only show that there is a call in and will not show the mobile phone number, and she will tell Mo Lan in a while, don't tell anyone about the phone she called her.
Mo Lan smiled lazily, "What's wrong with you?" ”
"Lan Lan, after I left you at the gate of the orphanage...... Committed suicide by throwing himself into the sea,"
Suicide by throwing yourself into the sea?
Commit suicide by throwing yourself into the sea!
"Boom-"
Mo Lan's brain was blasted, she really committed suicide, she really killed herself!
After Mo Lan read the letter, this is what she is most afraid of!
Her mother will not be able to think about it, she will run to commit suicide, she will really lose her mother.
Real loss!
"Mom, how can you commit suicide, what should I do if you commit suicide? Do you want me to lose my mom forever? ”
Mo Lan, who shouted excitedly, didn't expect that her mother was completely fine and was talking to her on the phone now.
Zhang Ruoxi was in tears by this mother's call, and when she heard Mo Lan's words, she was full of worry, and her whole heart was hot, hot and hot.
"Lanlan's mother was saved by a king, it's not a good time to call you now, don't worry, my mother has a lot to say to you, but my mother can only call you for twenty minutes, I'm really sorry,"
"That's to the point!"
"Well, after I was saved by the king, I didn't know that he was the king, so I told him that I had amnesia, in fact, I didn't have amnesia, I was guilty of deception, I knew he was ......"
The call was cut off, and the people on Mo Lan's mother's side were for Mo Lan's mother's safety.
Melan...... After being quiet for a while, I called the second brother, at this time, her voice was already the same as usual, Qingyue was beautiful, like ice beads ding and ding dong falling on the jade plate, lingering in the ears, "Second brother, my own mother Zhang Ruoxi called me, but the phone was cut off after she only said half of the words, it should be that the person she was looking for was afraid that she would be in danger, she threw me into the sea and committed suicide after leaving me at the door of the orphanage, fortunately, she was saved by a king, she didn't know that her person was the king when she was rescued, and told that person that she had amnesia, In fact, she didn't have amnesia, she was tantamount to committing the crime of bullying the king, she said that the phone was broken here, that's all I know, what I want you to check is where she is now? ”
"This ...... I'm afraid it's not easy to check, Lan Lan, since your mother has contacted you, she must be planning to tell you where she is, and she will definitely call again before she finishes speaking, you wait, maybe she will call in a few days,"
"What if she's in any danger these days?" That sentence made her feel uneasy.
She didn't expect her to care so much about her safety.
She thought that she had disappeared for twenty-one years, and it was good that she had no hatred for her feelings.
I didn't expect it to be at all!
She cared more about her than she thought she would.
She fidgeted at the thought that she might be in danger.
How so?
Mo Lan didn't understand why her feelings for Zhang Ruoxi were so much stronger than she thought, shouldn't this be?
"Then I'll go check it, the information I know now is that she was saved by a king, and lied to the king that she had amnesia?"
"Do you have a picture of her?" This is what the second brother suddenly thought.
Mo Lan was stunned for a moment, "Yes!" ”
Her dad should have it, and he should be able to get it if he finds her.
Photo?
Right! Why didn't she think of the photo just now, with the photo she could find out where she was?
Looking for it one country at a time, she didn't believe that she couldn't find it.