Chapter 775: Xi Qian fell into a continuous dream When she woke up, her tears were wet
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It is indeed a beautiful thing to be understood by the people who live together, but Dai Xiqian did not reduce some of his memories of the past because of this understanding, or his memories of Tang Likun.
Although Xiqian doubted the possibility of the existence of that person, she still had the idea of giving it a try, she had no way to distinguish whether Tang Likun existed in her dreams, or had always existed, she never left at all, but always repeated a picture, some Tang Likun who was dying on the hospital bed, looked at herself with that kind of sad eyes, Dai Xiqian was indignant and more eager to ask the doctors and other friends around her, asking if everyone was willing to save him, many people were silent but routinely responded:" I do. ”
The doctor continued: "But the way to save him is more special, and the person who saved him has to pay a certain price, are you willing to pay?" ”
Dai Xiqian's friends around him were boiling, and everyone was muttering and talking.
"Pay some price?" "Yes, for example, if you reduce your life span by a few years, or lose your money, or lose everything that is good at the moment, your life in the future may be full of hardship and poverty, can you bear it?" These were very real sounds that Dai Xiqian heard in her dream, which made her a little dizzy for a while.
Sure enough, everyone has a heart for good, but the premise of this is that the person who is hurt is not himself.
Now Dai Xiqian is the same as at that time, she is also hesitant, although she finally gave a positive answer, saying that she is willing to pay everything he said for Tang Likun, but despite this, she is still sad for her hesitation.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hesitated, you asked me to help you at the beginning, but now if I can let you come back, I'm really willing!" This dream is very real, Dai Xiqian is always promising to apologize, and she can always see Tang Likun's eyes staring at her, which are full of grief and nostalgia, which makes Dai Xiqian really moved.
"I really don't have to feel sorry, I shouldn't rely on others for the status quo I created, I just miss you very much, or I still have a little nostalgia for this real place, how are you doing?." In the dream, Tang Likun can always hear Tang Likun's greetings to herself, Dai Xiqian wants to tell him everything about herself at the moment, but whenever this time, the other party can't hear it.
"What should I do, why can't you hear me?" Xi Qian's voice was a little hoarse.
"By the way, I live a good life now, very happy, there is such a man like you, that is, the man you entrusted me to is really good to me, he is very good, although it can't be compared with you, but this warm feeling still exists, you can rest assured, I'm doing well, it's just that sometimes I still miss you involuntarily" Dai Xiqian really hopes that Tang Likun can hear her psychological words, Tang Likun is an eternal pain for her and the original deep love.
Since Tang Likun left, others thought that Xiqian had almost forgotten about Tang Likun's departure, but Dai Xiqian only didn't show it on the surface, in fact, she remembered every small detail, and the pain in her heart has not been reduced, and the attachment has not been completely transferred because of Tang Chaohao's appearance, and some empty places in her heart will not be easily filled.
"Likun!" Back in the dream, she can always see such a familiar face, she likes to sleep, because only in the dream can she see the person who makes her feel warm, that feeling is really very beautiful, just look at the illusory Tang Likun, it can also make her heart full of beautiful feelings.
In her dreams, Dai Xiqian always habitually threw herself at Tang Likun, and as soon as she pounced, the warm person suddenly disappeared, which really made her feel very sad.
"Do you know, I never forget you every day, I miss you so much" Dai Xiqian always habitually said such things in her dreams, but she felt that Tang Likun never seemed to hear it, nor did she have any response, how sad her heart was, too many psychological words existed in her heart, why was it buried in her heart like this, how much she wanted Tang Likun to be able to share it with him.
Dai Xiqian tentatively asked the people around her, did she dream again? Every time I wake up, as long as I see Tang Chaohao, I can always have that special feeling, life is really beautiful at the moment, but Dai Xiqian still often thinks of her former lover Tang Likun, she has no way to make this happen, Tang Chaohao can tolerate such a self, it really makes her feel that there are some real feelings of existence, if there is no Tang Likun in the dream, and there is no Tang Chaohao's company and understanding after waking up, it is really not good for her, It's incomplete, and it's only meaningful to deal with it all.
Although Tang Chaohao told Zhang Hui that he could understand, this understanding was indeed not so profound for him, there was no way to change Dai Xiqian, and there was no way to question Dai Xiqian's memorability of memories, so he really hoped to help Dai Xiqian come out, without having tears every time he woke up, he was really distressed, and it was even more difficult to hide his jealousy.
Of course, Dai Xiqian can understand this mood, but this understanding still has certain limitations, there is no way to control herself, and the current mood is also very complicated, that kind of emotion has always existed, but I don't know how to silence this emotional mood, I want to love someone wholeheartedly, although I can do it on the surface, but because the memory of the past is too deep, it is really not so simple to do it completely, Dai Xiqian felt sorry, but also told Tang Chaohao, I am very grateful to him for always being by his side, the current mood is very complicated, I will try my best to care about him wholeheartedly, I will try my best to change, give all my feelings, put it on his family, as long as I don't ask myself to completely forget the past experience, then I am very grateful.
Although Tang Chaohao is jealous, but he feels more sorry for the other party, although Dai Xiqian said that he can always recall the past things and think it is very beautiful, he can understand that kind of feeling, but on the other hand, if a person does not have complete energy to face the current life, is it also an unfortunate thing? Tang Chaohao still feels sorry for her in his bones.