Chapter 440: Childhood Trauma Strikes Again
Zhen Jiabao saw this opportunity and stuffed a full spoonful of porridge into it, and the fragrant pork rib porridge filled Helianquan's mouth when it was stewed, and the warm temperature smoothed the mess in Helianquan's heart.
The old man has been busy entangled with the Moriarty family all day long, although the news of Helian Quan's accident has been deliberately blocked, but I don't know which channel the news circulated from still made some nearby families start to move, and they have tried to come to Helian's family, and they are all holding back their strength to see if they can make a fortune while Helian's family is in chaos.
So after Zhen Jiabao fed most of the bowl of porridge to Helian Quan's mouth, the old man was late.
Before he came, the old man had already heard about Helian Quan's current eyes from his aunt's mouth, so he was naturally extremely distressed, and he felt angina pectoris when he saw his grandson, who had been extremely proud and self-respecting since he was a child, sitting on the bed with a helpless face and letting Zhen Jiabao feed him.
"Grandpa, are you here?"
The old man didn't say anything, but Zhen Jiabao greeted the old man vigilantly first, and then Helian Quan's fingers outside the quilt subconsciously curled up.
"Hey, I heard Xiaowei say that Xiaoquan woke up, and I rushed over as soon as the matter at hand stopped."
The old man was not in good health, but he didn't complain about working hard for Helian Quan's affairs, but he was more concerned about Helian Quan's current situation, and sat on the side and looked at Helian Quan's face on the bed.
Helian Quan's face was pale, completely different from his usual appearance of being respectful and close to the old man, but both Zhen Jiabao and the old man only thought that he was in a bad mood because of his eyes.
"I've heard the doctor say, you just need to rest and recuperate for a while, you two don't worry, when Xiaoquan gets better, you will have to deal with those culprits yourself, now you can't be depressed yourself."
The old man was afraid that Helian Quan would feel uncomfortable, and found an excuse to cheer him up, but sure enough, Helian Quan finally showed an expression other than indifference.
"I see, Grandpa." Helian Quan was silent for a long time before he replied in a low voice, Zhen Jiabao looked at his white lower lip that had bitten and felt distressed for a while.
The old man also felt guilty when he talked about it, if he hadn't underestimated Helian Zhen's madness, he wouldn't have let him do such a thing in the manor, and when he got married to the illegitimate son of the Moriarty family, they didn't even know at all, they were really ashamed.
"Ahem, this time it's grandpa's mistake, if it weren't for the test, he wouldn't have jumped off the wall in a hurry, now it's ......"
"Grandpa doesn't have to say such things, even if he doesn't push him to be in a hurry, sooner or later there will be this day."
Helian Quan listened to the old man's guilt and comforted, but Zhen Jiabao saw that his heart was definitely not so simple.
"The human heart is the most elusive thing in the world."
The old man looked at Helian Quan's listless appearance and felt uncomfortable, and his body that had worked all day couldn't withstand this distress, and the old housekeeper took the initiative to say to him when he saw this: "Is the head of the family unwell?" Why don't we go back and rest first, so that the young master can recuperate. ”
The old man took a deep look at Helian Quan's side again, and his eyes fell on his clenched hand outside the quilt, and finally left the room ruthlessly.
"Say, did he remember something?" After leaving the door, the old man whispered to the old butler who was supporting him with a worried face, and did not hear Helian Quan in the room behind him echo in a low voice: "Yes, where is the human heart something that can be grasped." ”
"What do you say?" Zhen Jiabao didn't understand why Helian Quan suddenly said such a sentence, and picked up the bowl again and put a spoonful to Helian Quan's lips.
"Whatever you have to say now, give me the porridge to drink!" Zhen Jiabao threatened Helian Quan slightly, and was satisfied when he watched him open his mouth obediently.
At night, Zhen Jiabao was already in Helianquan
There was a little snoring around her, these days she was scared every day for Helian Quan, who was not awake, she couldn't eat well or sleep well, and finally now that Helian Quan woke up, she could sleep with peace of mind, so she slept very comfortably and sweetly.
And Helian Quan beside him was with his eyes open, his gaze blankly cast into the void without focus, and Zhen Jiabao's warm breathing on the side of his neck, with itchiness, gave Helian Quan a little bit of a sense of reality in the world.
He was a little afraid to close his eyes, he had experienced a lot of dreams in the past few days in a coma, and those past experiences that seemed to be true and false made him can't help but be frightened, and the more he thought about it, the more he began to doubt himself.
In the dream, he didn't have a good time in the Zheng family, maybe because Zheng Scarlet didn't complete his "mission" in Helian's family well, and maybe because the Zheng family didn't like to have anything to do with Helian at all, so although he was just a child who didn't understand anything at the time, he also suffered a lot.
Helian Quan can always "see" the scene of his punishment from the perspective of a child, and there is too much schoolwork, and he is tossed and turned in various classes every day, and he will be severely punished if he does something wrong.
If this is really the real memory of myself when I was a child, then after I was rescued at that time, I subconsciously closed my previous memories and concentrated on living myself as "Helian Quan", was it because of guilt for my real brother or because I wanted to get rid of that life?
Helian Quan couldn't figure it out, but subconsciously felt that the preferential treatment he had received in Helian's house for so many years should not belong to him, and it was all stolen by himself.
Including Zhen Jiabao, it is the sweetest dream he stole through the name Helian Quan.
So he hesitated, was afraid, and even began to spit on himself because of a little joy in his heart - if he hadn't subconsciously made such a decision back then, maybe he wouldn't have had the opportunity to meet Zhen Jiabao at all.
