Chapter 381: Is It You?

In the evening, the three children were well-behaved, finished dinner with their heads down, and obediently took a bath and went to bed.

Song Yi didn't say a word the whole time. The three children looked at each other and went back to their rooms to rest silently.

At night, Song Yi couldn't rest well.

I always felt that there was one thing in my heart that was not completed, so I got up and walked to the courtyard.

On a midsummer night, there were many mosquitoes, and Song Yi had already been bitten several bags after just standing in the courtyard for a while.

Thinking that children are easy to kick the quilt when they sleep at night, Song Yi unconsciously walked to the door of his son's room.

There are four rooms in the courtyard, one for Song Yi, one for Chunxiang and Zhu Youci, one for Liu Wang and Zhu Youde, and the other is temporarily vacant and uninhabited.

Song Yi quietly opened the door, and then in the bright moonlight, he looked at the two people who were sleeping on the two beds in the room.

Not surprisingly, the children fell asleep. Song Yi was afraid that his movements would wake up the two children, so his movements were gentle and even a little timid.

Older children are different, Song Yi went to see Liu Wang first, they were sleeping sweetly, and they were lying on their backs on the bed.

Song Yi nodded, then turned around and walked towards Zhu Youde's bed.

The situation that caught his eyes did not surprise Song Yi at all. In the green gauze tent, Zhu Youde, who was wearing a red belly pocket, was smashing his mouth, opening his belly, and sleeping very sweetly.

Song Yi shook his head, walked to the side of the bed lightly, and re-folded the quilt for him.

The sleeping Zhu Youde looked very quiet and well-behaved, Song Yi unconsciously stroked the child's face, in fact, she was worried about Zhu Youde, otherwise, she would not be so angry.

It's just that when everyone values Zhu Youde, she can't deepen the impression that he is the most important person. In a family, if someone sings white-faced, someone must sing red-faced.

If everyone tells him that he is the most precious and must be foolproof, holding him in his hands and holding him in his mouth will only make him become a self-respecting person step by step in a spoiled environment since he was a child.

Song Yi doesn't want Zhu Youde to have such a consciousness since he was a child, she hopes that the child can treat himself as an ordinary person and not be too affected by the attitudes of others.

But in the dead of night, Song Yi saw his son's fat little face, and his well-behaved and cute appearance, he couldn't help but kiss him, "Good baby, you must not be fine." Otherwise, what should I do if I want to be a mother? You have to be healthy and grow up safe."

Song Yi whispered in Zhu Youde's ear, making Zhu Youde in his sleep have a sweet dream, in the dream, his mother held him in her arms and sang a beautiful lullaby like when she was a child.

Zhu Youde smiled, and Song Yi said when he saw it, "Boy, what are you dreaming about?" ”

"No matter what sweet dreams you have, my mother hopes that you will grow up happily, whether you are a so-called successful person in the future or not, as long as you don't become a moth that harms society. This is what my mother expects from you."

Song Yi's words, of course the sleeping Zhu Youde didn't hear it.

And Liu Wang on the side actually woke up when Song Yi came in. He had been silently listening to what the princess had said, and suddenly thought of his mother, who had said similar things to him, and his feelings of longing were instantly detonated, and he couldn't help but feel sad and cried.

Taking advantage of the fact that his eyes fell, and he was about to cry, Liu Wang buried his face in the pillow.

But the sound of whimpering was still very clear in the room in the second half of the night.

Song Yi heard the sound of someone crying, turned his head to look for it, and found that Liu Wang had woken up at some point.

Song Yi hurriedly came to Liu Wang's bed, lifted the light veil, and asked, "Little brother, what's wrong with you?" Is it a nightmare? ”

Song Yi's question came out, and Liu Wang, who had been holding back crying, threw himself into her arms, "Sister Princess, I miss my mother too, I miss my sister"

Liu Wang has been acting very normal these days, making Song Yi think that he has completely come out of the grief of losing his loved ones. Where did I think that this stupid child has been suppressing his feelings.

Because he was afraid that he would be annoyed by his sadness, and he was afraid that he would always cry and cry and annoy. So, he forced himself to be strong and pretended that he had come out of his grief, but in fact, he was just a twelve-year-old child.

It would have been a cruel thing to let him quickly adjust his mentality. Even Song Yi thought that she couldn't do it herself, when she fell out of love, she spent most of the year healing alone, not to mention seeing the death of her relatives with her own eyes.

How can this kind of grief be easily forgotten?

Song Yi thought of this and felt that he had failed too much. She originally thought that giving him a favorable living environment, and then taking him to Beijing and recognizing him as a younger brother was the best arrangement for him.

In fact, this is nothing more than her own wishful thinking. She only treated him in a way that she thought was good for him in order to make her heart feel good, and she didn't bother to listen to his thoughts at all. Otherwise, I wouldn't know how he has been depressed these days.

Looking at Liu Wang, who was crying, Song Yi gently patted his back, "Cry, cry out quickly." If that makes you feel better."

"Sister Princess, I'...... I really miss them. But I'm living so well now, you're so good to me, I'm still thinking about them, isn't it too dissatisfied? Liu Wang couldn't cry.

"How could you think that? They are none other than your relatives. You miss them, what's wrong? How can we blame you for that? You have to know that you are their loved ones at all times. Even if they are no longer in this world, as long as you want, you can keep them in your heart for the rest of your life, and no one can blame you for this. Do you know? ”

Song Yi lifted Liu Wang's face and wiped the tears from his face for him.

"Sister Princess, can I really do it?" Liu Wang asked with a sob.

"Of course," Song Yi replied affirmatively.

Just when Song Yi and the others were emotional, Zhu Youde suddenly woke up and asked curiously, "Is it Mother?" How did I hear Uncle Liu Wang crying? ”

When Liu Wang heard Zhu Youde's voice, his body stiffened, and he asked Song Yi for help very shyly.

"No, you heard me wrong. Uncle Liu Wang just had a nightmare," Song Yi covered for Liu Wang.

After putting the two children to sleep, Song Yi dragged his tired body back to his room.

It wasn't until the second half of the night that he fell asleep.

The next day, Song Yi took his son Zhu Youde and took some gifts to thank the family who saved Zhu Youde yesterday.

knocked on the door, Song Yi said the reason, and was greeted by an old man.

When I entered the house, I waited for a while before I heard the hostess coming.

Song Yi looked up and found that the road was narrow, and it turned out that the hostess was still an old acquaintance.

"How are you?" Song Yi and the other party exclaimed in unison.