Chapter Thirty-Eight: Never Felt Secure......

The bald man's words were quite enthusiastic, and two of the few people present immediately said that they would also join Skynet and do their part.

Tian Feng, a young man, was even more enthusiastic, his face turned red, looking at his appearance, if it weren't for the second uncle's lack of expression, I'm afraid he would have immediately said that he would join Skynet and do his part.

Xu Yang also showed a very excited look, eager to immediately throw his head and spill his blood and do his part - but he remained silent and yawned in his heart.

He guessed that the "Skynet" in the mouth of the bald man might be the official department of the awakened.

Xu Yang couldn't help but think of the "enthusiastic masses", as well as Tian Feng and Qi Yan, the people in uniform who appeared on the night of the battle for the thunder core.

Perhaps, they are the people in the "Sky Net".

Jiang Lin was taken away, maybe he was incorporated into the Skynet department?

After the party, they came out of Yipinkaku and parted ways with each other, leaving no contact information for each other.

At this party, only the two of them were in a group with the bald man, and the rest of the people heard other people talk about it, and they were in Nancheng, so they rushed to join in the fun, and they were not acquaintances.

Xu Yang also didn't expect that after an unexpected follow-up, he entered Yipin Pavilion and participated in a small party, and he actually learned some information about the Awakened.

According to the bald man, there are more and more awakened people, and the cultivators who have practiced ascetic practices before will also break through one after another and gain abilities beyond ordinary people.

It won't be long before the matter of the Awakened will be hidden and will be made public, and the state has already begun to act, and even the Awakened departments have appeared in various cities across the country to maintain social stability, so as not to have too much impact on the general public.

This night, Xu Yang did not play a small game, but accumulated anger points, lying on the bed in the dormitory, thinking about his future path and how he should go down.

Even the matter of being angry with Jiang Lin every day was left behind by him.

Today, in Yipinge, I met seven people whose strength was stronger than him, and they were all cultivators, and they were the strength of penance.

Then, it can be known from this that there are too many people who are better than him, and his current strength is too weak after all, and there is no guarantee that he can live comfortably and chicly, and danger will come at any time.

Therefore, strength is important.

Xu Yang thought of the Skynet department, and he didn't know, is there any guarantee for joining the Skynet department?

Since it is a state department, it is bound to undertake some tasks, and it will be dangerous to perform certain tasks, right?

Deep in Xu Yang's heart, he is closed, unable to trust a person, and even remains vigilant at all times.

This is related to his experience as a child, since that time he was deceived, he has become like this, always vigilant in his heart, and never trusts others easily.

When he was eight years old, during the summer vacation, he would pick up bottles and sell them every day, and at noon that day, he was on his way home with more than 50 yuan from buying bottles.

An uncle found Xu Yang who was walking on the road, asked him to help move the fruit seedlings, and gave him a reward of 50 yuan afterwards.

And the uncle gave him the salary in advance, took out a hundred-yuan bill and gave it to Xu Yang, because he had no change, he asked Xu Yang to find the money from selling bottles in his hand to the uncle.

The wages were paid in advance, Xu Yang was young, and he didn't think too much, anyway, the wages were all in hand, and it was impossible to deceive himself.

Moreover, not far from the side of the road, there is a small hillside, on which about half of the fruit trees have been planted.

Therefore, Xu Yang did not suspect that after the uncle left, he waited on the side of the road.

But after an hour, no one came to unload the trees, and two hours later no one came......

After waiting for a few hours, no one has come to unload the fruit trees, even if Xu Yang is anxious, he is still waiting, he feels that he has promised others, and besides, he has taken all the wages, so he can't just leave.

Until an elder from the same village passed by and saw him waiting for someone there, he asked the reason, took the banknote in Xu Yang's hand and looked at it, and knew that Xu Yang had been deceived.

The elder was relatively straightforward, and immediately scolded him, even cheating the child of his money.

Xu Yang only felt that the five thunders were on the top at that time, and he was deceived?

Hard-earned money, scammed away?

The elder in the village couldn't bear it, so he took out fifty yuan to give it to him, but Xu Yang shook his head and refused, don't die, whether it is stubborn or too strong self-esteem, in short, Xu Yang did not take the elder's money.

On the way home, it was raining heavily, Xu Yang held the counterfeit bill tightly in his hand, tears mixed with rain dripping, crying red eyes in the rain, and returned home step by step.

It was the first time Xu Yang had cried so sadly since he could remember.

It's not because of fifty dollars, but because of a young heart, I can't accept such a bloody deception from such a kind uncle.

This childhood experience had a great impact on Xu Yang, causing his personality to be somewhat isolated, which is also related to this.

It was this experience of being deceived that made it difficult for him to trust a person, and he always felt that others were unreliable.

At this moment, Xu Yang was thinking, if the Ninth Five-Year Department recruited awakened people to join, what should he do?

The identity of the Awakened cannot be concealed forever.

Deep in Xu Yang's heart, he has never felt secure, and he has never had it.

When he was a child, his grandfather went out to do handymen or pick up bottles, and he was worried that he would lose his grandfather and his only support.

Even, sometimes, when it gets dark, grandpa has not come back, he is helpless, crying alone, wiping tears, panicking in his heart, for fear that something will happen to grandpa.

And when grandpa came back, he would immediately wipe away his tears, so that grandpa would not see that he was crying, seeing his worries, and not wanting to add any burden to grandpa.

At this moment, after Xu Yang found that he was actually not that powerful, that sense of insecurity became strong again.

He was thinking, if he was incorporated into the Skynet department, how would he face it, how would he ensure his safety?

Is it valued to reflect its own value?

In this way, it may not be able to ensure safety, the stronger the ability, the greater the responsibility, and in this special department, the greater the responsibility, it also means that the greater the danger faced.

Xu Yang asked himself, he is not the kind of person who sacrifices himself for others, and if he can ensure himself within his ability, he will lend a hand, but even so, he will hesitate before reaching out.

Therefore, if you want him to pay with all his blood, he can't do it, he is just a little person at the bottom, and he has been struggling.

Perhaps, he will take on a lot of responsibilities and obligations in the future, at least the current Xu Yang can't do it.