Therefore, no matter from which level, Helian Quan deeply felt that his dove occupied the magpie's nest, especially when facing the old man.
Driven by this mood, Helian Quan couldn't sleep at night, even if it was late at night, he still refused to close his eyes, afraid that after opening his eyes, he would fall into a painful dream again.
"Even if it's a stolen life, please allow me to have it selfishly for a while longer, but when I finally can't bear to say it all, won't you always be by my side?"
Helian Quan hugged Zhen Jiabao tighter, turned his head and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, affectionate, Zhen Jiabao twisted uneasily in his shackles, and then picked a comfortable position for himself and snorted and fell asleep again, which made Helian Quan, who was in a complicated mood, couldn't help but smile.
Helian Quan was depressed, although he could prevaricate for a while with reasons that he couldn't see with his eyes, but after a long time, even a big-hearted player like Zhen Jiabao faintly felt that something was wrong, and secretly went to talk to his aunt.
"What? Are you saying that you think Xiaoquan has been in a bad mood lately? What the hell is going on. "My aunt has been busy helping the old man deal with the families who know about Helian Quan's accident from different channels and plan to fish in troubled waters these days, but I didn't expect that after a long day's work, I wanted to come to see Helian Quan's situation, but when I heard Zhen Jiabao's words, I couldn't help but hang my heart.
Zhen Jiabao originally just thought that Helian Quan had an emotional breakdown because he remembered what happened when he was a child, but looking at his aunt's appearance, it seemed that there were some inside things that she didn't know, and she was extremely curious.
Aunt and Zhen Jiabao sat opposite each other in the living room on the first floor of the villa, Helian Quan was upstairs to receive a comprehensive examination by the doctor, and this time the medical equipment brought by the doctor was much more elaborate than the last time he came, and it was a special examination for the brain and eyes, which was more time-consuming.
Seeing that his aunt was embarrassed, Zhen Jiabao's eyes glanced at the closed door upstairs and comforted his aunt and said, "We are talking here, Helian Quan won't hear it, but time is limited, you still talk to me directly."
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My aunt sat on the sofa and gritted her teeth, and finally made up her mind to talk to Zhen Jiabao.
"I guess he told you before that when he was kidnapped when he was a child, it was not only him who was taken away by the kidnappers, but also his siblings."
Of course Zhen Jiabao remembers this incident, and Helian Quan has always felt guilty since he was a child because he escaped and the child was buried in the fire.
Could it be that Helian Quan was kidnapped this time because he remembered this memory when he was a child, so he was so depressed? Although it is reasonable to say this, Zhen Jiabao just feels that something is wrong.
"In fact, the child who escaped when he was a child was not 'Helian Quan', but the child who was raised in the Zheng family since he was a child, and the Zheng family named him Zheng Quan."
Zhen Jiabao's eyes widened instantly, wondering if he had heard it wrong?
The aunt seemed to have anticipated Zhen Jiabao's reaction, and then the story of Helian Quan's childhood unfolded in front of Zhen Jiabao.
It turned out that although after Zheng Feiran gave birth to twins, he sent the younger brother of the twins back as the heir of the Zheng family because the Zheng family had no queen, but after all, the old man treated the two children equally, although he had already said that he couldn't take the child back when he sent the child to the Zheng family, but he still thought of a way to take Zheng Quan back to live for a while when the two children were already sensible.
And after bringing him back, the old man found that Helian Quan's life in the Zheng family was not easy when he was a child, although the etiquette was not bad at all, but it was obviously a reaction trained under very strong oppression, which made the old man who was very demanding but extremely fond of his grandson very dissatisfied.
It is precisely for this reason that the personalities of "Helian Quan", who grew up in the manor, and Zheng Quan, who grew up in the Zheng family, are also very different, but fortunately, the relationship between the two children has been very good since they first met, and the relationship between the brothers has not been affected by the difference in the growth environment, which makes them feel more at ease.
But the good times didn't last long, and just when the Zheng family was already a little impatient to take the children back, the Esposito family started the idea of the two children because their business in Sicily was threatened by the Helian family.
After all, the Helian family had just gained a foothold in Sicily at that time, and although they also paid great attention to the protection of their offspring, they could not stop the "talents" in Sicily, and finally they were taken advantage of in a solo trip with two children and kidnapped them to a cabin.
"You know what happened next, only one of these two children was rescued in the end, and the other child was buried in the fire forever...... You always thought that the child who escaped was Helian Quan, who grew up in the manor, but in fact, all of us know that the child who escaped was the child who grew up in the Zheng family. ”
If you look at it from the perspective of a bystander, there is nothing difficult to understand about this matter, but Zhen Jiabao still can't believe it when he listens to this.
"So...... In fact, he told me before that after he was kidnapped when he was a child, it was true that he had mental problems, he forgot his true identity and lived himself as Helian Quan? ”
Zhen Jiabao's words were more like muttering to himself, and the small problems that he couldn't understand before were suddenly solved, including Helian Quan's memories before he was kidnapped when he was a child have become paragraphs of text stories, I am afraid that it is also because those things are not experienced by Helian Quan himself, but what he heard from him after meeting the real "Helian Quan" brother when he was a child.
After Zhen Jiabao finally figured out the key to these things, he felt more and more distressed that Helian Quan, whether it was the harsh treatment he suffered in the Zheng family when he was a child, or the short-term happiness of coming to the manor to meet his brother, and then losing his brother forever, causing him to voluntarily close his identity and live as Helian Quan, all of which made Zhen Jiabao's heart twitch.
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