Although Lu Xue just stood there indifferently watching the child being taken away, even though the child and the man had left his line of sight, they still didn't move, just stood there and looked in the direction they left.

Uncle Ji accompanied Lu Xue to stand there all the time, and even later he was a little worried about whether Lu Xue's body could hold it, so Lu Xue moved his legs mechanically, and then fell on the sofa next to him all of a sudden.

Uncle Ji was taken aback, and then listened to Lu Xue muttering to himself.

"Those who are related by blood and those who are not related by blood are gone, they are all gone."

Uncle Ji immediately said: "What is Miss Lu Xue talking about, didn't our wife already say it, you are my wife's sister who is not related by blood, my wife cares about you, you must not think so." ”

Lu Xue was reminded by Uncle Ji, and then realized that she had lost her words, and immediately closed her mouth, and then, like a small animal that had made a mistake, her eyes looked to the left and to the right, for fear that Zhen Jiabao would hear what she just said when she was nearby.

"Miss, don't worry, Madame has something to go out today, so I specially asked me to persuade you to open some at any time, and what you just said, I will never tell Madame."

Lu Xue breathed a sigh of relief, and then looked up at Uncle Ji's wise face, suddenly a little hesitant and ready to move.

"Uncle Ji, if you have nothing to do now, can you talk to me."

Lu Xue was afraid of troublesome Uncle Ji, but seeing that Uncle Ji had been by his side for so long today, and Zhen Jiabao had already instructed Uncle Ji to comfort himself at any time, it shouldn't be a big deal to delay Uncle Ji for some time.

Uncle Ji naturally responded, except that he did not sit beside her as Lu Xue expected, and he was a listener and comforter.

Lu Xue has always been surprised by her indifference these days, and she is afraid that telling others about this matter will make Zhen Jiabao and Helian Quan dislike her.

And Uncle Ji is obviously very strict-mouthed, even if Helian Quan and Zhen Jiabao hired Uncle Ji, but Lu Xue must have begged Uncle Ji not to tell the two of them about this matter, Uncle Ji should not say it.

"Uncle Ji, do you say that I am not very selfish, obviously the person who died is my father, but I pushed everything to you to deal with, and I stayed in the villa every day to be raised, and the money in my hand now was left to me by Lu Chengrong, but I was unwilling to spend more effort for his death."

Although Uncle Ji couldn't fully understand Lu Xue's current self-loathing, he could more or less get a glimpse of the little girl's current expression, so Uncle Ji shook his head.

"That's not the case, the reason why Miss Lu Xue subconsciously pushes everything to me to deal with, and there are often thoughts and behaviors that make Miss Lu feel very indifferent, in fact, it is probably because Miss Lu Xue doesn't want to face the death of Mr. Lu Chengrong."

Uncle Ji hit the nail on the head and told Lu Xue the hidden pain in her heart, which made Lu Xue's eyes moisten again in an instant, but the tears couldn't fall.

"But I'm ...... I am obviously Lu Chengrong's only relative, how can I be so cowardly. ”

Lu Xue's eyes flickered, and her voice was full of negation of herself, as well as her lack of trust in what Uncle Ji had just said.

Lu Xue is still calling his full name when he talks about Lu Chengrong now, even if Lu Chengrong is now deceased, but in Lu Xue's heart, he still can't offset the mistakes he once made.

But it is precisely for this reason that even if Lu Chengrong did something too much to Lu Xue, even if Lu Xue hated Lu Chengrong to such an extent in his heart, Lu Chengrong was still Lu Xue's father after all.

As a daughter, how could she be really indifferent to her father's death? Lu Xue often asks herself.

Uncle Ji sighed deeply sadly, in Uncle Ji's opinion, Lu Xue has now drawn a circle for herself, and imprisoned herself in it, not allowing others to enter to disturb her resentment towards herself, nor is she willing to listen carefully to the comfort of others.

This is a very dangerous tendency, and the development of strong self-talk is likely to have serious consequences in the end, and Uncle Ji immediately raised his vigilance!

"But Miss Lu Xue, when you call Mr. Lu Chengrong now, you are still calling him by his full name, so now in your heart, who is Mr. Lu Chengrong?"

Uncle Ji's words went straight into Lu Xue's heart, and she raised her head with some hesitation, not understanding what Uncle Ji meant by this.

Lu Chengrong is Lu Chengrong, what else can he be.

The reason why Lu Xue says Lu Chengrong's full name every time he mentions him is actually just a subconscious expression of emotions, which means that most of Lu Chengrong's people in Lu Xue's heart only represent a symbol, that is, Lu Xue's own safe haven.

And now Lu Chengrong, who represents his father's safe harbor, has also fallen, but Lu Chengrong's own impression in Lu Xue's heart is not as glorious as the symbol of safe harbor.

