I really want to take control of my own destiny, and I really don't want to gamble in order to survive today.

Win or win.

Lose or die.

The sense of urgency and pressure overwhelmed me.

I dragged my tired body to Gong Fei's room, and after pushing it away, I watched Gong Fei huddle in the corner of the bed with Duoduo in her arms.

She looked at me too, and I looked at her.

We are relatively speechless.

After a long time, she asked me, "How can I ...... Get stronger. ”

I know that after so many days of torture, she is tired of being weak, and like me, she is very tired.

Even hate, hate yourself for being incompetent.

I desperately want to be strong.

I said: "Wang Chunlong has a villa in the suburbs, men conquer the world, women conquer men, he wants you to ......"

I looked up, not daring to look at her face.

Gong Fei asked me: "If you want me to go, I'll go......"

Her tone was firm, and I looked at her expression, numb, and resigned.

I lifted my long hair, my eyes moistened, and she surrendered to fate.

It's sad, sad and uncontrollable.

I turned around to leave, perhaps, for us now, it was a relief.

Suddenly, Gong Fei said: "Call Dad ......"

Soon I heard Duoduo shouting at me, "Daddy! ”

I didn't dare to look back, I didn't dare to look at the faces of their mother and daughter, the corners of my mouth trembled, I was the most important person to them, as important as a husband, like a father.

I looked up at the sky, Su Jincheng saw me clearly, really, he knew that I was a very responsible person.

Gong Fei also knew, so she asked Duoduo to call me Dad, the weight of these two words was too heavy, and I couldn't even feel it when I gritted my teeth.

But I had to carry it.

I walked up to Gong Fei and looked at her face, which was very beautiful and absolutely beautiful.

I said, "You are the woman I snatched back from the bullets, how can I give you to someone else?" No, you can't. ”

After I finished speaking, Gong Fei got out of bed and hugged me, she cried bitterly, I knew she didn't want to, and she didn't want to accept her fate, but she didn't want to drag me down anymore, so she had to accept her fate, she could only accept her fate and choose to rely on Wang Chunlong.

However, I don't resign myself to my fate now.

I want to change my life against the sky, and I want to fight a bloody way.

Gong Fei said: "I will do business, I take care of the timber mill, as long as I give me a little time, I will definitely be able to revitalize the timber mill." ”

I nodded, my face expressionless, but my heart was already extremely hideous.

This woman, I want to, I want to decide, not for anything else, just to fight for a breath, just to fight with the sky.

I believe that man will conquer heaven.

As for Wang Chunlong. I want him to be my stepping stone.

Suddenly, Gong Fei reached out and touched my leg, and she said with some fear: "It's all blood, you are injured......"

At this time, I subconsciously lowered my head to look at my legs, they were all blood, I didn't feel pain, they were already numb with pain.

Gong Fei pulled me to the bathroom, she reached out to untie my belt, she didn't care about men and women, she treated me as a husband and a father to Duoduo, so even in the face of frank me, she didn't feel ashamed.

Blood was flowing everywhere on the floor, and after Gong Fei cleaned me, she covered her mouth in fear, looked at my legs, and said, "I'm sorry......"

I looked down at my leg, a long wound, very deep, fleshy, all rolling, already swollen.

It's scary, but I just smiled contemptuously, what is that? The people on the street of customs don't have a few wounds on their bodies, are they still considered men?

The men on this street are all crawling in pools of blood, which is normal.

But Gong Fei felt very sorry for me, she hugged me and asked me: "Do we have a chance to live a normal life, do we have a chance to form our small family, do we have a chance, do we have a chance, and live like a person." ”

She looked at me with tears in her eyes.

I ruffled her hair, she was so dependent on me, that kind of dependence, I couldn't bear to push her away.

She looked at me without saying a word, and kissed me in fear, as if trying to get some kind of comfort from me.

I also lost my mind, and the aggrieved emotions in my heart urgently need to be vented, otherwise, I will be crushed to death.

We seek each other's comfort in the bathroom, seek a little satisfaction, and use each other's bodies to give a little warmth to this cold world.

I was about to tear her clothes open, but the action was so rough that her tears of pain flowed out.

She held her eyes tightly closed, not daring to scream, and I took a deep breath to suppress the evil fire in my heart.

She's weak, and I can't let my suppressed evil fire take out on her, I can't ......

I tidied up Gong Fei's hair, she opened her eyes and looked at me, she said, "I'm okay......"

I laughed, put on my bloody clothes, opened the door, and I said, "There will be a chance." ”

After I finished speaking, I walked out, Duoduo sat on the bed and looked at me, and there was curiosity on that immature face.

I walked over and rubbed her head, and she smiled at me, and when I saw that smiling face, I felt like the sun was shining on me.

I laughed and walked out satisfied.

When I arrived at the door, Gong Fei suddenly ran out and asked me, "Am I your woman?" ”

I knew what she meant when she asked me, and she was afraid, very afraid.

I said, "Yes, you're my woman, a woman that no one can snatch." ”

After I finished speaking, I closed the door and staggered out, the wound on my leg was very painful, and every step I took was like a thousand cuts.

After a few steps, I couldn't walk.

Suddenly, I saw the three cats running from the top of the stairs, she was covered in blood, her face was swollen, and she didn't look like a girl when she was beaten.

She held me up and asked me, "Big brother, where are you going?" ”

I rubbed her hair and I said, "Go to the rooftop." ”

The three cats didn't ask me what I was doing on the rooftop, and took me straight upstairs.

This little kitten, don't look at the thin and weak girl, but she is furious, she also shows her teeth and claws, she is very ruthless, and she is very righteous, no matter what kind of road I take, what kind of desperate road it is, she follows me, indomitable, regardless of life and death.

When I got to the rooftop, I asked, "Is there any smoke?" ”

She immediately pulled out one for me, I lit it and pumped it, and the whole person at this time, like a mechanical clock that fell apart, no longer had to walk nervously.

Wow, that feels so good.

Looking at the sky full of stars, my heart is empty, no matter what the ending of tomorrow is, but at this time, I feel very beautiful, how I hope that every day in the future will be like tonight.

Suddenly, the door to the rooftop was kicked open.

I watched Su Shu run over, she ran to me, crying profusely, her eyes were full of aggrieved tears.

Suddenly, she hit me hard, slapping me in the face, she wanted to slap me hard, but when she saw that I was covered in blood, she was not willing to use it.

She cried and said, "You dare to leave me, you dare to leave me, you dare to leave me......"

I looked at her crying, I laughed, took her in my arms, forcibly kissed her, she hit me hard, but did not break away from my fanaticism.

Instead, like a lit match, she whipped me and indulged in me, and I hugged her, and she was in my arms, whipping my hands, and she had no more strength.

I was lost, miserable, and in dire need of joy for comfort.

The wind blew my long hair, blew the love silk, and blew the love fire.

It doesn't matter how tomorrow ends.

Tonight, I'm going to be happy.