If the image of her father is a symbol that can protect herself for Lu Xue, then Lu Chengrong's appearance in Lu Xue's life only brings her pain.

This kind of emotions are intertwined to express Lu Xue's entanglement, if Lu Xue wants to call Lu Chengrong affectionately for a father, I'm afraid she won't want to.

The collapse of the symbol of 'father' in her heart is what makes Lu Xue the most sad. Ninety-four Good Book Network

Therefore, Lu Xue may not be able to accept Lu Chengrong's departure for a long time, especially when her mother did not have a long time just now, and a little chick that was still waiting to be fed lost her parents one after another, which was almost fatal.

"He's my father, but I hate him as my father."

Lu Xue lowered her head after thinking for a long time, and then picked the nail of her right index finger with her hand, and began to tear it tangled.

"So Miss Lu Xue doesn't have to feel guilty because of the decision she made subconsciously, everything just needs to follow her own heart."

Uncle Ji nodded to Lu Xue gently, and then stood by her side again, like a silent watchman.

There was no TV on in the living room, so when Wang Guo and Uncle Ji were quiet, there was almost no sound at all.

Little Lucky is now asleep in the cradle, this child's need for sleep is so great that almost half of the day is slept, and the other half is divided evenly between playing and eating.

In comparison, compared with Lu Chengrong's so-called youngest son who was just taken away by the man who suddenly appeared, Lu Xue felt that she still liked Xiao Lucky a little more.

Since Lu Chengrong, the youngest son, was taken to Xishan Villa by Helian Quan, he has been so arrogant that he can't do it, obviously he was taken over and raised by someone with kindness, but he almost regarded himself as the owner of Xishan Villa.

Obviously they are already a few years old, but they still have to be held every day, and they must get what they want, otherwise it will be very abrasive.

Compared to Xiao Lucky, she is too well-behaved, Lu Xue thought silently in her heart, this is all because Lu Chengrong and Liu Yuwen doted on him before.

"So I felt happy when I watched that child being taken away just now, definitely not because I was jealous that the child's status in Lu Chengrong's heart was higher than mine, no."

Lu Xue sat on the sofa and shook her head suddenly, then raised her hands, buried her whole little face in it, and sat on the sofa in distress for an afternoon.

Zhen Jiabao went out for almost half a day today, and when he came back, he brought a group of people with him, and asked Uncle Ji to prepare a lot of snacks and refreshments in advance.

When Zhen Jiabao came back with someone, it was when the school where Lu Xue was studying was usually out of school, and Lu Xue was still sitting in the living room thinking nonsense at this time, but suddenly heard a crisp voice in her ears.

Just like when Lu Xue was still studying in school, she heard the voice of her good friend, she blinked her eyes with her back to the door of the villa, thinking that she had misheard.

After all, the living room of Xishan Villa is a little empty, even if it is not lacking in popularity, but it is still a little quiet when the TV is not on.

It looks like I'm about to hallucinate? Lu Xue even plucked out her ears and heard a few more noises weirdly.

Zhen Jiabao's voice rang out along with the sound of the villa's door opening.

"Xiaoxue, what are you doing?"

Uncle Ji had already said that Lu Xue was in a daze in the living room now when he quietly went out to greet Zhen Jiabao, so Zhen Jiabao would have this question.

"Yes, Xiaoxue, we haven't seen you for a long time, let alone chatting and playing with you."

"Yes, yes, we've all heard about your family, and we're all worried about you!"

It turned out that Zhen Jiabao went to Lu Xue's school, and found a few girls who usually had a good relationship with Lu Xue to come to Xishan Villa as guests.

At that time, Zhen Jiabao told these Lu Xue's good friends that Lu Xue had just lost her mother and father, so she was very depressed, and hoped that your friends could make Lu Xue regain her confidence and vitality.

So since these friends met Lu Xue, they have been dragging the little girl to talk about things, although Lu Xue can't cope with it, but there are really a lot less messy thoughts in their hearts.

After all, it's nerve-wracking enough to deal with your classmates.

Lu Xue hurriedly took advantage of the end of their conversation to glance at Zhen Jiabao, Zhen Jiabao was stealing refreshments from the small plate on the coffee table at this time, and happened to be looked at by Lu Xue.

There is a glass wall behind Zhen Jiabao, behind the glass wall is a warm and warm sunshine, the sunlight shining through the glass curtain wall is not dazzling and hot, but makes people have a gentle feeling.

Zhen Jiabao was bathed in such warm sunshine, which made Lu Xue suddenly think of the painting that day with Zhen Jiabao as a model, and her mood at that time was much better than now, and she didn't have the troubles she has now.

But then again, Lu Xue suddenly remembered that when she was painting for Zhen Jiabao, she had silently decided in her heart not to pay attention to everything about Lu Chengrong from now on, but why did she react so strongly when Lu Chengrong died?